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sTrEsSeD~!!

2010-03-10T21:51:00.004+08:00

hi there all...sorry once again for not blogging... been busy with chinese new year, and work.. work these past few days has been stressful... much more busier than last time... this is so because one of adviser which pulled out long ago.. i think before Christmas suddenly needed my help... and e e-mail which he sent me was so sarcastic.. things like trust you can do your job without any mistakes.. i mean if i don't make mistakes, means i'm perfect in my job, and there's nothing for me to learn or improve on... so why m i still UNDERPAID??? someone tell mee~! i so wanna change to a new job, but tell me, why no people is hiring or employing me? becuz of my qualifications or what? sia la... and then this adviser e-mailed me so many things to do, like arrange medical examination for his client, call insurance companies to follow-up etc etc.. and he needs the answer(s) either by that day or the following day? excuse me, you're not the only adviser that i'm assisting.. i'm also helping me boss and 2 other advisers... which btw, also has things for me to doo... and after i came back from lunch, i saw so many e-mails from him.. and the first e-mail which i saw, was so sarcastic, i didn't even have the mood to do his work properly.. i mean if you wan someone to help you, you should send an e-mail in a polite and professional way.. not something like :"do your job w/o mistakes". no-one can achieve that.. NO-ONE except God!

so i called up the clinic la, and asked one by one if they have slot.. i even called orchard.. all no slots..all fully booked... so i told the adviser.. he said ask for next saturday..i was so pissed off okay.. i mean you shld have told me earlier if i could ask for alternative dates etc... so i don need to waste my time calling? like ermm duh? and he was like sms-ing me so many times?? i mean hello... i'm not so free to sms you back, when i'm already so darn busy?i mean you're not in the office, you won't know who's working hard in office and etc... i mean it's so selfish...so i was having bad headache... was supposed to go for prudential seminar, but in the end didn't go.. because of work and headache.. felt so bad for promising him that i would go.. haha... and i don even get paid for doing over-time, so it's like cheap and free labour? so that's why i'm considering a change of environment.. yeap... or maybe i'll just continue my studies?? maybe a degree? not sure.. haizx.. have to pray to God to get a definite answer.. hee... anyways.. that's it for me.. will blogg soon.. see you pretties soonie! :)

a new year, a new start.

2010-01-28T22:07:00.002+08:00

anyways, wanted to blog like forever, but keep forgetting.. because too busy or just too tired...but anyways i have nothing but good news to share.. or should i say great news?i went for my usual medical appointment in the morning today.. was another doctor, because the one which i visited went on holiday or what.. forgot la... so he reviewed the urine and blood test, and he said was normal.. my vital organs are all okay, and no trace of lupus in my blood system and all those... meaning that the disease is only active on my face, but not my blood system. i was so happy when i heard that... and then he also told me that i've been seeing them for about 5 years le, ever since i was diagnosed with the disease, so everything major that could happen would have happen within that time span. like flares, condition deteoriating like that...

so he said the chance of anthing major happening would be lesser, but not 0%.. so must be on my guard, so that if anything happen, i would be prepared la.. hee hee... but im glad that the worst is finally over.. just that i have to take a steroid jab once a month.. which seriously sucks to the max.. but at least i can see improvement on my face la... not that red as when i was first diagnosed.. haha.. so yeah.. it's really great news la... hee...

and another great news is that we got our new land! we meaning my church.. have been waiting since 2004 ever since i joined CHC.. still wondering where is the location tho... haa...will only know in march.. but is a 12k seater hall.. totally excited.. when Pastor Kong told us the news, i was elated.. i cried when they broke the news to us... they even revealed to us the locations as to where they considered... from the east to the west to the north.. haha... even saw lands that i didn't know of.. oops... but i'm really glad that we have finally gotten our land.. and we can all worship together in one location.. but it also means that we need more ushers, security personals, back up vocalists, singers, choir members and stuf... and i can't wait for that to happen! oh yeah!but i am still wondering where would be our new building.. haha.. well, just have to wait till March i suppose.;.. haha...

anyways.. that's all for me.. will blog soon... see you pretties soonie.. byeee! :D

hAloO~!

2009-11-01T11:37:00.003+08:00

hi there peeps... happy halloween guys... yesterday had a halloween party in church.. how kewl is that... anyways... i wore my vampire knight costume...represented my cell group.. didn't win though... and my cell wasn't really that supportive.. from my pt of view lar... wuahaha.. so anyways work is great.. just that would be busy and stuff... because helping 5 advisers do their follow-up,submissions etc etc...but at least it's not as boring as working for freddie...just sit there and rot.. literally.. was so freaking bored and stuff...at least i get to e-mail clients, call them as well as insurance companies... yeah... looks like i can bring my mass communications skills to use.. wuahaha... totally awesome right??

anyways i was on leave last wednesday to friday... actually wed was on MC... because had medical appt.. dear dear took leave too.. to accompany me to go.. wuahaha... woke up at dono what time.. forgot liao... about 8am plus or something? hee... than after that dear dear smsed me say he would be late... so i took my time la.. surf Net and stuff... and than took bus 200 to NUH... bus ride was super fast.. was about to watch my anime on my pink psp when i saw the bus-stop... luckily managed to get down before the bus drove off to the next bus-stop.. hee... walked down a long flight of stairs, and slopes... slowly of cause, because i was early.. hee... so walked around NUH la, the book-shop. 7-11 and stuff.... as well as call dear dear to ask him where was he and stuff... eventually he arrived, so took lift up to 3rd floor... to the University of Dermatology if i remembered correctly... couldn't remember how to go, and got laughed at by dear.. so mean right? so while waiting,watched television and read magazine.. dear dear watched dragonquest on his blue psp... eventually my turn came... so went into Dr Aw's room.. and asked him how was it la... whether is it better etc etc... he said getting better, might not have to inject so often... so i told him that it was itchy.. so he gave me a lower dosage.. and held dear dear's hand so tight... hee... couldn't bear to open my eyes... hee... after a while, it was over... and they put plaster on the wound after Dr Aw took out the cotton pad, which he used to stop the bleeding.. yehhh...

than after that was deciding where to go for lunch.. so decided on Jurong Point, while we were waiting for the shuttle bus to Dover.. it was cloudy, and weather looked like it was gonna pour any-time... which it did eventually... so after we reached dover.. i topped up my EZ Link card, and then went on the journey to the wild wild west which was boon lay mrt.. hee... upon reaching, we decided where to eat... so we both decided upon food court at JP1.. because dear said he wanted to eat the pineapple rice.. unfortunately e stall was no-where to be found. so i ate something else... which dear said was not worth the money... hee... because it looked like maggi noodles with a few luncheon meat and egg... wuahaha... anyways it was yummy..so what the heck.. hee...

after that shopped around Jurong Point... comics connection etc etc.. dear dear said he was tired, and he want to go back to rest.. because next 3 days very tiring and stuff... yeah... so din shop much la... window-shopping mostly... than after that went to buy bubble tea before taking bus 30 home... dear dear took train ma, so he waited together with me for the bus, before walking to the train station to take train.. hee... watched anime on the way home...super long and tiring..

then on thursday went zoo.. was late, made dear dear and his mom to wait for bout 30 mins... so long right.. hee... than went to have lunch... i hate beef noodles set meal... dry of cause.. hee... than after that went to wait for bus... 138.. super long queue, and waited for super long till i wanted to sleep... hee... bus finally came, and played diner dash on dear's psp.. while he used his PDA... wuakakaka... took pictures before going into zoo.. like at ben and jerry's cow and stuff... walked around zoo.. halfway camera was flat... dono why also.. maybe never charge properly? so didn't take much pictures.. all was in dear dear's camera.. hee... but looked at alot of cute animals.. like polar bear, sea lion etc etc... hee... makes me wanna help them more... wuahaha... had lunch at KFC... air-con was freezing cold.. so quickly had my dinner, and drank the mountain dew outside.. while waiting for the toilet cubicles to be free... hee... than after that sat e horse..which is my "bf".. hee... than walked and saw more animals... cute as well as scary ones.. haa...

than after that watched the splash show... consisting of sea lions.. nice and enjoyable show... haa... than walked off to the bus-stop to take bus back to ang mo kio... feeling super tired and beat... than after that took train lo..said bye to dear, because he's taking different side from me.. took train to Toa Payoh, before taking bus 143 home... reached home about 8pm plus? some-where there... hee... ate dinner, than showered and surfed Net... slept pretty early thou... haa..

than on friday went ice-skating... at kallang... haa... was late again... because dear dear gave me wrong information... hee... anyways, it was raining... and dear fell down before he ran to the bus-stop without a umbrella... and his back was wet... poor dear dear... had a fun time ice-skating.. but feet was pain.. maybe because of the metal stuff? dear dear too... he has blisters also... wuahaha... so lent him plaster so that his feet won't hurt so much.. anyways i had so much fun... but dear dear skate so fast... every-time whenever i hold his waist and he's leading the way.. he skate so fast.. until i kept screaming... wuahaha... but it was fun... haa..... than after that went to arcade to play guitar game... than took pictures.. than went home... took bus w dear dear.. he alighted at suntec.. than i took the bus home... wuahaha... showered, and got ready for the best dressed rehearsal later that night at Jurong West main audi.. was super tired... wuahaha...

it was kinda fun.. but i was too tired to think of my pose... hee... dad fetched me home.. had a super bad headache... so showered and off 2 bed... because today was gonna be my debut... that's it for me... byee!

hEy HeY

2009-09-21T20:27:00.004+08:00

hi there.. sorry once again for not blogging.. been busy w work and other stuffs..anyways.. my boss just told him me his plans for me.. as in who's taking over and stuff like that just like week.. then he asked me to clean up the "J" drive as well as the intranet... i mean he's leaving 30th of Sept... only a few days left... and we have a lot of fars, if u din realise.. like wth.. so i have to do OT like until what time? i don't have OT pay lo.. so i'm like working over-time for free.. in a way.. sian right?and have been missing cell for a lot of weeks... like about a month? because catherine was in town, so accompanied her around Singapore, had meals with her, and chat about stuff lo...miss her a lot... she was in singapore for two weeks, abit short right...but nevertheless.. did get to know her better and stuff...

anyways, realised that changi airport has indeed changed a lot.. like the shops and stuff.. went there twice this month, because send cat off... saw a shop named princess... got so many tiaras, and other gal clothes... so pretty... wanted to get a tiara for $29.. but no money.. it's so so pretty okie..but i guess have to wait till i get my bonus?sad...

anyways my relationship with my bf is going great... we're much more in love that last year.. and we have mutual understanding, and quarrel less often...we do quarrel sometimes, but i guess lesser... i think we only quarreled like twice for this year? if i counted correctly? my memory is failing me... sorry... but even if we do quarrel, we always manage to reach to a compromise without dragging it for days.. yeap... which i'm thankful for... can't imagine a day without dear dear's call or sms... i'll die of loneliness and pure boredom... hee... but i guess sometimes he's busy with work and stuff.. so can't blame him... or maybe i'm not used to him not sms-ing or calling me? hee... that's just me... guess i'm insecure bah... that might be a bad thing... hee... :(..but who cares right?hee...

anyways.. my cosplaying event is coming up.. on Nov 21st to be exact.. and we're missing 1 important main character...which is very bad... dono whether can find in time? wuahaha.. well, i'm hoping for the best... hee hee~! pray for us k? will blog soon.. see ya!

rantings...

2009-09-07T15:00:00.002+08:00

hey there... sorry for not blogging like forever.. been busy with stuffs.. anyways.. currently looking out for a new job.. cause the current one has very low pay.. and e boss literally sucks...because he's going over to Sing Capital.. but he did not tell me what is gonna happen to me? m i gonna b fired, stay on or what?i mean you din give my closure and whatever non-sense? and you just expect me to continue working for you? what kind of shitty boss are you mann.. seriously... m i still a staff under your company, or an invisible person? m i an ant to you, that you can just squish your shoes on me? walk over me, like nothing is wrong?all e pple around me knows what's going on, but do i do i? no, i don't? and what's e freaking reason? ask my incompetent boss.. whenever i put claims or whatever in his tray.he doesn't see it. just do his own stuff.. for Sing Capital and stuffs...you're disloyal to IPP.. and ought to leave immediately...i can't stand disloyal people.. seriously... either you're 100% for us, or 100% against us.. simple as that.. no questions asked at all.. serious...

but right now, you hardly come into office,no-one knows where you go, and you don't inform your secretary... m i really employed by you? or come into office to slack, and enjoy free air-con?sorry, i rather stay at home.. at least i can get wake up as late as i want..and do my own stuff..without pple monitoring me.. can go for 2 hours lunch.. also nobody will complain me...yeah...why shld i wake up early,and travel all e way down, when i'm not working? i'm just slacking here? no submissions and whatsoever.. but my pay is like what? oh mann.. i rather get a new job.. that is worth travelling down to.. yeah... and higher pay of cause.. uh huh...hope can get my macbook pro faster or something like that... which is my dream of cause... and my ipod touch.. yeah.... yeah... but for now,it has to be on hold until i find a suitable job...yeapp...which for now, i haven't found yet.. so yeah... just working for this current company before i get a suitable job.. yeah...but i'm not really fond of my current company.. partly becuz of e boss, as well as the way he handles things..yeah.. secondly is because of the pay... yeapp..

well, for now i'm saving up for my macbook pro.. saving $200 to 250 a month.. hope to get it by e end of e year.. because e rest of e amt my parents would pay..saving up to $1000 by the end of e year?hopefully.. haa... anyways that's it for me now.. will blog soon.. see you!

hEy~!

2009-08-15T17:36:00.003+08:00

hi there... haven't been bloggin recently.. sorry about that... been busy with work and stuffs... as you all know, i have been going on and on about changing job.. and even though i haven't got e change to look... but seriously nowadays i pretty much slack at office.. surfing Net, chatting on msn and etc...there's no challenges nowadays.. so therefore started looking out for other opportunities lo... anyways.. loads of stuff has happened la.. both good n bad...

my personal trainer will be shifting over to vivo branch.. so it's better for me.. nearer to my office also.. and back home... hee.. both bout 15 mins?hee... so fast right?? but my bf still at suntec.. that's e bad one..haa..hope he doesn't miss me too much... hee...

anyways i'm financially a bit tight this month.. due to personal trainer, as well as owing pple money.. not a good thing i suppose.. but at least i returned her?haa... but i guess have to live within my means lah.. haa... not a lot of fun i suppose.. but at least i'm still able to have 3 meals a day.. haa.. very important.. hee... anyways... that's it for me.. see ya!

oNe Yr OlDeR~!

2009-07-16T11:05:00.003+08:00

hi there peeps..would be turning 21 in 2 days time.. seriously having mixed feelings..cause i don wanna be older? but also wan to be older? so fickle-minded right? anyways...work's been pretty boring nowadays.. like what i've mentioned in the last few posts... like adviser slacking and stuff... right now my branch only has like 14 pple? used to have about 22?office becoming so darn quiet and stuff...and e other branches are like noisy?which kind of not used to??hee...

then my boss told another adviser from another branch saying he will ask 3 more to leave..which comes down to 11?hmmm, sooner or later, Synergy will only have 10? and close shop?then i will also quit..wuahaha...i mean so boring lar...wah piang...it's like coming office to shake leg?and getting paid? like waste time...rather stay home n slack?also nobody care about me...hee...don need wake up so early somemore...haa..i'm so bad right?and i think that my boss is thinking of shifting to another place? or renting out our space? like to other branches or whatsoever..i do not know anything about that?only the adviser know? like what e heck m i here for?an useless bum? or a dog izzit? damn it...

nowadays my work-load is so darn little? not much submissions, and policies too... it's like coming to work because of e money?right now, i just feel like dragging my feet to work..because it's so boring and mundane...omg...always reach office latest by 9am?somewhere there..cuz no-one would be in so early...sian right?so sleepy right now...later going gym, if i don't do OT lar... which i'm not sure...cause my boss is out till 4.30pm..not sure if he'll be coming into office..i hope not..then i can leave at 6pm... zhun zhun..hee...and go gym...haa...and go home and rest... :D... yeappp...

niwaes... will be having a birthday party on the 2 days from now..at my place... will have to wake up early to decorate e function room.. and tidy up my room...make sure that it looks presentable and stuff...if not very unglam...so have to wake up earlier.. like maybe 10am?haa... not really that early.. but early for me on a weekend... i can normally sleep in till 12pm?haa...and than just laze e day away.. for sundays mostly... but this month is really packed.. cause last sat cosplayed as sayori from vampire knight for Cosfest.. first time... it was pretty fun, but e new boots i wore hurt like hell...like seriously... had photoshoot in e morning... met at 11am at dhoby ghaut mrt...but was waiting for yuuki kuran's wig..so delayed like until 1pm plus?but had a lot of fun taking pictures... e pictures are not up yet...waiting for the photographer to upload...yeah... once i get it, i'll upload on facebook...yeahh... anyway... right now i'm just so into cosplaying... though it's an expensive hobby..but it's fun..hee... i don mind more pple joining me... haa... anyways.. i'm signing off now.. see pretties! :)

pRoBlEmS~!

2009-06-27T21:20:00.003+08:00

hye there...here i am bloggin again...well, a lot of things have happened...both at work and at home...that is just too overwhelming for me..firstly..let me start off at work bah...more easier to begin with..haa...firstly i'm not really happy with the way my boss is doing stuff...he's hardly in the office, and hardly does any coaching for the new fars...i mean the production is really low for the past few months...and like hardly anyone comes in these few weeks and months...ever since wendy and four other fars left...it's been like ghost town...and very little submissions too...and so bored in office...and still considering whether to change job..because not much challenges, and job prospects?but i know now isn't the right time right?but anyway, let's begin..

on thursday i found my computer on, and like someone touched the computer, cause a program to clean up my C drive is running..and my boss is the only one in...so i guess that he was the one that touched my computer, and deleted stuff from my computer...soon after,he called me into his room..and told me got unauthorized stuff that i installed without his permission, and stuff...said i deserve a pay cut, and e report i did wasn't good..and that i wasn't thinking and stuff...i mean you did not tell me how you want the report to be done, i figured it on my own leh...with the help of irene lah...my colleague...so sent it to my boss before i left for the day...than he said i should be sacked, because he's trying to groom me to be a professional secretary and all those krap, but i'm not learning and stuffs....still like a little girl and stuff...say getting married soon, must grow up and all those krap...pls...i don need all these kind of prep talk..it bores me?seriously...i mean when you were away for like 2 weeks..i was here supporting the branch..and taking all e bull-shit...and you say i deserve a pay cut, and to be sacked?if i was being sacked, doesn't make a difference anyways..synergy will close shop anyway, with the man-power so little...and the boss is a jerk...it's so irritating, seriously...like OMG!....so i cleared up all the unnecessary stuffs in my pc, and yea..did my work...i mean re-do the report that my boss wasn't pleased with...

i wasn't really happy with what my boss said...i mean you're hardly in office nowadays, cause you're either overseas, or having client meetings?and you said i deserve a pay cut, and to be sacked?because i install unauthorized software into the PC, and the report i gave you did not meet your expectations?what kind of reasons are those?i worked my ass off to give you that report okay...didn't even go out to have a 1 hour lunch, but a 30 mins one, because i was rushing the stupid darn report...and you tell me i should be sacked?because i'm not growing up, or learning?BECAUSE YOU'RE ALWAYS NOT IN THE OFFICE?how m i supposed to learn?USE YOUR BRAIN BOSS!you are not in the office, to monitor my work, and what your advisers are doing..whether they're bringing in sales, or come into office to get free air-con...i mean to slack or whatever lah...the production is seriously low, after they left...and my boss isn't doing anything to push up the sales?especially when the CRT is coming up, in a few weeks or months time...so i guess only my boss would be going?he's e only one who hit the CRT...i suppose..so whatever...what a lousy boss you are... boooo.... anyway, if he wants to sack me, by all means...i do not wish to be working under a boss that doesn't have any brains... :)

another problem is with my family...cause my 21st birthday is coming up soon, like on 18th July...and having a party at my house la...in e evening time...at first my parents said my dad would be paying...like half la...than after that they said i'm paying full..like $400...cause they found out i'm paying $300 monthly for my personal trainer..which they think is dumb la...cause waste money, when i can train myself and all those..but it's an investment, into your health, as well as well-being...i wanna keep fit, i do not want to be those of those plus sized ladies walking around...and still eating like there's no tomorrow...i don't want that..it's not my style...seriously...if i can afford to pay e extra cash, to make myself look prettier, and fit for my dear, and to make myself feel good..why not?no harm what...correct?but i guess they won't get it...as long as it's money... :( that was why i cried on my dear's shoulder on friday night..when we were out..i was on leave...hee... cause had bible study on thursday..reached home about 12??hhee...cousin fetched me home...yeap...that day my bf also passed his IPPT..hee..which is good news, meaning he doesn't need to go RT anymore..yahoo! ya la...so i was quite sad, because they did not made true their deal...and stuff...so yeap...will make sure that my younger brother pays for everything on his 21st birthday..hee...i'm just so angry and pissed about it...cause you told me that you were paying half, and now i have to pay full?including my birthday cake???like what kind of krap is that?anyway, that's it for me..see ya peeps soon! :)

cRoSs RoAdS~!

2009-06-23T09:41:00.003+08:00

hi there peeps...right now, i'm considering whether to have a career switch, or maybe a job switch?because the job that i'm working right now, does not give me the fulfilment that i need la..and e pay is lower my expectations. i mean i asked my boss for a pay increment in May in the early June..because i joined Synergy in Jan 2008, so after 1 year, i'm entitled to a pay increment mah...and my ex boss din even mention anything about it..which is v frustrating?i mean i'm working here for a year, and i have done so many important as well as unimportant things for you guys....and you guys just keep quiet?and 'pretend' to be busy in your room...sending out e-mails, attending client meetings, going on holidays and stuff...i mean while you guys are enjoying or clinching a deal outside, i 'm busy working in the office...getting all the krap, and nonsense from company pple as well as fars...and you guys just forget that i've been here for a year, 365 freaking days?are you guys even human?like seriously?

i mean, sometimes those fars can be really unreasonable and frustrating...like from little things from disturbing you when you're busy, or rushing a report or huge things like how to do online sqs, and printing from your home printer...and helping you via the phone, because you're lazy to come down to office to do the quotation...i mean, is it that hard to take a train, and come down to office, where there are pple to help you and stuff?and now that wendy and 4 other fars have left...there's only one branch partner, and two branch managers...and so freddie has come up with a duty rooster..as to who is coming in on which days to sign cases from 9am to 12pm...but it's like got one manager, madeline...everytime she's on duty, she will come like about 10am or something like that..cause the cut-off time for the investment is 10.30am...so after she signs, i have to remove the labels, and scan ma...and take lift up to 30th floor to submit la...so i'll give myself about 30 mins allowance?to make sure that i can make it...and stuff..so if she comes in at 10am, the trade will not be able to be through on that day...which is bad la...and the adviser will blame me, like why the trade din go through and stuff....and it's like got a few incidents, whereby she told freddie, she won't be coming in becoz of blah and blah..and than freddie will tell me something else and stuff...which reflects very badly on her, beause she's a manager mah...and she shouldn't have this attitude?like seriously...it's very bad...and it's like a bo chap character , or something along that line?

i mean if there are no managers from my branch to sign off cases..have to find other managers from other branches..and they might not be willing to sign off all the documents, cause some in-house documents have to be seen by the own manager, for verification purposes and stuff...and it's very pai sei to keep finding managers on the different levels...and some managers hardly come in the morning...which is a very crucial time for investments and insurance...yeah..that' s e trouble when your managers have a bo chap attitude...which i sometimes hate...cause you have to go around looking for managers to sign...yeahh...

i did not feedback to my boss, because i do not want to make her look bad, or whatever...but if it comes to a day whereby i can no longer tahan, than maybe?hee...yeapp..i mean feedback what...nothing wrong what...haa...i'm not an evil girl you noe...hee...

i mean it's not that i have anything against my bosses, or the pple working in my branch...but it's just that, some of their attitudes really suck a lot...and it really gets on my nerves at times? i know now isn't the right time to be changing jobs, or job-hopping..but this job does not gives my fulfillment, or challenges?i mean it's so mundane and boring...and they hardly come into office any-more...so the office is rather empty for months and stuff...which i hate...so quiet and stuff...no cases..sho bored in office...yeap..so i'm still deciding whether or not to quit?hope i can get an answer from God soon...argh... that will be all for now...see ya guys!

hIhI!

2009-06-14T00:21:00.004+08:00

anyway..hi there...sry again for not blogging...these few days have been hell for me...especially in work and stuff...it's like the office is so darn empty...and my boss is like hardly in the office too...so it's kinda like a ghost town after wendy and 4 other FARS left...very quiet, not much sales etc...and not much e-mails too...i was literally so darn bored...felt like going home to sleep the day away...seriously...so it's like i'll always try to leave at 6pm..no pt doing OT, cause there's nothing much to do anyway..ya lo...then it's like my boss was seriously unreasonable...cause he requested for the manager login for Navigator like last wed...so i called and requested la...than he asked me to follow up, and to make sure that he gets it by last thursday..cause he was flying off on Friday..which he did not convey that message to me..i knew it through one of the FARs, Jess...i mean i'm ur secretary..and you don't even tell me that you're flying off, until the night before?what if there are urgent things to be settled like before you fly?then wait till you come back?i mean like hello?what m i here for than? like wth?

so he wanted the manager login like before he flew off, which was on 12th June...in the morning...i already called the previous week on Wed, which was 3rd June...that was when he asked me to request for him...so okay lo...waited for them to send lo...than on wed he asked me to call and request again..because no mailer came and stuff...so okay lo...than now than he tell me that he flying off on Friday, and that he needs it latest by Thursday..i mean i'm no superwoman okay..you can't expect things to go your way and stuff...so okay lo...i kept calling Navigator to make sure that they process the request...than they keep telling me latest is Friday after 12.30pm...so okay lo...than coz he had a client meeting on Wed until 4pm..so he ask me to settle lo...then after that i keep calling up the number, to check how's e progress...than after tat e person said the leader wans to call freddie, but dono what is the right time...so i called n sms-ed him lo...than coz he din reply,coz in the meeting..than after that he called..but connection very bad and stuff...

than after that he kept calling lo..and stuff...and i kept calling NVG too...than after tat he told me that the person Norman told him that the mailer was ready...ask me to go down and collect...so i took a cab down lo...it was already like gonna be 6pm..the person told me they close at 5.45pm...so i took fred, and he say nevermind..just go down and collect...then the receptionist told me that it wasn't ready...like wth..luckily my boss said he would pay for e cab fare?so i was negotiating with them la...and called freddie too...than norman told me that he did not tell him that it was ready...and that could come down to collect...norman told him that the latest would be friday after 12.30pm..and e faster way would be to collect by hand...i'm like, i wasted my time, effort and money in coming here..argh...i was so mad...so just did the necessary stuffs..and left at 6pm plus...called my bf, but he did not answer...cause maybe walking to e gym?for body combat..which i registered for him...in e end was body jam..haa...saw him at e gym working out...thought he went home..hee...ya lo...attended yoga...and stuff...

received an sms and an e-mail from my boss explaining that my follow-up was bad and stuff..keep reminded me to get the login id and pw by thursday..and than ask me why i did not follow up properly...why when the mailer did not come on monday or latest tuesday..why i did not call and follow-up..must wait for him to say, and rush and stuff...firstly u din even tell me you were flyin off, and secondly you wan me to be superwoman...not e first time also...keep rubbing the fact that i asked for a pay increment and stuff like that..and e fact that i did not copy e two documents and just went off...firstly i was busy on friday, and it was placed on the big table there...i mean if you wan someone to do something, you put on the table or something right?and i was rushing off to my bible study..it's equally important as work okay...and i do not want to be late...in meeting my bf..hee... :)ya lor...

then yest i did not serve..cause was celebrity weekend...hee...so many celebs were coming..liu geng hong, FIR, and many more...went to e live house before service @ 2pm..had lunch w mom at lot 1 at choa chu kang..cause dad want to visit his mom at CCK...so went there eat...eat at kobayashi..the food sucked..so unlike the picture...than shopped around lo...saw a pair of cute boots at BKG, wanted to try it on, but mom don't allow..sad...than after that went to toilet before heading off to church..hee...met edwin at level 5...my usher leader called, and asked if i want to serve..cause not enough man-power..when i already told him on Thursday that i want to fellowship w cell, and to enjoy the performances mah....what's e pt right?than went down to lvl 4 to attend Live House..it was so crowded but awesome..liu geng hong, vivi and FIR were there...took pictures and stuff...had faye's autograph too...than met a few of them at lvl 4..before heading down to lvl 1 to wait for some more pple...after that chatted for a while, before taking e stairs down to B4..cause waited so long for e lift to come...service was a BLAST! so many celebs came...liu geng hong, vaness wu, nu nai, ou de yang, FIR, and other artistes...if i had charged my camera, it would have been okay..haizx...bad planning...than after that hung out w cell members at e coffee shop..ate ban mian...than walked around at Jurong Point...before heading home..they were chilling @ starbucks...but don't want to stay up too late...so went off w guo lei..hee...

so today going to cousin's house..for a gathering...dear said not meeting, so rest @ home lo...walked CSI, had lunch and slacked..hee...than headed off to e house at about 5pm?they had two levels...did renovation...yeah...than had dinner..and watched memoirs of a geisha..it's an interesting show..but did not watch e full show...cause went up to join the cousins in playing rock band...it was so fun...feel like getting for PS3?maybe persuade my dad to buy?haa...then continued watched e show on CH5..it's actually quite a nice show...anyways that's it for me now..see ya guys! :)

gYm!

2009-06-02T23:02:00.002+08:00

hye there..been a while since i posted..anyway...i started my personal trainer programme which i stopped a few months back..because i din have enough money and stuff..anyway, my female trainer went over to China Square..and it's a bit far from my work-place..so i asked her to find me another trainer...it's a guy trainer..name is kurami...he's really buff and stuff...his training was much more intense than my female trainer..yeah...i guess he wants me to buff up, and to have muscles and stuff...the first training was a bit intense...he tried to change my posture and stuff...cause i always hunch back and stuff..which is really bad for my posture,and back...yeah...so he always try to straighten my back while doing the exercises...which is good la...i need to change my posture...didn't have much muscles aches the day after..probably not that intense, and straining on the muscles i suppose?went for yoga on Wed..yeah...dear accompanied me...he can do some poses so much better than me..i felt e competition..haa...guess i strained my muscles too much?next day thighs got muscles aches..which was kind of painful?haa...when walking, painful lah..sadd...

than on friday went for bible study...led by Dr Kong Hee...haa..it was really interesting la..i mean he went into depth, into every scripture and the definition and stuff...saw my high school crush..shane..he was serving as Usher in SOT...cool right?he looked buff and stuff..hee...than after that went to meet dear at ORQ(One Raffles Quay)..he's doing OT there...took cab with him to my house..cause he's staying over..haa...cause on Sat is our 2 yr anniversary..hee...cause we will be out e whole day..and he promised me he would be stayin over..reached home about midnight?so showered, use a bit of computer...than slept loh..really tired...haa...the weather was really hot too...humid lah i guess...

than on Sat cycled to West Coast...but rained along e way..so find shelter @ west coast park loh...was drenched by the time we reached West Coast Mcdonalds...should have brought towel or something like that...but luckily managed to make it in time lah..managed to eat my hash brown..yummy!so long never eat liao...haa...than after eating..took some pictures loh..have been uploaded onto Facebook...and than cycled around west coast park loh..played @ e playground, and took pictures and stuff...looked at the ships, boats and many other stuff lah...than cycled home loh..showered..and prepared to head off to Plaza Singapura to collect our custom made rings, and ferr some shopping...haa...took 175...reached there about 3pm plus..so went to collect our rings..before eating at secret recipe...haa..e food was really yummy...than went over to sembawang music centre...and shopped around loh..tried on some clothes at NET, but dear say not nice..hee...than went to yamaha to look at muscial instruments, as well as some scores...haa...dear than wanted to buy a pick holder, for his guitar..but sandy told him that peninsula plaza got cheaper, and thinner and stuff..so okay loh..decided to go over there to see loh..in e end was shopping centre..so walked over loh...the peninsula plaza was so stinko...cause alot of malays mah..seriously..could hardly breathe?so quickly left e place, and went to e shopping centre...found e place..but the person selling it for like $5?so dear said he don wanna buy...say buy from the yamaha there..$2..cheaper..so asked him whether wanna go over to plaza singapura...but he say not urgent...so we just walked to funan loh..to have dinner...than i changed to my new heels, that i bought @ Charles and keith...but after a while very painful...cause it's covered..so sat somewhere, to change the heels, and to massage my legs..haa...than continued walking to the bus-stop..yeh...than e guy who was sitting w us right..kept staring @ me..in a very weird way..than we took pictures again...haa...luckily his bus came...and i was whew..FINALLY..haa...was so tired sia...so after went home..showered, and like collapsed into bed...haa...too tired le bah..haa..

so sunday decided to meet parents for lunch..cause too tired le..suppposed to go for service at expo..but body too tired...wore the red heels again..haa...huge mistake..wuahaha..painful cause stood too long while queuing for the $1 goodie bag...the lady in front of me kept staring at me.dono ferr what?than after went for some more shopping...bought bubble tea, and enquired about the coloured contacts @ Spectacle Hut. than realised that left the goodie bag at long john silvers...so went back and got it back lohh..and went home..than showered..than mom said go DK to get e coloured contacts...yeah...so okay loh...blow dried hair before going off...than she kept nagging about e personal trainer stuff...like i don need a trainer...go gym just for running etc...i mean the main purpose of getting a trainer is to be fit, be healthy, and to increase my fitness level and stuff...and to lose weight, but that will come later..yeah...finally ordered the coloured contacts le...the person said by wed or thursday will arrive...haa...than after that ordered dinner..and walked around while waiting for the food to be cooked and stuff...bought kaya from one of the confectionary shops...go home and try etc...hee...than went home loh...after went home, slept for a while..was too tired le bah...woke up at 8.30pm to have dinner...than after that slept at about 11...very sleepy...dono why..maybe cycled too much on Saturday bah..

then yesterday was super tired...din do much work cause my trial version of the Microsoft Office 2007 was up, and have to re-install..take so much time..luckily my boss wasn't in, so didn't know that i was slacking my day..haa...left office at about 6.30pm..coz wanna go home, and recuperate..hee...slept kinda early..like about 11?dear was doing OT mah...so yeah...he din call me back after that...too tired, and fell asleep...can't blame him..he has been doing OT for about 4 days le...thursday, fri, sun and mon..poor poor dear...had a super duper long sleep, and a pretty good one at that too..wuahaha...

than today had gym loh...work was pretty mundane, BORING, and slacking...the gym session was pretty tough..did many intense exercises and stuff..like krunches, worked on my abs, and my legs, as well as my posture..yeah...than went 2 hv dinner, and went back home...slept about 12 like that...alrights...that's it for me now...tmrw gg yoga, thursday gym,and friday bs song of solomon at Expo Hall 1 with Dr Kong..it's gonna be great.i'm pretty sure i'm gonna have muscles aches after today's session..wonder how i'm gonna survive??whew.. God help me plse... :)

hEyLo~!

2009-05-25T21:59:00.002+08:00

hi there peeps...here i am blogging again...anyway...the days without wendy in the office is simply marvellous..no -one to nag at me, or meddle with my work..but freddie has high expectations of me, as in if he assigns me some stuff, i have to make sure that i do it, and complete it...yea..but that' s e good part i suppose?have to prove myself or something?haa..he's quite a good boss,just that sometimes he's not in office, and stuff...which is good AND bad..wuahaha...but it's been pretty peaceful and stuff.which is very good..hee...

anyway...have to settle the important documents for the renewal of my three FARs, my boss just submitted his application today...yeah..so left two...hopefully they give it to me by tomorrow,latest wednesday?haa..cause the deadline is Wed..27th may..the person sent e e-mail informing us was 20th?like wth?what if the fars or secretaries are on holiday, or in hospital?like hello?don't they use their brain?i guess they don have one?haa...sorry...

weather's been pretty hot nowadays...sweating these few days...especially at night?humid weather i suppose?haa...on weekdays i'll on the fan, because if i switch on the air-con, it'll be harder for me to get up..haa..because it's so cold, comfy and the atmosphere for sleeping in, is just nice..haa...so that's e reason why..unless i can sleep in or whatever..haa...like on weekends or when i'm on leave..haa...yeap..i still have 14 days left..maybe will take one week break..haa..i'm evil... cause i seriously need a break?it's been so stressful ever since Wendy left..because i have to settle stuff from advisers and new managers(tommy) and yea...my body needs a break?yeah..that's it for me..will update soon..see you!

aNiMaL wElFaRe SyMpOsIuM~!

2009-05-16T21:22:00.002+08:00

so anyway i attended the animal welfare symposium held by ACRES,which stands for animal concerns research and environmental society, of which i hugely support...other than SPCA, which stands for society for prevention of cruelty to animals...yeapp..anyway..it started at 9am...the first session was about wild animals in entertainment..such as pink dolphins, elephants and circus animals...such as birds, monkeys, seals and polar bears etc...well...they stressed on the pt, that perfomances by animals are to be of natural behaviour...meaning that they must act as though they are in their natual habitat...that is not the case for such animals...such are them are tortured, living in very bad conditions without proper food and water for them to survive. thai elephants for example, are being hit by the ankus...by the person sitting on 'em...for them to "perform" or "behave" properly...or to the expectations of the humans, tourist or to their rules? hmm...wellll, they showed a few videos bah...and it was pretty disturbing...like how they used a tiger for photography purporses...like hitting the tiger with a stick...on its' paws, and neck..it's seriously disturbing..e tiger was seriously agitated...if it wasn't tied, it would have killed that guy mann....e ankus too..it's used on e most sensitive part of e elephant...yea..didn't know that...

they also brought in the zoo...because some of the animals are kept in enclosures, for people to look at them...and might not have enough space for them to roam around etc?on whether more effort could be done in improving the animal welfare in the zoos...such as the living conditions and stuff...so the public could bring in their feedback, suggestions and opinions...most of them talked about the Singapore Zoo..and to stop animal shows, and stuff like that..not so much wildlife, such as dolphins, monkey and circus animals etc...

the second session was on domestic animals..such as cats,dogs,rabbits, turtles and hamsters....the growing rate of abandoned or strays pets roaming around, or just left somewhere for some kind soul to pick them up...and e growing number of puppy farms...whereby puppies are sold to customers, after they have bred...whether or not they are approved breed of puppies or allowed in HDB flats..and if HDB does not approve of their breed of dog in their HDB flats..they hv no choice but to abandon 'em, or throw them downstairs their flats for example...so like yea...and a lot of issues were raised and stuff la..like keeping medium sized dogs in flats, as well as cats?yeapp..which i feel that HDB can play a part in..and stuff like dat...so they were thinking of asking HDB as well as the National Parks Board for next year's symposium..which is a huge step from tis year's...welll...they are definitely not open to this idea...maybe because not many of the residents are not animal lovers...or whatever...well, the ASD (Action for Singapore Dogs), as well as CWS ( Cat Welfare Society)..i didn't know such animal welfare groups existed?hee...well, really opened up my eyes, that some pple in Singapore does care about the well-being of animals and stuff...really made me become more aware of the animals in Singapore. well, learn a lot of things from this session..

after that were presentations...still kind of interesting..but e pple suck at presenting?cause they're secondary as well as Junior College students...well...but their presentations were great...i guess...learnt a lot too..wuahaha...made me become more aware, and to make a difference in the situation in Singapore...other than swine flu..that is..hee...

well..e public forum was great...dragged for more than an hour...alot of issues were brought up, but some of 'em were not discussed, and addressed properly?hmm...but i guess, it was a huge success..i believe for me la...bought a tee from ACRES...haa..will wear it out someday?something about wild animals in entertainment? and stuff..cute picture of a dolphin...haa...than went to yew tee pt for dinner w grandma...picked up a laptop, e person left behind...so brought it with us..scared pple take ma...was tinking of taking it actually...but e owner called, so bo bian hv to return...it seems like a new latop though...hee...haa...i could use a better laptop?haa... :)..but i gave it back..not mine anyway right?haa... that's it for me...see ya guys soon...byee~! :)

ACRES!

2009-04-29T10:34:00.003+08:00

hi there...as you guys might not know..i'm a member of sgclub...it's a forum, consisting of mostly youths and working adults?haa...learnt many interesting things there...as a result, i took part in a cosplay event...for cosfest 1?a character from vampire knight...haa...haven't gotten e wig, and e colour contacts...either brown or hazel...ya...and e wig..which is short hair?ya...couldnt'd find at haru house...so have to order from my friend...dono what is e hair colour though..haa...haven't researched yet...hee... no time bah..i suppose?hee... anyway...thinking of becoming a volunteer at ACRES...it stands for Animal Concerns Research and Enducation Society...it's something like SPCA, but i prefer ACRES?haa...i'm biased?flexible hours de ba..and stuff...hee... really wanna do my part for the world and stuff...hee... wanna take part in the animal welfare synoposium too..it's on 16th May from 8.30am to 6pm i think?at NUS...but i hv church on that day, so maybe going sunday expo service or something?not really sure sia...wuahaha...

anyone who is keen on joining me to be a volunteer...do tag me?thanks!

hYe~!

2009-04-23T09:22:00.003+08:00

hi there...sorry once again, for not blogging...haa...well, life's pretty much e same and boring i suppose..except for some issues that i'm rather pissed about...one, is my parents' bias-ness...i mean like my two brothers are so darn spoilt and pampered...they can't even go out to get lunch for themselves..i mean how lazy is that?and every-time when i go out to get lunch, my mom will call me to buy for them..i'l be like..no lo...go and buy yourself la...so hard meh?you have 2 legs right???can't you just walk there and buy?are you THAT lazy??i doubt so loh...you're just plain spoilt?like duh?

it all started when i bought two dresses from my friend..she's a malysian, and has an online blog shop,that sells dresses, and stuff...then she say what this kinda dresses cannot wear to office, or whatever..can only wear to special occasions and stuff...then say what she will stop paying for my make-up and stuff...say i'm already working, so im supposed to pay for my stuffs...then i say why when my brother was working, he didn't pay for his stuffs...then she say cause it was a part-time job..so?he's much older than me, shouldn't he be the first one to be independent?he's e eldest for christ's sake..darn it! then i keep arguing loh..say why he don need to wash the dishes, and stuff...he has ever left a packet of cheese OVERNIGHT before...cause i need to use it for my breakfast...as in i put a slice of cheese in between a slice of bread...i mean don't you have common sense?like you should put back stuff when you're done w it?like that is simple common sense?

i mean i'm doing my part as a daughter, wife and a mother to wash my own dishes...you mean next time they marry, they won't need to wash the dishes?i mean they have to help their wife to wash the dishes too right?i mean you don't expect the wife to wash all the dishes by herself right?that's totally selfish mann...anyway...then she asked me to pay for the lenses...which are like $191?i mean i already gave $300 to her, and she still wans $191?that's alot...that's like almost half my salary u noe...so much right...anyway to cut a long story short...she said she'll stop paying for my basic necessities and stuff...soo sucky...not paying for my birthday and etc...i mean i was so mad okay...it's as if i have to beg her to pay for my birthday party???so unfair right?i was so mad after that anyway...hai...totally ruined my day lo...i mean like her two sons are super pampered okay...seriously...

another incident is my colleague...we're not really on good terms la...then like cause my manager asked me to settle the application forms for his two FARs that are coming in..since they have no experience in financial planning, or selling insurance and investment..so it's quite new to me, as most of the FARs who come in are from insurance companies...than so, i gave to Debbie to check..which was my first mistake...i should have checked properly before giving it to her...then debbie threw back lo..so gave back to tommy...but still got mistakes...

so debbie said she'll give to mr tay to sign...before passing it to andrew, for another check..i didn't know she passed it to andrew, cause i thought she'll let me amend first before passing it to him...so i went and find him lo...saying i'll take it back, and amend it before passing it to him...then he was like, u can go amend first...then if got any problems, i'll just throw it back to you, and you amend again lo...so he was like so attitude me loh...like wtf...so i went down, amended and scanned...haa...and complied a list of what to look out for for FAR application...but because going out for lunch le...so after lunch that i did it loh...e weather was so hot outside man..bought back you mian...had more than 1 hr for lunch-break..hee...wendy didn't say anything...i guess she din know?eating lunch, and doing @ e same time le... so after i did finish, than i went up to drop into Practise Standards Pigeon hole.and then dropped an e-mail to andrew asking him to check la...which he did not reply...so i dropped him a second e-mail at 5.18pm, asking him whether he saw my e-mail..cause asked him whether need to amend any stuff anot ma...still no reply...

some more my manager made me in charge of these two applicants, to make sure that they get their license approved la...like duh...i mean like if people send you an e-mail, at least try to reply right?if not immediately, then at least a few minutes later or something? when debbie gave andrew the 2 cases, it was still on e tray when i came over...he din check?i'm like?what is this mann...should u check it immediately when someone gives it to you?meaning it is like important and requires ur attention?so after that i took back lo...i sent him two e-mails leh...i was like waiting for his reply?so after tat i went up to 30th floor to collect policies and open pigeon hole...to see if there are any documents to disseminate to FARs. he was at the copier machine..either scanning, copying or printing la..so i asked him whether he saw my e-mail...then he asked me why, cause it's urgent la...then he said that's e wrong word...and then he told me that it was still in the pigeon hole, untouched...i was so angry okay...so told my manager the whole thing lo...he say if he still show attitude, he'll bring it up to wendy and freddie...haa...hai..don like that guy at all mann...that's it for me le...see ya... ciao... :)

hEyLo~!

2009-04-05T09:42:00.002+08:00

hi there...sorry for not blogging...life has been pretty boring lately...watched coming soon lately...it was so scary that i couldn't sleep on that night that i watched the movie...because of the scary images and stuff...in the end i sms-ed my dear and told him that i was scared...which he was asleep by then...and then at 2am, i sms-ed him again saying that i could not sleep...so he called me up, which was a surprise for me...sang christian songs, said encouraging words and stuff...and then finally managed to fall asleep...hee...woke up so tired in the morning...haa...work as usual was boring...hardly any FARs come in, and my bosses are practically so busy that they don care whether i have any stuff to do?so just slack lo...on msn, twitter, sgclub and stuff...yeap...bored to tears..i'm practically getting paid to do nothing..sucks right??yeahh...but anyway...don't know what are their reasons for not coming in..heard that most of them have exams, and work from home and stuff...but they need to come to office to settle stuff, and call their clients and stuff...whatever...up to them lo...i'm just bored to tears in office...seriously...

watched the unborn also...not that scary as coming soon...but bloody...haa...managed to sleep..but kept tossing and turning..maybe too hot or stuff???dono...woke up at 9am..so early sia...so cooked egg and stuff...uh huh...then downloaded games, msn-ed and stuff...hee...so boring right..the weather really sucks nowadays...suddenly so hot, then rain, then now it's hot again...so glaring...aiyo...later going out for dinner...haa...

anyway...wanna watch 17 again starring Zac Efron..he's such a cutie mann..seriously...dono when got e time to watch..hee...can't wait..hee...anyway...chatting on skype now...with the sgclub members...hee...anyway...that's all for me now...see ya guys soon...ciao!!

hYe~!

2009-03-19T08:52:00.005+08:00

hi there...sorry for not blogging..again...been busy...it's been long since i've blogged...anyway...went gym as usual on tuesday..to work out...dear dear didn't join me because his leg was pain...probably due to the RT on monday?haiz...so he took MC lo...went to see doctor on tuesday morning...say is e muscle tear..haa...so sadd...so he rested at home for 2 days lo...don need to go RT and all those..so good...but at least he still can chat w mi during lunch time...not sleeping or any-thing...hee...work was pretty boring..normal old stuff lo...so boring...just that some stuff happened over the week that made me come to work , with a "heck care" attitude..as in, din really feel like working, over what has happened to me...regardin work issues...so i was so sian la...just felt like go to work...do what is "required" of me..or NOT required of me..and just leave at 6pm...hate to stay in office any longer..unless i'm unable to finish whatever is due on that day by 6pm...haa...but i guess things are better now...do not know...my job is pretty unstable now..so i tried not to spend money on useless and un-needed stuff...haa...

thursday went for the IT show...it was so crowded lo..okay...so hungry..dear dear gave me a banana muffin from his office...but it wasn't enough...i was still hungry...went to change my ear phones...i was actually supposed to go watch movie w my class-mates from MDIS...but they haven't confirmed yet..so went w dear to the IT show lo...because that means that i have to wait until 6pm before they can confirm?so darn dumb okay...haa...had gastric pain..because i ate dinner at like 9pm???so late right...my usual dinner time is 7pm...latest??but what to do?have to go see first ma...if not later no more time liao...hee...than after that went home to sleep...hee...

gym was pretty alright..just dat i felt weird w/o dear dear??haa...and got some of the machines not that sure how to use?but luckily got some of the trainers to help me...did my work-out for 1 hour...before went to change, and eat dinner...and call dear dear..hee...felt so hungry after my work-out...haa...so called dear when walking over to e food court...then after dinner, went home lo...haa...so tired...then on wed went for yoga...so tired...the poses were so hard...some of them..haa...then after the class, went for dinner lo...hungry...called dear dear also...haa...then went home to rest...so tired...

then on friday went for Pastor Zhuang's zone meeting....did OT until 7.15pm??got a lot of stuff to do...the manager's work lo..cause she needs it over the weekend..didn't tell me earlier...left together w angelin...was late...because have to eat dinner first...reached there about 8.05pm???somewhere there???praise and worship just started...haa...the sermon was good la...just that when we were supposed to share our testimony..we didn't??she just kept smiling at me,and din utter a word...keep going through her notes that were given to us...so like we were quiet for like e whole 6 minutes we were given to share???hai...then after that went home...stupid bus didn't stop for me...so waited for the next bus...sian-ness...reached home about 11pm?so showered, blowed hair and went to bed after chatting w dear...haa...

service was awesome..haa..as usual...din manage to join group, because by the time we celebrated ye rui's birthday...they were about to leave liao...so ate dinner w my leader and a few others...haa..had such a good time..chatting about the usher chalet that was gonna happen 2 days later...haa...i was so excited...gonna have bbq on the first day..which was Monday...haa...than after that went home lor..haa...so darn tired...dono y also...hee...slept soon after..about 1am, because i got nothing on on Sunday..except going to IT fair and watching movie...hee...so can sleep in...haa...slept until 11am??haa...went outside to buy lunch...so darn hot seh..haa...sweating...mom even asked me to buy lunch for bro when i was walking out...i said no..i'm not that free leh...haa...brought lunch, and walked to cold storage to buy magazines...brought drink from the store where i bought my lunch...haa...then after that walked back lo...sweating...ate lunch...haa...then waited for dear dear to finish his cell group...haa...

then he called lo..say raining, so have to wait for the rain to stop first...he say raining v heavily...my side also..hee...so took umbrella and walked to bus-stop lor....my back was wet lo...sian..felt so cold...heels wet too..argh...was shivering on the bus...haa...so darn cold..e air-con...haa...dear dear was late..as usual...waited a few minutes...sho sian...e fountain also got no seats...so standing lo...drenching wet..hair wet also...

then after that dear dear came lo..went to justacia to eat...yummy...i love e food there...absolutely...esp e ice-cream...can eat non-stop..when i'm NOT having menses that is...hee...anyway...after that went to the IT show...walked until my legs pain sia....saw so many fabulous stuff that i absolutely want..but can't have...hee...because no money...haa...dear dear din buy the battery, because it's not the correct one or something...it was only $39...e original one was like $99??might be getting that for him?see how...it's meant to be a secret??shhh...than after that sandy was shopping around for TV..say her dad wants???so i'm a bit curious as to why he didn't come down himself to buy??hee...she bought a brother printer...haa...so we left...cause e next day got work...so thirsty.so dear dear went to his office to get..but no access...went to a lot of different places..but all don't have...haa...so went off lo...waited so long for my bus...like 3o mins???so i asked dear and his brother to go off first...luckily my bus came, not too late...haa...saw dear dear crossing the road...so waved to him lo...he didn't see me...coz i guess too many pple on the bus??hee...reached home about 11??so tired!showered..and then slept after chatting w dear...

din go for the chalet the next day...becoz i was so darn tired after the IT show...so went home to rest...slept so darn early that day...like about 9.30pm???hee...work was as usual..boring...tuesday went to gym...so many guys came up to talk to me...like two?one was asking about my complexion, and e other was asking about the complimentary sessions..so told him that i no money to pay off the personal trainers...hee...then after that dear came lo..so long..he though i was at the yoga room...so he ran first...haaa....i was with one of the guys when he came over ma...so they introduced each other..and chatted...haa...then after that i continued working out..and then went off for dinner after that...hee...ate dinner together w dear...and chatted lo...coz it's been a long time since he went gym le...haa...then after that went off...waited w me for the bus..and then he went off...haa...reached home about the same time as dear...hee....then after that showered and chatted w dear lo...haa...and played w mi pet...and then went to bed...

went to yoga on wednesday...so darn fun...learnt many new poses and stuff....but it helped me a lot ba..i suppose...called dear after that...haa...he was already home..so good...wuahaha...so had dinner...and then went off??to go home lar...haa....took bus, and then chatted w dear on the bus...so tired sia...then went home, showered and off to bed..haa...

forgotten what i did on thursday liao...haa...i went home i suppose...because dear had cell group...so waited for his call lo...haa...that's it for me...will blog soon okay???see ya!

hEy~!

2009-02-26T10:16:00.003+08:00

hi there..sorry ferr not updating...forgotten what i did in the previous days le..just know that i din go gym last week because my menses came...so was resting at home...i think dear dear went gym...not really sure..haa...just know that i was so tired after Valentines' day and stuff...not enough sleep and stuff...haa...felt so guilty for not going gym...haa...this week didn't have cell group coz got Emerge on friday...meet dear dear at tanjong pagar mrt..he was late...took e wrong train also..siann-ness..and i went in tinking that dear dear was on e train...then when i called him, he said that he was on the next train..sian-ness...so waited for him @ outram...haa...emerge was fun...so cool...got to see pastor zhuang from where i sat..even though it was from a distance...kinda far from e stage...then after that left lo..about 10pm plus like that...called dear dear..but he rejected my call..probably his class haven't ended yet?yea...saw his brother at the bus-stop too...was so darn tired...waited for the bus lo..so darn long...when e bus came,sat at the upper deck with his brother...then dear called his brother first..so i angry lo...thought that he's not gonna call me...than after that he called me..so weird..haa...than coz still on the phone when i alighted ma..so said bye to his brother..and went to queue for the bus 30..yeap...waited so long...then when reached home...showered and went to bed...hee...

then on saturday went for service..doing stage..haa..so helped them with the bullentins and stuff...remembered to bring sarah's present..coz it was her birthday on that day...going down after service to support her...told my leader that i'm unable to stay after service..coz have to rush off...so tried to find pple to help me...clinton helped me to fill up the tumblers and wipe the pulpit..ya...he's a great help..haa...then service started lo..got a lot of loop holes..flow kinda slow also...so sian...served pastor zhuang...for offering..he sorta recognized me??hee...then after service collected the tumblers and got the other stage usher to find another person to help...if not,she'll be all alone...so after that fellowshipped with my cell..they were sitting in the same zone was dear's cell..haa...but they left before us...so after that walked up to level 1, when i went to take my bag...and then went up to level 3 to meet charlene...dear dear was in e same lift as me..hee...but i was urgent..and only i,pb, josh and samuel was there..so i went toilet first...before i went for e chalet..haa...if not i'll be feeling very urgent on the car??haa...dropped charlene's mom home first...as she did not want to join us..maybe she needs to do the house work and stuff..and then cindy drove..while charlene sat at the back w rouxin...she was struggling with some problems and stuff..haa...crying...emotional i suppose..so sat and chatted with yu ling and melissa..hee...pretty cool stuff, since we're from different cell groups?and we sit as two different cell groups?but we're pretty close..we used to be in the same cell group before anyway..but cause i'm normally serving in usher..so don't really get to fellowship with them and stuff??but ever since we multiplied..have been spending whatever time i have with them..cause there are new pple...and it's a new year..haa... :) so pretty close w some of them from both cell groups...

was so tired in e car...so slept a while..but i can't sleep in moving vehicles??bad at that???haa...unless i'm really tired..haa..i slept in e coach at vietnam cause it was so darn long..e journey, and slept on dear's shoulder..so wasn't that bad...after that we chatted in e car..and stuff...then after that reached...managed to find a parking lot with the help of the security pple...then wrapped sarah's present..hee...some of them went to toilet..so we went to the chalet after that....gave sarah a big hug, and passed her the present...signed her guest book too..and took pictures..haa...hung out with e rest of the gang..chatted and stuff...haa...then after that dinner was served...sarah's brother said grace..and then started eating...e food was good...really...and then after that chatted w cell members....watched telly and stuff...samuel also came...together w si tong..haa...coz they were ex cell group members..didn't know he was coming..haa...so chatted ferr a while and stuff..haa..then after that sarah opened her presents..hee...she din open mine coz i was going off already...and yea...coz dear dear was staying over on that day..haa...i was earlier than him..hee...so waited for his call lo..coz his dad was fetching him over and stuff..on e motorbike...so played w my pet and stuff...hee....then after that i was hungry..coz maybe the food wasn't enough for me...as a lot of people were there...and i can't be so selfish right?so his dad helped him to buy pork noodles..coz he left the mat in his dad's car...and he tried calling his dad's mobile...but to no avail..probably he didn't bring his handphone???so wait lo...after that went to play wif my pet for a while before i went to shower...then after that went to bed lo..was feeling so darn tired after the chalet already...just wanted to jump into bed and SLEEP..haa...

on sunday went to botanical gardens...i woke up at about 11am?so late right..if dear din wake me up..i think i'll still be sleeping..coz we intended to go to Botanical Gardens earlier..like maybe 11am?so after that we quickly got ready, brushed teeth and changed...then after that walked to cold storage to buy food...we bought ham, potato chips, sweets, bread and drinks??haa...took 143 to orchard mrt, before changing to another bus at another bus-stop..it was so crowded?we waited until harbourfront mrt when almost 70% of the pple alighted...so we went to the upper deck to find seats to sit..and rest..haa..when we reached orchard mrt..there were dark clouds and stuff...so we quickly walked over to the bus-stop, and boarded the bus...it rained shortly after we reached Botanical Gardens...luckily we had umbrella...then after that it started pouring...so we found shelter in a green house..it was kinda romantic..but pple kept coming in for shelter and stuff...hee...but overall, it was fun la..hee..finally left when e sun came out..so bright..and then after that went to have dinner...wanted to go central..but not enough time..cause dear need to go home and do his project ma..haa... so after that went home lo...got a seat on e bus...and settled down watching movie on my psp...as usual..haa...coz the journey is about 30 mins??and stuff like that..wuahaha...then after that went to bed lo..coz it was a sunday..a lot of bangladashes always take bus from harbourfront..so i thought maybe it won't be that bad, since i'm not talking bus from harbourfront..but there were still a lot of bangladashes...and sho stinko..omg!but managed to reach home safely..without any pple squeezing me..and stuff...and then showered and went to bed..totally beat...

then monday went home to rest..coz sunday was out e whole day..so need to recuperate...work was fine..or should i say boring????then tuesday went to gym..dear went for body pump..at 6.30pm..yea...i can't make it coz i off work at 6pm...so reached there at about 7pm??left my rubber band in the locker..so called rella and asked her whether she got lo...so borrowed from her...ran on the threadmill first...hit my head on the locker..so painful...i keep using the same locker everytime i come to the gym...so qiao hor...then half way dear dear came to see me..hee...his class ended early ba..i suppose??not really sure..haa...then after that he kept looking at me running...felt so weird..haa..then after that went to lift weights and stuff..so tired after that and felt like vomitting le...seriously sucks man...haa...then after that changed and went off for dinner..yummy..coz dear have to go home early...felt so tired after that...haa...

then yesterday went for yoga...so fun sia...but painful la...coz not flexible enough or maybe i wear the wrong pants?maybe should wear 3/4 or something like that..hee...must go and see where got sell..haa...had body aches after that...so painful..and my bag felt like it weighed a million ton??seriously..v painful..haa...then showered and went to bed..today going back home to rest..so darn tired..that's it for me..see you guys soon..CIAO!

hAlOo~!

2009-02-18T15:50:00.008+08:00

hye there...forgot what i did for the week...haa...i think went back home on tuesday..to rest??haa...much needed rest???haa....work was norm i guess...then on wednesday went to gym...tried out yoga??haa...it was cool...but hard 2 balance???wuahaha....but good la...try something different...heee...might be addicted to it?haa...then on thursday,went back home...nothing interesting though...

then on friday, got a surprise from dear dear...he sent me roses for Valentines Day..maybe because i have asked him that i wanted flowers...but he said he didn't want to waste money...so oh well...i guess not...and tried not to be too bothered about it...but i guess i was??which gf doesn't want to receive flowers from her bf on V day?most popular day to give flowers to your gal right?so i thought nothing of it, when he asked me whether the lift was slow blah blah blah...i thought he was just interested in the layout of my office building?and then in the morning linda sent an e-mail asking us to collect Valentines balloons sent by NTUC income....went up and collected since i was kinda free...doing nothing much.cause my managers were at a retreat starting from thursday to friday..for 2 days...so nothing much to do??then after that had farewell lunch with IT support....coz that day was their last day with IPP...yea...reminded them to bring the vookies that i ordered from them...haa...li xia din join us, coz she had an appt...the lunch was interesting..din know that hadi could speak chinese...and pretty fluent...haa...had fun fellowshiping with them...haa...

haa...then coz later in the day having training at 4pm...about the new intranet..then after lunch got a call from a mystery number...asking me where am i...which floor i mean...i thought adviser order stuff from insurance company and stuff like that..then he mentioned flowers..so i immediately thought of DEAR!i was shocked??didn't know need to chop the company stamp etc..was so excited...firstly i smelt the roses...and then read the card..it was so mushy...shall not make all those singles jealous..haa...but really made me appreciate him more...haa...if not MORE?haa...thanks dear....so like i guess the advisers saw, and asked me who sent and stuff...and said i'm so lucky,and that dear is so sweet...haa... :)...then brought the flowers and the balloon, and off to meet dear after work...haa...couldn't wait to meet him...haa...i guess those pple who saw me w e roses turned sour?wuahaha...then bought food to eat at jurong east interchange..but no seats..so sat at those steps...pretty dirty..and then went off to meet yi zhen @ bukit gombak mrt...luckily it wasn't that crowded...haa...cell group was cool...ended on time...ate cheese cake..yummy..flora make them w her friend joanne...haa...left at about 10.45pm?haa...coz don wanna reach home so late..haa...or risk missing the last bus home...haa...reached je mrt about 11.05pm??somewhere there...waited for e bus..while gazing at the lovely roses...and thinking of dear...haa...watching movie on my psp..i think it was gossip girl??forgotten..then got one guy tried to get fresh with me?by asking for my number?whatever..so old..yucks!so freaked out by him..sprout so much non-sense???just talking krap i suppose??called dear dear after that...haa...then after that wished dear Happy V day...haa...was so excited for V day!as seen on facebook?

then on saturday..woke up kinda early..like 9am?then decided on an appropriate timing to meet @ somerset mrt..haa...so checked out where the bus stop was...but dono where...so met at orchard...was chatting w michael on msn..saying that he might be going to the same place..botanical gardens..so i asked him not to copy mee...haa...copy-cat!but in e end he went...but did not see me..i was playing hide and seek..haa...he din manage to find me...haa...

had a fun time there..though we kinda wasted time finding for a good spot...keep walking and walking..and it was so hot...didn't have the strength to tie up my hair, coz we didn't know where we were and stuff???in e end, found one..but it was hot, and as the sun blazed down..we decided to find another spot..where we could relax, have our lunch and read our books..haa...he brought chronicles of narnia, i brought new moon...addicted to the series???or maybe the story is just so well written???the menu for the day was tuna, bread, water and vookies...and of cause fresh air, ants, grass, sun, wind and of cause the most important element of all..LOVE!haa!it was such a romantic day or should i say a HOT DATE???haa...don vomit pple...stayed there till about 5pm plus???haa...then went off to feed the fishes at the nearby pond..haa...saw swans too...hee...interesting???but we rushing off...but managed to finish most of the slices of bread..haa...then e rest threw away..then took bus outside gleneagles hospital..haa...the hospital where i was born??haa..then after that dropped at one bus-stop after the bus stop that i was supposed to take 143..so walked over w dear dear....haa...waited so long for e bus..dear dear left first..coz tonight we hav wedding dinner @ hilton...ha..not mine..

reached home about 7pm plus...then on e way, mom told me they leaving at 7.30pm??like wat the hell??quickly changed and got ready..waited 15 mins for the bus...was so sweaty and stuff...after e picnic...sian-ness..din even have time to shower???changed and stuff...i looked good in that dress??that i bought online...then packed my bag and stuff...called dear etc...then clipped up half of my curly hair???like dear dear asked me to??no time to buy a nicer one..haa...left at about 7.30pm???slept in the car..too tired i suppose??then went into the carpark..so limited lots???no lots to park at all??but already paid money...so asked the security to let us out..then we went up to the lobby...to wait for dear...but he was late...again....then after that went w dear up to the 3rd floor...the wedding was cool...but no bridesmaids...maybe saving money?haa...the service was really bad...the waitress-es i mean..prefer other hotels??but e food is good actually??not bad la...dear dear was so romantic and stuff..haa..read new moon also...coz it's gonna be so boring?like seriously??chatted w dear dear too...haa...then after that went home lo...dear dear walked w me to the carpark where we parked e car...then he went off...haa...missed him alot!then afte rthat showered and went to bed...

sunday went to church..glad that dear dear was able to wake up..and that i din have to wait for him...bryan also went with us...met at city hall...luckily had enuff time to eat breakfast...had hot dog bun..then after that went in for service...had a pretty good seat...sat in front of the stage...we were late too..haa...dear was amazed?haa...then after service went to have lunch at TM...coz service ended early...like noon?then coz dear had to rush off...and i have to wait for annie until 3.30pm...so shopped around TM..haa...left about 3pm...went to centrepoint to buy my paris bag...haa...it was the last piece?so bought it lo..coz no other place got...than after that went to hong kong cafe at cine...changed bag..coz e black bag v heavy...and the plastic bag was so big...so put the bible and stuff into the plastic bag...walked over lo...and chatted about stuff...haa...ordered milk tea, and strawberry snow ice...it was so cold...didn't finish...and then after that took bus home..joined parents for dinner at clementi...and then updated the software for my psp...then went home...bought some stuff from NTUC...haa...that's it for me...gtg soon...see ya!

hEy~!

2009-02-06T10:39:00.006+08:00

hi there peeps....so happy that today's a friday...yippie!later dono if should go cell...coz kinda feeling sick..yeah...and tomorrow doing stage usher..so long never do liao...so i did my hair last sunday right...and cannot wash hair for 2 days...so on monday went home lor..while dear dear went to gym...so slacked at home lo...downloaded movies and stuff...hee...and waited for dear dear's call...didn't wash hair..feel so weird...then after dat dear called, and chatted lo...on msn...heee...then went to bed...feeling so darn tired lo...haa...

then on tuesday went to work lo...so darn tired..as usual...so damn hectic..coz preparing for the branch meeting on wednesday...then need to print out the attendance sheet, beverage ordering sheet, programme sheet and stuff...so busy...luckily not much submissions...so can slack..haa....then after that met dear at the bus stop...at AIA tower...then sat a while there...while i gaf him the preserved plums and stuff...then walked over to the mrt station...to orchard mrt..coz got appt at True Spa..haa...keep postponing and stuff...so went down lo...had a quick bite and stuff..then went lo...it was sho chic lor...but e massage was kinda cool...though painful la...can't really get used to it and stuff...but dear stood firm and didn't sign the package..so after that went to have KFC...haa...but he was cold...so i tried my best to finish up my dinner, and to go home, so that he could rest...coz the next day was his birthday ma...then i also need to go back early to do up his birthday card!luckily managed to finish before wednesday...haa...then during lunch bought dear another present...went to e florist to take a look...wanted to buy roses, but he don't want...say waste money...so went there and see if got any alternatives...in e end bought a bouquet with a bear holding a fake rose...haa...thought it looked kinda cute...hoped dat dear dear would like it...ask the florist to hide it, coz im only giving dear dear on wed...so she gave me a big GAP bag and put it in...transferred to a smaller bag when i was back in ofc, and hid it in the paper locker, since i could lock it...then since wed returning e curler to angie, put it into a paper bag...asked angie if she wanted a paper bag to carry the curler..she say don need...so put dear's present into the paper bag...smaller mar...haa...ya...then after that called dear and wished him happy birthday at 12...he was resting after he showered, coz he's not feeling well ma...but i told him i'll call to wish him happy birthday at 12...ya...then after that he went back to sleep...and shortly after that i slept...so darn tired...

then on wednesday, on half day leave ma...so din really bring much stuff...but have to update the CPD hours, coz need to send out by 6th Feb, which is today...so like tried to update la...and stuff...coz wendy wans me to add in the weekly meeting into the spreadsheet also...so have to change the formulae, then copy the worksheet from 2007 to 2008...yea...alot of work..luckily they are in meeting...haa..if not it'll be harder to update...coz have to settle stuff...haa...then coz meeting ended early...so they came back at about 11.30am like that...then had a lot of work to do...hee...chase rainbow for Mag's name cards and stuff...and still have to update CPD hours...while chatting w dear dear..on msn la...not on phone...my manager will kill mee....then after that told dear dear that i'll be late...coz cannot leave exactly at 1pm??so was preparing to leave at 1.20pm already...quickly finished up my work, and saved everything..hee...then after that told wendy that i was going off le...then she asked me to send the e-mail...inviting the advisers into their house...i didn't send it yesterday, coz too busy...my computer was already off, so used the common work-station...was in a rush, so typed January, instead of February..sian..in e end, was waiting for dear dear..coz you can't expect the birthday boy to be waiting for you right?like DUH?so irritating, wendy...argh..then after that took train to kallang...but gave dear's e birthday present...he was shocked that i gaf him that...haa...then had lunch w him...at e kopitiam...got television there also..then bought e food already, and then ate lunch while watching the television...so took kinda long,,,then went ice-skating..haa...so fun lo...skated for 2 hours...feet so painful...then after that went to arcade...played para and guitar hero??very rusty le..haa....than after that went to take bus to kallang mrt, and then train to city hall...it was raining while on the journey to leisure park...and when we were walking to the mrt station, it rained AGAIN...heavy rain...jeans wet and stuff...har...e train was so crowded....haa...so after that walked to esplanade..to eat ichiban boshi...so yummy..but i was so full sia...so walked along singapore river...and rested there...talking and taking pics and stuff...haa....then after that went off lo...took bus, then dear took train...so darn tired after that...hee...but at least he enjoyed himself..right dear??haa...

and thursday and friday back to work..so busy doing the CPD hours spreadsheet...argh...most of e pple weren't in on thursday coz got training in the morning, and investment update in the afternoon..so nobody disturbed me...happy...managed to complete most of it...haa...did OT, until like 7.30pm plus...reached home about 8pm...so tired...had dinner, showered and downloaded stuff...as usual???haa...then waited for dear dear's call....and then shortly after, went to bed...totally beat sia...

then on friday went for cell group...but coz dear dear on MC, so met him at jurong east interchange...he was late again...so waited for him lo...at popular..was looking for my twilight book, but couldn't find...haizx...then after that dear dear came...so bought some food from the shop called chomp chomp...but still darn hungry...but no time already...so after that went off lo...e mrt train was so crowded..coz e train went back to the repair centre or something like that...then after that met yi zhen, christina and edwin...walked together w them to josh's house...cell group was fun..but i was so tired sia....left josh's house at about 10.45pm...then walked to the mrt station, and took train...luckily din wait long for the bus...it left @ about 11.30pm??haa...so reached e bus-stop at about 12?mom insisted dad fetch me from e bus-stop..scared i kena raped and all dose krap...seriously, i don really care???i'm not that oblivious to my surroundings???i do look out for pple that are suspicious?even though i blast e music on my mp3...haa...so bought soya milk, and waited for dad...was watching when a stranger calls on my psp..it was so interesting??haa...but scary....was so sleepy lo...so washed hair, and blow dried...haa....and chatted w dear before going off to bed...haa...

saturday went for blood test in the morning...at NUH...e needle was so painful...haa...but at least i din scream...haa...then after that went to west mall for lunch..yeap...saw a DBSK clock..at comics connection...so nice lo..but cannot buy..sadd....then after that went off to church..i was early...reached before 2pm..so helped them w support..then after that briefing..and went down to B4...and started washing tumblers...yea...but becoz e water wasn't hot enough, so filled all w hot water..yeap...coz it's supposed to be warm..ha...then after that did acupoint...but e flow was kinda slow..saw dear dear tho...he din even notice me...sadd...then after that service started lo...had communion and stuff...the ushers din collect back all the communion trays...so had one w me, and asked keith to bring up to B2..haa...coz i had to wash tumblers after service..the sermon was powerful..talking about relationships and stuff...got drama also...sms-ed dear throughout,but no reply..guess he was too engrossed???in e sermon of coz...haa...then after that washed tumblers..pastor zhuang gav e offering...and he recognized me...hee...coz i spoke on the phone w him before??wuahaha...he called me...then after that let the pple @ logis check...left church @ about 6.30pm...din really have a proper lunch coz rushing off for movie @ JP @ 8pm...yeap...but at least i had dinner...coz i was supposed to meet my usher team leader...but coz i was rushing off, and scared not enough time to eat...so didn't lo..told him rushing for movie...on e way realised that si tong did not buy e movie ticket for me...sadd....so in e end, she did not watch...but i had to take care of her friend from france...haa...watched the curious case of ben button...it was so interesting..but it was 3 hours long...ended close to 11pm...then after that left, and went to e interchange to wait for bus 30...coz i din know what time was e last bus and stuff..hee...you need to know these kinda stuff...says me right..haa...e last bus was 0020..so late..haa...reached home close to midnight...showered, blow dried hair and went to bed before chatting w dear dear...haa...and telling him how nice e show was...haa...

then on sunday went to watch the underworld...it was so nice...there was a traffic jam along dhoby ghaut...coz some indian stuff...reached cineleisure at 4.50, when dear said to reach there about 4.30pm plus...dear dear waited for me...felt so bad sia...haa...dear dear was already queuing up for the ticket...but luckily haven't reached yet...if not dear dear not enough money...haa...he bought me e snapple drink, but it was kiwi strawberry..tasted weird...haa...then after that had lunch...or should i say tea break???haa...and went up to the cinema, and waited for e show 2 begin...haa...it was interesting...but bloody and stuff...then after movie, had dinner and shopped around...haa...then after that walked to plaza singapura..to show dear dear e DBSK clock...but don't have...so sad...so went home...then took train to harbourfront...and waited to take a bus home..was stuck there for close to 40 mins...coz all the buses that i wanted to board were all hogged by bangladashes..and the way they all squeeze onto the bus is just madness???so stinko??argh...when i finally got on the bus, i was like a sardine???bangladashes on both sides of me kept leaning on me...and they are like sticky...yucks!felt like vomitting when i breathed in...couldn't even move my arm or change position...mann...and my mom din want to fetch me coz i forgot to call her...and she din want to fetch me..so fine..whatever...siann...so showered, complained to dear..and slept..haa...so darn tired...huhu..

then on monday went to work, as usual...feeling so darn tired..and worn out...and then after work went to cineleisure to buy e couple tee, that we saw yesterday...supposed to buy my Dr Martens boots..but i guess getting the present was much better right?haa...the boots can buy next week or something...then after eating dinner @ KFC, when a mishap happened...walked over to heeren...it was like a ghost town...wanted to buy DBSK cd, but didn't have my friend's number...so shucks...they had two types..one w poster and dvd, e other w picture book, both for $32.95...yea...then after that went to centrepoint..to look @ shoes...there was a robinsons sale...saw a paris hilton bag selling for $109...the last time i saw paris hilton bag, they were like $200 over??or something like that...so ex right...so i asked dear whether could i buy??he was like hesitant and stuff..sian...but will be going down on sunday to purchase that bag...hee...if there's still stock..haa...then after that went to OG to see if got sale too...got 10% off, but it's all over $200...ex...then went home..haa....

that's it for me...will blog soon okie peeps..don't miss me, tho you know you will...see ya soon hotties....BYE!

HAPPY OX YEAR!

2009-01-26T17:58:00.002+08:00

hi there...here i am blogging again...haa...saturday went to church...mom fetched me...but visited grandma at st luke's hospital...yea..she seems better actually...yeah....can walk and stuff....ate xiao guo mian..pretty yummy..then drank bubble tea while chatting w dear dear on phone...then after that went off...was late in reporting...reached at 12.45pm...told my leader...asked me not to be late next time..haaa....not much pple...not after that they came...probably from leaders' meeting?haa...finished about 2pm plus...coz got prayer meeting at 2.45 at B4...luckily managed to put before the service started???haa...coz got 3 stage ushers...haa...so finished kinda fast....then after that helped to fill seats...yea...got a lot of pple...then dear dear called said they going to expo svc...yeap...like diao?so passed him e pineapple tarts and stuff...yea....he din hug or kiss me...coz was rushing for time...sadd....haa...sadd....thought that i was suppposed to go up...but didn't..coz e choir had seats in e congregation...as in e cell booked seats for 'em..so i heaved a sigh of relief...never served e choir before..uh huh...so served e zone lo...haa...then after that went off to wash e tumblers...finished kinda fast...then let them check...was okay..and then went up to find cell...there was no fellowshipping...so went to meet parents at west coast plaza...haa...ate subway...pretty yummy...saw a cookie monster tee...and a shop that sells couple tees...haa...pretty awesome...have to let dear dear come here and see..to decide which one he likes???haa...then after that went home...and watched show...forgot which show le...i think was e exorcist???pretty boring...xcept that her head could turn 360 degrees?wonder how they did that..so cool...haa...then after that went to bed...v tired..

stayed at home on sunday...haa...watched telly and used computer...haa...sms-ed dear too...watched CSI and stuff...then after that waited for reunion dinner...haa...so hungry...chatted w dear dear also...haa...wanted to sleep...but no time...dinner was yummy...but still hungry...as always???then after that watched telly..i think..not sure...and that slept after chatting w dear dear...

then on monday went to visit grandma...both sides...wore e pink covered heels..so painful...but luckily din need to walk much...haa....it was fun actually...chatted w e cousins and stuff...and watched lp mann..it's so interesting???yea...kinda amazed me actually...e kungfu stuff...then after that chatted online lo..after visitation...yeapp....was tired actually...so rested a while..yeah...

then on tuesday..dear dear came over...to bai nian...and then joined e cousins for dim sum...so yummy..haa...then after that went to charlene's house...sasha was so hyper..as usual...and so many dog fur on mee...hai...used 2 it le...so cleaned it off lo...haa...played w her now and then....while watching dvds and eating chinese new year goodies..yea...gonna b fat le...sian-ness...haa...then after that played sparkles..w e kids...brought sasha out also...coz i guess she's lonely??haa...then went home..so tired....

was on leave on wednesday...went to east coast park w dear dear...kinda fun...roller-bladed and stuff...so tiring....but it was fun...wasn't scared of slopes anymore..haa...then after that ate mcdonalds for dinner...then went to walk on e beach...washed feet at mcdonalds also... but v little water..so still got a bit of sand there...so yucky...took bus to bedok..haa...then took 30 back home...waited kinda long..sian-ness...reached home about 10 plus...haa...then after that slept lo...it was a pretty fun day...

and thursday and friday back to work...so bored lo...and tired...nothing interesting happened lar...actually...bosses weren't in actually..i mean like most of the time wasn't in and stuff...had chinese new year on friday...it was fun...haa....then after that e bosses went out...so i was pretty much bored???nothing to do?then wendy came back..at about 5.30pm?then she complain say why i put e heels on her table...coz angeline return her ma...haa...so i put on her table...then she complain why i put on her table...say v rude and all dose nonsense??haa...like whatever???then put where??like so dumb?so fussy...haa...then went to kylie's house at farrer park...along the way to her house, my bag broke..e strap..so unlucky right...managed to find eventually..hee...the place..it was so cool...then played bowling...kinda fun...then after that ate some more...and then lao yu sheng..then went home..so tired...

then saturday went to service lo...did external...so hot outside...wore jacket some more...haa...saw dear dear...then after that went down for service...luckily got seat..but sat at south 4 and 5...so far from e stage...so many empty seats some more...then had a chat w my team leader...yeah..ate dinner w usher pple also..at kenny rogers...left e place at about 10??yeah...haa...and had a good night sleep...

then sunday did my hair..permed it...kinda nice leh....but i guess not used to it bah..haa...anyway..it's a new look??haa...having gastric now..kinda painful...haa...hope it'll be gone by tmrw..haa...see ya peeps soon..byee~!

cHiNeSe NeW yEaR!

2009-01-23T10:47:00.002+08:00

hi there...sorry for not blogging...busy w stuff...haa...so 14th jan, went back to office..so darn tired lo...really...was a walking zombie...was slack in e morning, coz e branch were still at the retreat...they came back about late afternoon..so unpacked all e stuff...then thursday was just a normal day la..nothing big happened..on friday went to cell group...first cell group of 2009...met dear dear at tanjong pagar...then took down to jurong east..ha...haa...so hungry..not enough time to eat also...just ate bread...and cheese hot dogs..wuahaha...then after that took train down to bukit gombak..met yi zhen there..yeap...then after that walked over to josh's house..it was pretty fun actually...yeap...had alot of fun..haa..then ate korean cup noodles...so yummy...air flown from korea..yummy..but had flu, so actually i wasn't supposed to be eating??haa...then coz my mom was calling me during cell..but i din answer coz busy...she told me that darren was in hospital...say got bike accident...i also what happened..coz my bro don wanna tell her..yeap...say need to do operation tmrw morning...sian...so after that i told cindy lo...then went off to go home...haa...walked to the bukit gombak mrt station...then took train down...flora was there waiting for train...so went together...i took bus home...waited until 11.45pm...last bus..sian...reached home about 12pm plus..got a scolding from dear..coz reach home so late...hee...

then saturday not serving..so woke up late..haa...but mom woke me up at 11am, ask me to get ready...coz goimg IMM to eat japanese...i mean i need at least an hour to curl??like hellO??haa...so called dear...then he told me e picnic at 8am...so asked mom whether i could stay over...after negotiating...can le..hee..so packed lo...then after that left house to meet dear for lunch...he was late..again....haa...ate mos burger...so yummy...then took bus to church...was late..but at least got seat..wuahaha..e sermon was so awesome...haa...then after that joined cell for dinner...went to marina square...at carls junior..haa...so yummy..shared fries w joel...so yummy too...haa...then after that went shopping w 'em...bought two pens from muji..haa...the pen's ink v smooth...then went to dear's house...went home w carly..coz she stays at bishan..took train to marina bay...coz got seats...reached e mrt station..but dear dear still at jp..so hav to wait for him..haa...45 mins..so watched save the last dance 2...sho nice...haa...showered and then accompanied dear dear...then slept in his mom's room..haa...so tired...

sunday went for picnic...at sembawang beach..dear dear ride on her bicycle...also dono why he did that..so tiring..mabbe very windy?haa...so took his sister's car..played w nicholas..he's so cute...haa...then after that heled them to carry the bag...yea...then after that played w dominic..or dom dom..haa...he's so cute!hee....his eyelashes are so long mann...then ate lunch...a fly dropped into my plate...yucks...in da curry....so threw away and took again...haa..dear dear pei me..haa...then went to beach...and built sandcastles...on e sand, not sky..haa...and his uncle built a tortoise...haa...looks so real...then took pic w dear...and dear drew a heart wif our names in it on sand..haa...and then ate lunch...feed dom dom after i ate...curry w rice..yummy...and then went back to dear's house...and rest a while...and then went to orchard...haa...far east... boots was so painful...so bought slippers...haa...from e same shop...and then continued...haa...bought a plaited skirt...red colour..so nice lo...his brother brought two shirts...yea...ask me what colour tie can match...haa...so told him red lo...then bought from 77th streeet..everything also dear pay..sian...he no more money le...haa...then after that walked to plaza singapura....to shop for some more clothes...jeans for dear...and then went to dear's house...to take my bag and then to my house to sleep...yeahh...dear dear was so sweet...haa....ok..that's it ferr me...will blog soon...don't miss me??haa..

hYe

2009-01-13T16:16:00.000+08:00

hi there..sorry that i've not been blogging lately...been busy with work and stuff...yeap...anyway..i'm right now at safra resort...with my branch..synergy..yeap...today is the 2nd day...stayed over yesterday...slept in the same room with my manager...she kinda snores..hee...but was still able to sleep lar...but woke up at like 6.15am...to go toilet..cuz i had my menses...so din wan to have a stain on e bed dat i was sleeping on...yeap...luckily, e flow wasn't that heavy..yeap...but it was kinda fun...but e sessions were boring...coz it was mostly for the advisers actually...was gonna fall asleep..actually...but still learnt quite a few stuff...yeap...like about passion, changing ur mind thinking...motivating yourself....then waited so long before i could finally bathe...coz so many pple wanted to bathe..yeap...bathed at around 10pm plus???then slept at 11...coz dear dear said he wanted to sleep..yeap...so okay lor...

then today woke up at about 6.15am..then finally woke up at 7am...gav dear dear a morning call...then went to brush teeth...forgot to bring my specs, and my eyes were so red in da morning...i guess coz not enough sleep???had french toast for breakfast...wendy cooked them...it was so yummy...yeap...then after that e first session started...and then lunch..i was so darn bored??kept yawning, and had a v bad headache..lunch was yummy..but i was so happy, becoz dear asked me if he could call me...hee...i was shocked, cuz most of e time would be me calling him...what a surprise right?haa...so i said can lor...i mean i nothing to do ma..correct?haa...then he said he was bored lo...then also missed mi lor..i think...haa...surely one la...i so kawaii..haa...niwae...right now using my adviser's laptop...yeap...not that bad lar..juz a bit lousy?haa...samsung one...and no msn plus..haa...so a bit bad lo..no java too..hee...so can't use meebo...haa...then coz downstairs no power plug..so nevermind...used upstairs lo...but no food and drinks...haa...later i'll go down lor..haa..yea...at like 5.40pm?coz taking a lift from my adviser?or should i say manager??haa...going down to city hall..then meet dear dear there...missed him so much...even though i was at his house on sunday...but i guess absence makes the heart grow fonder?hee...dear dear's so cute!!!!!!love him ever so much!!!anyway...i gotta go soon...will see you guys soon alrighty??see ya soon peeps..bye~!

hIhI!

2009-01-07T10:54:00.002+08:00

hye there...sorry ferr not blogging???haa...now to update about my new years...e week after new christmas was pretty tiring...and had a tiff w mi bf...due to some misunderstandings and stuff...that resulted in 30th being a day of gloom...but the anniversary celebration was so much fun...even though we din do anything but shopped...but at least i wasn't waiting at that designated station for long...haa..and managed to clear our misunderstandings and voice our opinions...yeap...shopped around bugis...bought shakugan no shana book 1...yeap...from kinokuniya...@ $7?i tink comics connection is about $8?or something like that?save $1?haa....then after that shopped around for my heels, and for dear's belt?haa...saw a belt that looked kinda nice at DC heroes, but it was like $69?dear say too ex...dena fter that bought bubble tea...then walked to the bus stop...e bus left as we were walking there...so sat and waited lo...haa....was so tired when i reached home...

then on new years eve also went out...reached home about 12pm plus...saw e fireworks on e cab...sent an sms about 12, then dear called coz i tink all e sms-es jam or something?always happens...he called to wish me happy new year...david was e one who helped me get e cab...coz the first one he called picked up a passenger along e way...say he's gonna give the taxi uncle a new yr present...which is a complaint?haa...so unfair...din even tell us...luckily got another cab,and therefore managed to get back home safely...yeap...showered, and then chatted w dear dear...watched bedtime stories....at tampines....cuz dear's cousin was here in singapore for a week from 28th december...she'll be flying off on 4th January 2009....she's kinda pretty...she came back to singapore after studying in canada....yah...got along w her quite well...she has a fun and bubbly personality...though her voice was hoarse tho...and couldn't really hear what she was saying and stuff...yeapp....but she's a really nice gal...yeapp...

then on 1st january, went to his grandma's house @ toa payoh...bought so many stuff...then dear dear carry ferr me...but my arm was so red after that...haa...ate lunch there...then after that went to take mrt to centrepoint....coz justin's cousin wanted to shop there....yeapp....was so tired after that though....cause had to go to the hospital later...SGH...mom fetching us from tiong bahru...bought bread from bread talk, and ate at e bus-stop there....then after that mom came lo....but still eating...then after that reached le..so unloaded everything onto e boot...but forgot to close, so dear closed it...almost fell down...cuz e floor was wet and slippery...luckily didn't fall down, if not dear dear cannot walk properly, and his butt would be pain..haa...then went up and visited grandma...she said dear dear became more handsome, and taller...haa...no comments, cuz when i wear heels, im taller than him..so i won't know e difference???haa...but mabbe he has?more handsome i agree...but taller?hmm..won't know...then after that went down to eat dinner...so yummy....i ate xiao guo mian..so yummy....then after that went home...took pic w dear...then he walked to e mrt..outram....sms-ed him too...after reached home, called dear dear...showered, and then sat infront of the com...and downlaoded gossip girl...haa...now waitin for episode 14...haa...so long still not out yet....can't wait sia...anyway...that's it for me ferr now...will update soon...see ya peeps..BYEEE~!

hYe~!

2009-01-01T20:27:00.002+08:00

hye there peeps...really sorry for not blogging?been really busy..buying christmas presents, and shopping and stuff...and was really tired after e vietnam trip, just wanted to sleep when i got back to singapore...and was like a walking zombie during ofc and stuff...besides, the advisers hardly came into ofc...and i'm wondering...why did we spend this money renovating to make space for new advisers, when they hardly come in at all?spend so much also...even bought new chairs for them...but i also dono y, the chairs haven't come in yet..mabbe mr tay haven't approve??not really sure about that?but i really need a new chair...cuz mi chair no back support?and seriously it sucks??even if i lean back, it's just so uncomfortable...and those advisers' chairs are like those director chairs...got back support one...v comfortable...and can sleep in those chairs...seriously, i tell you...haa...

anyways....christmas was really fun...even though was kinda spending time buying last minute christmas presents and stuff...shopping around w heavy tote bags...and painful high heels...and pple w body odour...haa...esp in orchard road...but e exp was really fun...haa...on christmas eve, went to work...half day...so left at 1.30pm, since dear dear off at 3pm...yah...so took bus to suntec..and whilst waiting for him, found somewhere to sit, so i could watch my gossip gurl...yah...it's such a bitchy but yet dramatic show...yeahh...the characters re so pretty and hott...haa...it's sorta a teenage flick??something like OC and stuff like that...haa...im hooked...now watching season 2...yah...think it's gonna b more than 2 seasons??not really sure...but too long will b kinda draggy...unless there are new characters and stuff...yeap...then after that shopped around suntec..to buy presents for dominic, celine and nicholas...for dear's sis's kids...yeah...im in love w dominic...he's so cute...haa..eyelashes as long as ever...don't need mascara...haa...then after that went back home for christmas dinner...yeap...rested a while before eating...cuz was v sleepy...cuz woke up early to take bus for that christmas week..yeap...and slept late...yeap..den ate dinner...so much food seh..got soup some-more, but too full already...then after that rested lo...showered and then slept..so darn sleepy...then after that fetched dear out...but raining, so he requested me to fetch him to the lift only...then he'll walk out...cuz raining, then no umbrella..yap...so nvm lo...went home n rest...

then 25th went to his sister's house...yeap..for lunch....it was kinda yummy...got curry chicken and stuff...then played w dominic also...was so tired tho...then after that left for service...was early actually...so went and report lo...served the pastors' row...it's actually meant for the zone IC..i also dono how come i was e one who did it...chatted w rev zhuang before e svc started..yeapp...told him that i bought e shoes for dear and stuff like that...asked me where my bf was and stuff like that...so we were singing the "we wish you a merry christmas" song, then so went around and shook hands..dono if he knew who my bf was...haa...but i was kinda nervous la...but at least i din fall down or something...then after service, did recycling lo..but din stay for long, cuz bf was waiting for me...went to jp to shop...but everywhere no seats...so bought food from those quick bite stalls...waited 30 mins...sian of waiting...so tired also..it was not even that time actually....then after that austin went home...i guess, he got tired of waiting???then dear dear and i shopped lo...looked ard for heels and stuff 2 buy as christmas presents...yeapp...then went home...

26th went to jurong east...coz dear dear had to exchange for the original receipt...so ate at the nearby kopitiam in jurong east...and shopped at IMM...it was pretty crowded actually...yeap...saw a lot of cool stuff...then took train down to orchard...to watch twilight..e movie was so nice mann...edward is so dreamy....but his eyes are so scary and stuff...it's a nice movie...highly recommend it...but there are no vampires in real life???even tho i would really wish 2 see one???haa...like those in animes???haa...then went home and rest....haa...

anyway...very tired now..will blog soon about my new yr and my life's happenings...need to cathc up on my beauty sleep...need it due to the activities of these past 2 weeks..see ya...ciao~!

hYe~!

2008-12-09T15:09:00.006+08:00

hi there peeps...back in singapore already....was so tired the moment i reached home...and wasn't feeling well either..coz vomitted on e plane while back to singapore...i guess coz e plane wasn't that stable?i thought i'll be okay..but i guess not..sian...felt sho bad that dear had to take care of me...and hold me while i was vomitting...and had to throw the bags away...felt so lost without him around...ha...e trip was fun anyway....went to ho chin minh city in vietnam...e traffic there is crazy mann...reached vietnam about 3 to 4pm?i think so..then went to ben thanh market...shop there lo...heard e stuff there re pretty awesome?but checked into hotel, to put down our lugguage, and our stuff...and wore slippers down..saw alot of kewl stuff...but i guess there were too expensive...e food there is pretty good too, btw...but e chicken there is pretty dry..unlike ours?haa...but e hotel location is pretty bad..coz it's @ e road side...so v noisy..they love to honk there, but it's not for danger, to move faster or GET OUT OF THE WAY...seriously..if singapore were like that...i dono what would happen seh...prolly alot of accidents?hmm..and zebra crossing would be irrelevant?like that in vietnam?wuahaha...so on e first day went shopping lo, den bought cup noodles for e night, in case we would be hungry, then at least got some food to eat...watched telly and used computer...din know e password for e hotel wireless connection, so couldn't connect...den after dat slept lo...

then on e second day, which was friday, ate breakfast,then went for tour...took bus lo...den slept on e bus, but luckily got toilet break...but e toilet was so disgusting...felt like doing BIG business, but seeing e state of e toilet, didn't...then after that continued e journey..took a lot of pictures also..yah..of scenery and random pictures...haven't uploaded 'em yet...cuz too tired...sian...then after that took boat lo...den see how they make rice paper...kinda interesting, e process...then had lunch..but there were loads of dogs around...din even manage to eat properly...parents keep rushing me to eat finish, in case e boat goes off, or whatever krap...then in e end, e pple also haven't finish..so sian..den just stand there and wait...hai...then after tat travelled on boat again 2 e next destination...luckily din vomit..yah...but was really sleepy...then went to see a performance...vietnamese music...not really used to it, coz dono their language?haa...sorta...but it's nice lah...den after that went to toilet...then went back to e small boat..5 pple in e boat..den help them row lo...very fun la...but scared got crocodile...but luckily dear dear was sitting beside me..hee....then tried the honey and lime drink...kinda nice..but after tat, got a lot of bees attack our table...im scared of bees...coz got bad experience...so i took e drink away from e table, then drink finish already, put back on the table...there were some refreshments, but got ants on 'em..yucks..so disgusting...so didn't eat lo...then took e big boat back to our starting point..and den went onto e bus back home...so tired by then..so slept lo...on dear dear's shoulder..yah... :).. so nice to sleep on man...but e bus a bit bumpy and stuff....after reach already, then eat dinner..and then back to hotel..bathe and rest...watched television and slept..hee...was so tired....

then on saturday, ate breakfast, then went on tour again...to e cu chi tunnels and cao dai temple...e journey so long...about 3 hrs?so slept again lo....e sun so hot also..v blazing...but i think vietnam e weather is hotter...yah...luckily remembered to apply sun-block before i went out..and wore sunglasses and cap...in case it was too hot, and e sun-glasses cannot help also...den had break, so went toilet...and there got gallery..so took pictures of their art-work...then dear dear bought some figures for me...so kawaii...but over-time le...so e whole bus waited for us...but got some pple later than us..hee....then after that went to e cao dai temple...e designs were all very nice...but cannot wear sunglasses and cap...i think it's their religion and stuff???took a lot of pictures...dear dear was e photographer..hee...he takes really good photographs..unlike me..take so slow...haa...and so unprofessional..siann...then after that went to toilet..but couldn't find, and some more so hot..but luckily asked e pple there how to say toilet...so asked one of e monks there, for e toilet lo..found it, then walked back 2 e temple..yeah....saw a small gal there also...so sad...so young already cannot marry...haix...but she's cute...found it a bit sian..so left and walked back to e bus...and rest...

then after that had lunch...waited so long lo...some more the lunch only 4o mins...waited like almost 2o mins?and it wasn't nice at all..hee...at least e drink was nice...iced coffee..wuahaha...then after that went toilet, before boarding e bus again....then after that went to e cu chi tunnels...knew more bout e war, and e reasons why they built e tunnels, and e various traps...it was so scary mann...seriously...but was so tired...so was really listening...but took a lot of pictures....haa...crawled until my legs so tired....actually still got some more one...but too tired already...so rest lo...den dear and my brother continued..waited for them at e opening...they say v narrow, and have to crawl like ants....mi and my bro wearing white...was dirty by e end of that 'journey'..hee...then after that walked slowly back to the starting point lo...cuz legs v tired..and got muscle aches...and stuff like that..yah...then sat on e bus again back to ho chih minh city..yah...was quite a short journey compared to e 3 hours....so rested a bit lo...but was v hungry...tried a different restaurant..haa...then went back hotel lo...was so lazy to shower...so mom nagged..so irritating....keep nagging and nagging...so fed up..then watched television lo...hee...again...while playing on dear's laptop...dear dear rested first...he was so beat...prolly due to the previous days' activities and stuff lyke that...uh huh...watched nancy drew...but started half way...i also dono why...weird weird one...then after that went to bed lo...coz also v tired...haa...

on sunday went on our self tour...went to e war remnants museum...kinda boring...coz it was all pictures and words...yeh..and they had v bad power supply...sometimes e light would just go off by itself...and cannot really see properly...yeah...but it was interesting...saw a lot of interesting pictures and stuff like that...yeah...but dear dear walk so fast..hee...then went to the tiger cages...where they put all e prisoners there...so scary okay...they chain up e prisoners...so that's means they have to do their business there..so yucky...and it's a lot of pple inside one prison...and the way they torture e prisoners is so yucky....they put pins into their fingernails..can't bear to think...they even put snakes into the trousers of the female prisoners...so disgusting....trust of them to think of such a way to torture 'em...ai yo..can't bear to have a snake in my trousers...even though im not a prisoner...haa...

then after that went to e independent palace...so nice lo...e place...very big some more...yeah...took so many pictures....but was urgent...cause din know where e toilet for e museum was...so after that went to look for toilet in e palace...but e door of e cubicle couldn't lock...so held it while i did my business lo...no choice...dear dear was outside taking pictures..as usual..haa...then walked around lo...yah...e palace is so bigg seh....but was so thirsty...so bought water from e top floor or should i say balcony?took a lot of interesting pictures....including beside the roys royce...e king's car?haa...wanted 2 take pic...then e previous group just continued taking...even though i already stood there..so inconsiderate okay...hmph!keep wanting to take picture...so angry....coz parents waiting 4 us outside...so rushed out lo...then went to have lunch...saw one pretty high class place...got eiffel tower...something like a club??but e food too exp..so hunted for another place...managed to find one...called desktop...the food there v yummy...esp e fruit juices..yah..e blending was so nice...hee...ate spaghetti..got free music also...yah...then after that went to e cathedral...but it was closed..cuz it was a sunday...they only opened during weekdays...so decided to go shopping after that lo..hee..saw so many pretty things..but it's like so expensive...even more expensive than those in sold in singapore lo...seriously...mann...went shopping at ben thanh..bought so mani stuff..as well as christmas presents...haa...for justin's cell members..girls...sandy, winnie,shannon and xue...li xin is missing in action...so doubt if she'll be attending the christmas services...but still bought for her...yea...then after that walked around the shops nearby there lo...see if can buy any more stuff...yea...then after that went back to hotel...and rest lo...so tired...haa...and unpack our lugguge...hee...cuz e next day flying back to singapore ma...and then coz in e morning going to e cathedral...so pack today, then at least tmrw can rest before flying back...scared nt enuff time...bought sho many stuff...until cannot close..e luggage...hee...den dad helped me...and so many dirty clothes some-more..haa...one big plastic bag to b exact....

then after that went out for dinner...and then rested lo...watched television also....shopped around to buy souvenirs also...for my managers....bought highlands coffee...about $3.20?yeah...then went back to shower, and rest...was so beat mann...played computer also...and chatted w dear dear...haaa...then went to bed...haa...he also helped me put my cream...haa...

then on monday, slept in..coz v tired...then cuz parents and bro woke up earlier..so they went to buy breakfast...but dear in e other room..so called him lo..asked him come over, so can help me unpack, and to dress up also..then after that went 2 e cathedral....took a lot of pictures...dear being e photographer??haa...but i was also in e pics la...some of 'em...then took cab back to hotel...got accident along e way...a collison...coz our taxi was driving along e road,den e taxi was coming out from the small road...then don wanna give way...then hit lo...e taxi continued driving, until he felt e impact...then he asked us to walk lo...cuz he had to settle e issue ma...e whole headlight came out...then coz dad dono how to walk..so walked one big round..until finally reached...yea...then after that rest lo...and buy last minute stuff...din manage to buy my wallet...but nvm...can buy in singapore...haa...then aft that took cab to airport...was so tired then slept on e cab on e way there...

after that checked in and stuff...and went toilet..........took pics..haa...was so tired...dear dear also...keep dozing off while waiting for e plane...i thought i'll b alright on e plane...apparently not...hee...vomitted 4 times...watched 10 promises 2 my dog tho...felt like e merlion..in e end, din eat but slept...felt so unwell, even tho i reached singapore....vomitted after dear dear left...to go home...yea...den after that showered...and unpacked..and went 2 bed..felt so lerthagic...really...not bluffing...slept at 10pm...haa...after chatting w dear...

then din go out for the next few days...cuz he got things...and i want to rest also...tuesday he got RT, then wednesday got OT, then thursday RT...but becoz he missed last wk's practice...then it's as if he din go la...yeappp...so sian...twice le...so he went home lo...then on friday going for e edge...yeh...that's it for me...see ya~!

hI...

2008-12-02T15:50:00.005+08:00

hi there peeps...sorry for not blogging sia...been busy e past week...was pretty tired last week due to asia conference...but it was really a blast...really enjoyed it thoroughly...but was tired like everyday..unable to concentrate on anything...on monday went to collect my handphone..that had been at the repair centre for 2 weeks...really long right?then after that went shopping w dear...yah...but went home early to rest...cause me and dear both tired..

then on tuesday went to vivocity, to celebrate little bro's birthday...at marche...din know that that true fitness was on e top floor...e scenery looks nice tho...with sentosa and all those stuff...then dear went to gym..he wanted to go running...then something bad happened...wasn't listening to what he was talking, cause shopping and like, i was half-awake....and wasn't specific enough...as in he don't understand what i'm talking about...so after that he din reply mi sms-es and calls...and i thought he wasn't gonna talk to me until like e next day..which was wednesday....but in e end, he called me when he reached back home...and everything was okay...showered and then went to bed...

on wednesday went to gym...cause had an appt w e personal trainer, and simi..to sign the forms...was early...so took our sweet time to change, and stuff like that...dear dear looked so sexy..haa...shan't go ani furthur..later you gals will nose-bleed?wuahaha...anyway..did quite a work-out..and then vomitted,cause maybe din eat dinner before i exercised...yah...but it was good la....never exercised in a very long time already...then signed up a package for e personal trainer...total is $83 per session..if i remembered correctly...ya...the pple there are frenly and outgoing...like e service, and e equipments there too...yeh..and e ambience is nice..sorry, im like doing a advertisement...i better keep my mouth shut...

thursday, dear dear went over to my house to accompany my mom..coz dad was in bangkok, and unable to return home...cause of e protestors..stoopid la..wah lau...but he returned on friday at 2am?cause dear dear forgot to call me, and i was like??what...so i called his house, luckily he haven't sleep yet...but i was pretty pissed about it....

friday went swimming...but was v tired...mabbe not enough sleep..or that i woke up at 2am?haa...wudever...haa...but at least it's friday...not monday..so still can slack...SHHH..it's a secret...but dear dear din reply my sms for e whole day...he was busy...then he was pissed at me..becoz i send so many sms-es...and he din like it...then he said let's break up...so replied him lo...called him, rejected, sms him, no reply...so i went swimming...so that i can calm down and think over it properly...was so tired after my exercise...and e muscle aches din help @ all...sian-ness right?but at least i swam right...better than nothing...then after that rested, and waited for dear to call me..

then saturday had service...served...but not my best..probably becoz was tired and stuff like that...and then like a lot of reserved seats and stuff like that...had 3 empty seats in my zone...damn..then after service had debriefing, and then went off to buona vista mrt...coz going to celebrate mom's birthday...she said meet 6pm at BV, but in e end was 6.30pm..so i left early for nothing la...could have helped w recycling until like 6pm?they were late, as usual..waiting for elder brother, cause he had to finish playing his game..as if it's so important..irritating right?argh...the place was full house...but waited so long for e food to come..until i sian already...but e food was good la...really...not bluffing...japanese...love it..then read comic also...coz v bored...then went home...

on sunday went out w dear...went to orchard...supposed to go botantical gardens..but gonna rain..so v sian de...seriously...so shopped ard orchard lo...buy clothes for dear...coz he wans to buy jeans and tees and stuff...but e stuff we looked at so ex...mabbe coz of e labels or watever...so bought jeans from espirit...$79.90...reasonable la...then bought mom's prezzie..body shop....v nice..good for her also..then walked over to centrept...n bought my bro's present..twilight book...managed to find one in good condition...coz e rest were so bad..e pages n stuff..n e ones at kinokuniya were even more worse loh...then went over to plaza singapura..had dinner @ e food court, and then went shopping..saw a lot of clothes that re nice..but expensive..and even those that we wanted to buy either no size or last piece...bad luck..then went looking for shoes...saw one at bata...but last piece..so din buy lo...then after that bought a top n belt for miiii....left e place at 10.15pm..reached home at bout 11pm...den slept...alright..that's it for me..will blog soon..hee~!

aSiA cOnFeReNcE~!

2008-11-23T11:30:00.003+08:00

hey there peeps...today is the last day of the asia conference...and the last four days was simply power-packed...but sometimes was too tired, then i just had to shut my eyes for a few minutes...but unable to sleep, cause the microphone was so loud..like on friday night, i was so tired...i din know what the heck i was writing..and it was so messy...and pst kong's mike was so loud...then i knew that i had to get home fast and sleep..but the message was v impactful...just have to rewrite my notes..if they're still legible...hee...anyway...i believe that this conference is gonna impact the whole of asia....especially countries like china, japan, taiwan, korea, indonesia, malaysia...so many...can't wait for the next asia conference...june 2nd to 6th 2010...by then i'll be 22...omg...don wanna think about it..omg...but nevermind, im still young...wuahaha...

throughout this conference, have seen good and bad things...good things such as delegates smiling and saying thank you to ushers...bad things such as pple cutting queue and demanding stuff...waking up early and stuff...wouldn't mind doing that again..so fun...hee...but luckily, nothing unfortunate happened to me..like falling down n stuff..but my dear did...got hit by an usher when coming out of the hall 10 toilet...that usher must be blind...cannot see such a handsome guy...aidoh...got nose bleed...felt dizzy and stuff...hand all blood...hope he's okay now...ha...dear dear really suay...sadd...like me nose bleed, but more worse?haa..i don't know...haizx....

the experience was just amazing...really learnt alot of things from the amazing speaks..pple like Pastor Phil, A.R. Bernard, Pastor Ulf and the healing from Benny was just amazing..haa...but his session ended at 10.30pm..sho long mann...reached home about midnight...so decided not going for today's morning session...anyway...that's it for me...will blog soon...byee~!

hYe~!

2008-11-17T08:57:00.003+08:00

hi there...sorry for not blogging AGAIN....been busy with church stuff...and work...work's been hell mannn..seriously...haa...niwae...can't wait for asia conference from 19 to 23rd november...starting from wednesday..gonna b a blast mann..wuahaha...but im gonna die, cause i have to wake up even earlier then when im going to work...mannn....should stop thinking bout it already...and rest well these two days..cause i seriously need 'em..haa...but im a person that can't sleep early unless im really tired...like yea...or i have nothing better to do...hee...

anyway...church was really fun..even tho i was really tired...and dear's phone has dropped into the toilet bowl, drain for 5 hours...and i was getting really pissed, upset and angry bout it..i mean wouldn't any gal be?you'd b worried sick...wondering where ur bf could be...and can't call him, cause he'll scold you?guess nobody would understand how that feels??hee...unless they have gone through it, i suppose...anyway my manager is out of town...until 21st november....so like i can slack..but secretly...it's a secret only i know?hee...oops.. i leaked it...looks like i can't keep secrets??haa....niwae, on friday had cell group..was late by half an hour...cause i left office late...left office at 6.15pm..coz got tons of things to clear...reached home about 7pm??den changed and stuff...yeah...hate rushing here and there...and then left house for dinner....luckily by the time i arrived, they were introducing themselves...yeah...so at least i don't feel that guilty...got a lot of new pple...who are from WYZ zone...yeah...pple that i have seen around church...but don really say hello to 'em and stuff..yesh~!but they're fun pple...looking forward 2 fellowshipping wif 'em in e near future..haa...

anyway my 1 yr and 6 months anniversary is coming up...so happy....but dear isn't free...cause got company event, and i cannot go..sob sob...so like kinda sad..and arranging which day to go celebrate...sian-ness...he's gonna plan it this time round..don care..wuahaha...*evil grin*...these few days keep raining...so sian...need carry umbrella every time...need to buy a trench-coat next time, or a really thick sweater/jacket..so i won't freeze?hee...yeah...sucks right?but at least won't be that hot?haa..gotta go already..see ya peeps soon~!BYE~!*muacks~!*

hye!

2008-11-09T12:10:00.002+08:00

hi there...really sorry for not blogging...been busy studying, and working...juggling...by e time i reach home, sometimes im just so tired, that i don't wanna study?yea...but have to, cause running out of time le...then din meet dear dear...miss him so much lo...ya...just have to tahan until saturday...cause got weddding dinner ma...hee...but he was very supportive, and helpful la..keep asking mi to jiayou and stuff...hee...he's so cute lo...haa...but im glad it's over...den i can spend the rest of my time with my dear...yah...but he's busy today..helping his sister move house..ya...still nt done yet...very sian le...watchin csi on AXN...interesting...their job is so cool...yah...

anyway...work was so stressful...rush here and there...ya...but at least i have time to eat and stuff...but sometimes just so tired after i come back home...yah...like just wanna jump back into bed and sleep...yah...niwae..dat's all for me...see ya~

pIsSeD~!

2008-10-22T23:29:00.002+08:00

hi there...last week has been a roller-coaster ride for mi...basically had some relationship problems...my heart couldn't breathe last week...but all's well now...yeh...but mi parents are making mi pissed....cause mi and bf broke up and made up twice...because i couldn't let go....i know im being a bitch here....but he's all i want...and i guess, i won't let it go without a chat and stuff..and cause mi parents fetched mi home on friday from church...mom called 9 times...then say if wan break, den clean break lo...and stuff like that....and mi dad's angry w justin...cause he said break up twice in a week...and he's like bullying mi...and all teenagers go through this stage??and that i won't die w/o him...what do they know?like they kept saying from friday night...that's like 5 days?????im like sick of it already....i mean like hello???this is e man of mi dreams, and they're insulting our relationship???what's e pt of raking up e past...nothing will help...stop rubbing salt into e wound...i hate it okay....i just need to share w someone...sian....so lost now...i mean, shouldn't ur parents be happy that you got ur bf back???but mine is actually encouraging mi to break up???i won't...ever...he's everything to mi...

work getting busy....now got 18 more lockers...means more work...collecting old locker keys from adviser and assigning new ones...and some of 'em don't even come into e office at all??so like it's hard on mi...and like nowadays, i get tired so easily..i wonder why...mabbe not enough sleep...sian...haizx...niwae...that's it for mii...goin to sleep le..byeee~!

hEyLo

2008-10-10T09:49:00.002+08:00

hi there peeps...nowadays kinda free...cause the market is like hell now???acoording to the ST?hee...whatever...market crashing and stuff like that?mann, everybody's like panicking now lo...seriously..esp those working in e stock markets?seriously....one day down, one day up, and den one day down?what is this world coming to mann..but im not really bothered by it?just reading the news everyday, and wondering how the key pple involved are sometimes so irresponsible?like e relationship-managers, financial advisers ( without "licenses") and bankers???especially when i read the front page of ST yesterday...wondering how the relationship managers could do such a thing?argh..no point crying over split milk righty???i guess...but just that i've gotten busier???cause alot of funds switching on the two investment platforms, ifast and navigator...they have gotten lesser, but i've eaten in for a week and 4 days...2 of e occasions was because i wasn't feeling well, and another occasion was becoz mi colleague ask mi whether i was keen on mcdelivery...so okay lo...wasn't really sure where i was gonna lunch at anyway...hee...so ate in lo...den today went out la...with angelin, she stays near dear dear...hee...second floor...i din know, until she mentioned that she stays in sembawang...wuahaha...what a coincidence?yesh...

but this week is hell ferr mi...shan't go into the details...cause no point bringin up the past righty?hee...ah, whatever...but i have to move on...and not dwell on e past...yeah...God will help mi also...but mi heart has broke already...cause of e pple around mi...and nothing i can do about it...one of 'em is mi cell members..yesterday was e edge...i din even know anything about it..like no reminders, the details such as meeting where, what time and stuff...and im like kept in e dark?and like no updates?such as how many fwens?it's as if im no longer their cell member?i just felt so disappointed okay...argh....but what can i dO?nothing right???niwae...gotta go already...see ya peeps soon..ciao~!

hYe~!

2008-10-02T11:17:00.002+08:00

hi there peeps..sorry for not blogging for the past 1 and a half weeks..been busy rushing my project...and going out and stuff...cause mi project is due on sat...and i onli have like 2 days left?and im like panicking...but left 900 words..hopefully i'll be able to hit the 2500 word mark...even better if i could exceed the word limit?hee...yarh...tis week dear started his reservice @ tuas...actually was supposed 2 b overseas..but changed..told mi on friday or something like that?i was like so happy..hee...if not i'll be very lonely...ya lo...at least deary can call mi @ night when he reaches home...or when he's free lar..not having training...yarh...but he needs to wake up like super early?about 6.30am?or some where there...yah..poor deary....cause he needs to take train and bus...shuttle bus from lake side...so sian right???haiz...but what to do?wait until finish lo...den it's back to work already...wuahaha...so hungry...wait until 1pm then can go for lunch...yeah...

yest went to zoo, so damn fun lor...but e weather was like gonna rain when i was waiting 4 e bus @ e bus-stop...but i really wan 2 go zoo ma...waited v long already...so just went lo...den cause i sms-ed dear..den he also like dono whether wanna go anot...but i sae go choa chu kang, den see e weather lo...maybe there is sunny ma...or something like that...so went ahead lo...ate mcdonalds...i mean buy back....den eat in the bus...bought yami yoghurt..hee....bought 2 burgers..but cause the bus reachin e stop le, so din eat the other one...and it turned cold, so threw it away...saw so many kawaii animals...haa...took many photos also....but it's in mi home laptop...so can't upload, cause using mi office desktop..sorry peeps..hee...will upload soon...cause some pics re in mi bf's cam...yah...so have to wait lo...hee...im so evil right?i am..actually...wuahaha...whatever..den after that sat on elephant...so fun...haa...den walked lo...very tiring...but luckily wore slippers, so not dat pain as those wearing heels or stuff???poor them...there was a wedding held there...dono if it's engagement or wedding...weird right?so stinko...walking in ur white dress some more....i would rather do mi wedding in sentosa at least...or mabbe a hotel??yah...in romantic places?like vivo?clarke quay?along singapore river?something lyke that?ah..i have to stop daydreaming mann...later dear dear feel stress...hee...but so sad din manage to see polar bear...hai..guess they're sleeping in the dens provided 4 'em...so went to the souvenir shop at singapore zoo...got polar and white tiger soft toy...den i say i want ma...den dear dear ask mi choose one...so i chose the polar bear lo...very kawaii one...hee....but i haven't named him yet...haa....

den after dat went to collect our pics....cause we took one at the entrance, and another one while riding on the elephant...hee...bought a total of 3 pics...2 at the entrance, one w e elephant...den after dat took bus back 2 choa chu kang...yeah...den shop shop lo....bought so many stuff...poster la, den carry so mani things also...dear's present ma...for anniversary...wuahaha...den after that went home...took 188 back...kinda fast la...actually...wuahaha....but was so tired after that...almost slept on the bus...haizx...ya lo...aniway..that's it for mi la...will blog soon alrighty???ciao~!

tRiBuTe To DeAr~!

2008-09-18T11:53:00.002+08:00

hi there peeps..as you all know.. i have a bf called justin....we've been together for 1 yr and 3 months and 11 days...yeh...longest r/s ever...but i guess the longer e relationship, more problems will erupt right??like a volcano???hee....but i guess we never fail to work those problems out...by talking it out, expressing our emotions and feelings...even tho there are more heart-breaks and tears being shed...but at least we know that we're meant for each other, and nothing else matters right?hmm, wonder if dear tinks the same???hmmm....

anyway this is the longest relationship i've ever been in, and a christian, cause most of the other relationships that i've been in are non-christians, and they lie to mi sayin they wanna convert to christianity and blah...and like they're just lying to mi or something like that??all bull-shit?and i'm stupid enough to believe them..how dumb right???was single for a period of time..keep thinking that i'll be left on e shelf...yeh...but i guess God makes a way right???so after like years of waiting...the right one appeared...from a job interview....ikea at alexandra road...din think that i'll be able to get it lar...cause during school hols ma..den a lot of pple there...but managed to get it lar...den like got a few other pple also...den like we will see each other here and there...but sadly we like both work on different days...so like very hard to meet..unless like meet after work..like 6pm?hmm, yea...so like we did go out la....like in group the first time..went to watch spiderman...and shop around cine area...then e next time went out lo..watch movie i think..forgot e movie le...den third time went to vivo...he was late, cause went to meet aik leong to pass him stuff...i was early as usual...hai...guess cause im excited 2 meet him???den dat time he asked for mi hp number...say he wanna ask for the security number...den after that got one time, i wanted to buy stuff from ikea..den we both working ma..so went to toilet to change...den after i came out, he was gone...cause he thought i left already...den so he went off lo...saddd...

anyway...i'm just a lucky gurl...cause mi dear's a handsome guy...and i guess a lot of pretty laydies would be attracted to him...like in his office or whatever?hmm, still wondering why he chose mi...please enlighten mi okie dear...still remembered the first time he held mi hand..mi hand was so hot after he let go...yeh...and he was like asking mi whether i wanna be his gf or something...i was like hesitating..asking e pple ard mi for advice...and stuff...but in end, went ahead lo...glad that i made the decision..yeh...never regretted it...hope that dear doesn't cry..tee hee...

anyway this 1 year has been experienced both ups and downs...whether in mi personal life, fam life or just relationship wise...but even tho sometimes mi dear might be busy during work or stuff...and might not have the time to chat w mi...but he never fails to brighten up my day either by sms-ing or calling mi...just a simple thank you or i love you just puts a smile on mi face...yeh...and i guess sometimes i do take advantage of that???hee..sorry dear....okie..anyway...dear..just wanna say that i love euu a lot okie...and when u're on ur reservice for 2 weeks starting 29th september...i'll definitely miss you alot!alot alot...means cannot hear dear's voice or sms him...can't go out w him also...yea..wonder how m i goanna cope?definitely will die???but also can save money...means have to give dear dear alot of pictures le...so that when he misses mi, he can see e pics...of kawaii miii??hee...guys..don't puke...but dear...I REALLY WANNA MARRY YOU!so save up enough monie okie okie????wanna be with dear everyday...wake up wif him also...so sweet and romantic right???wuakaka...okie la...gotta go already...<3 YOU MILLIONS!!!*MUACKS~!*

hIhI~!

2008-09-04T09:24:00.001+08:00

hi there peeps...been so free lately..it's as if im on holiday...because mi advisers went to gold coast, as mentioned in mi earlier post...and they'll only be back next monday...but next monday i half day cause got medical appt @ 11.40am..so like when they come back, i'm off...so farnee right?wuakaka...but anyway...i already told wendy...and she say okie..so wudever...haa...anyway this week was really hectic...only went home aft werk on monday...to rest i suppose....den tuesday went to do manicure and pedicure @ nail xpert...it's at purvis street, walkable distance from bugis mrt...e ambience there is nice...cosy chairs, frenly pple and good customer service...but their colours are kinda limited...and no tv to watch while they're doing ur nails...so yeah...a bit boring....only see magazines and stuff???dear waited for mi e entire time...he wasted his time away at national library..reading comics and stuff...we were supposed to go bugis, and see whether can find place that does manicure and pedicure...but i guess that's gonna take a veri long time...so i asked around on msn whether pple got ani recommendations...like mi company pple...den asked jasmine from kairos, cause she also does mani and pedi...and she recommended mi this place...so i called them up...it was actually $55, but first time customer is $40...so i just went ahead lo...it was raining...hate raining days...seriously...

den wed went for bs...also raining...i mean when we came out to make our way to bs, and it was like pouring....so i took out mi brolly, and shared w dear lor...it was raining so heavily okie...i was like wet..heels, jeans and mi top...dear too..he actually wanted to lend mi his jacket...but he wore it cause it was cold, and his bag had no space...and whatever stuff...but i said nevermind...i tahan lo..vat to do...den after dat wanted to take bus 51 home de...but in e end couldn't find e bus-stop..so took train..walked ard for like 30 mins...reached home about 10pm like that?den download anime lor...den yest went for outing w usher pple...at kenny rogers..was so bloated...and so sleepy...actually din wan to go one...but veri long nvr fellowship w 'em already, so just went lor....reached at 6.25pm....was bout to leave w joey, when e pple from NTUC came, and distributed moon cake...so yummy...

den after tat took train 2 city hall lo...took e 2nd train, cause e first train was super crowded...and couldn't squeeze in...but e 2nd train, e stoopid guy keep pushing us lo...like sardines in a can...so damn yucky...but managed to get off @ city hall tho..not that bad...den met 'em at e mrt station...ate kenny rogers....yeh...so damn full okie...den after dat shopped around for xin yi's cell member's birthday present...yeh..den went home lo..was actually having a bad headache de...yah...so went home and rest....chatted w dear while waiting for bus...but he wan mi to go rest, cause i having headache...so ya lo...so watched anime on e bus lo...yah..

den on friday had cell lo..i mean make-up cell...went to dear's one..@ china town...yah...ate dinner..den jalan jalan a while..yah....den went up lo..played so many fun games...while waiting for ming yao...cell was fun...den after that had cause sp and adam going into army on thursday...so they presented gifts to them la....and a video which made winnie cry?yah..den after that fellowshipped and took pics...den went home..waited so long for the bus okie...yah...

den on sat had school....yah..it was really a bad day for mii...relationship problems bah...shan't go too much into that...but i bought vampire knight cosplay...at a shop called haru house @ far east...total was $148...tried it on, and it looked nice...so bought lo...but gonna b scolded mi mom..yah...den after that went home lo..hee...den quarelled w dear again...haizx....but managed to resolve it la...hee...w much tears...yah...haa....just say that im a super emotional person?hee...

on sunday went to church...woke up late due to saturday's night's mishap...woke up @ 7.30am...mi alarm din ring...and we were supposed 2 leave at 8am..means can't curl hair...sian-ness...reached expo mrt at like 9am like that...den went toilet...bought food from the shop near e mrt staion, and milk tea...had prayer meeting...long time since i went for prayer meeting....yah...den after that to toilet, cause prayer meeting ended 9.45am....den chatted w dear...yah...and stuff...service was great..even tho i was like sleepy...even tho i overslept...but whatever....den after svc rang dear....he was surprised that ended so early..cause it was like 15 mins before noon...so hv to wait super long 4 deary...den about 12.30pm, he rang mi up saying that his brother isn't going...so that means that can't go his house and do spring-cleaning le..so i asked him to decide lo..den he say go fellowship w 'em lo..since they going into army on thursday...den i said anything lo....den after dat shopped around expo...cause got mega sale...but i already went in and shopped around before dear arrived...tried on a pair of boots...but don hv mi size...sob sob...and went 2 e book sale...also nothing much....

after dat dear arrived...together w his cell members...went into the john little sale, and showed him e boots....yah...den walked to expo hall 8..and waited lo...had to fill up the application form...li xin first time, so she was like scared...den dear keep saying about e needle and all dose stuff...den she was like freaked out and stuff...but because she's first time doing, they have to check whether her veins is big enough for the needle to pierce through...unfortunately, it was too small..and coz dear had cough, cannot donate blood..only sp went..den we were like playing psp to waste time...den after dat shannon came..at like 5pm..so we waited for about 2 hours...and since dear had to pack his room, and we prolly hav to wait till 7pm till shannon finishes..and still hv to go and eat ice-cream...and i also have to be home by 9.30pm, cause got fam worship...left dear's house about 8.15pm...cause want to take comics...and forgot mi phone when we were already in the lift...so accompanied dear up and took lo....den walked over to e mrt station...den took e train lo...dear say cannot call him, cause he's busy packing his room lo...so din lo...so sian lo...watched shakugan no shana..yah...hee...it's a pretty interesting anime...yes...enjoyed it loads...

then after dat slept lo...totally tired...den on monday left office at 11am..cause had medical appt...den after dat went shoppin @ anchorpoint...saw boots @ charles and keith, but no black..boo hoo...so din buy...den shopped @ ikea...cause e appt ended early..like about noon?mi appt was 11.40pm...fast right?yah..no medicine...cause e cream still have a lot la...like 3/4 bottle?hee...so after dat went 4 lunch lo....den went back...e doctor was waiting for us..finished @ like 3pm like that...den went back office...called wendy...den worked until 6pm lo...den went home n rest...wuakaka...nonsense...

tuesday went for work lo..as usual...was tired...yah...den tuesday went out w dear...went shopping ard orchard 4 boots..yeh...din manage to find any within mi budget...but saw some unique designs...but were like $599??so ex right...or like $100 over...cannot sehh...i'll get a real big beating...and seriously i'lll b deep in debt?wuahahah...so after dat went home lo....den was waiting for e bus..so damn long...almost missed it..cause mom called...and we were like e back facing the direction of the bus...so like din see...luckily dear turned around and saw...so managed to board lo...but din get to hug or kiss dear before i left?hee...so called him and said sorry...but he sae getting on e bus more important..so sweet right...den after dat walked home lo...

wed had bible study...but wanted to try taking 51 home...but last week cause i din have e map...so yest went online and searched for the map lo...tried singapore land authority..printed out, but cannot see where is riverwalk, and e road name...den tried street directory..e map veri clear,but cannot print out...sian-ness....so asked mi adviser who was sitting near mi whether got street directory...luckily he got, so i copied it lo..enlarged to A4 size...yeh...and den printed out the route information and e timings....left together w arielle and chee wee...biondi left...i guess cause he din see mi?or couldn't b bothered?yeappp....so finally managed to find e bus stop..so proud of miself...wanted 2 sit on e upper deck..but crowded...so stood lo...finally managed to get a seat after a few stops...yeh....reached like bout 10pm..dat's sho early...so switched on lap top and checked e-mail...yeap...but memory full, so cleared up e unnecessary stuff....so dat i can download anime?yesh...slept at about 1am????this whole week have to wake up at like 6.50am, cause dad in m'sia...sian-ness...but i leave mi house at about 8am, 5 mins later...cause like heck care lo...reach office before 9am...better den nothing?wuakakaka....den slacked around lo...this week damn slack...ya lo...anyway...hope that i can find boots to match mi vampire knight cosplay..prefably around ankle level...not too high, cause very stinko inside...any ideas?saw one at charles and keith @ central @ clarke quay mrt...but i dono whether that is able to match?yesh...anyway..i'll continue hunting..mi costume hasn't been ready....cause i sent it for alteration..prolly in Oct?wuahaha...i guess...can't wait...hee...anyway..that's it for mi...gtg already..see ya..don miss mi alrighty??*muacks muacks*~!

yOzX~!

2008-08-27T09:29:00.005+08:00

hi there...currently so bored...lost my ATM card and mi ez link card...dropped it i suppose....so sad...so have 2 cancel it lor...wasted so much time looking for it....like almost an hour?walked back to and fro...and e guard was like so unhelpful okay?he was like, nobody returned anything...don even bother to help mi look?argh..can't stand these pple...so damn frustrating...wasted so much of dear dear's time...made him wait so long...was feeling kinda feverish also...and was sweating...but in e end couldn't find, so i went home lo...wif a heavy heart, and so darn tired....slept w dear on e bus...on his shoulder...so nice to sleep on...yep...den after reaching home, i just jumped onto mi bed, and rest....whew..what a lousy day...den told mom e e news,den she say y so careless all dat bull-shit...yeap...sucks...den dear helped mi to call POSB and cancel e card and stuff...he's so sweet...hee....and then after dat he had dinner, while i drank soup..cause last min decided to go home, cause not feeling well..was actually supposed 2 go suntec city...go otaku house,see whether got vampire knight cosplay...but din go...sob....rested @ home...aft dear dear left, i showered and chatted w dear...he scolded mi cause he wan mi to rest instead of calling him...thanks dear....felt better in e morn...tho still had headache...but niwae...who cares....

tuesday watched love guru...cause got complimentary tickets...from ZAP code...yeap...onli vivo got...but left onli first row..i was shocked..i checked yest, and like almost 3/4 of e hall was empty..i guess, they have complimentary tickets like mie, or they're v. busy pple?wuahaha...but niwae...it was a good show...loads of lame and "cold" jokes....den after dat walked ard vivo..took pics w deary..and went home....yeap....left mi lappy on to download stuff...yea...she's really overworked these few days...can't sleep during e night...but during e day can...im mistreating her...im mean right?hee...well, i am...

yest was a busy day...because my advisers are gg to gold coast, australia for Chairman Round Table(CRT), if they hit a certain amt of wapi, which is like sales la..sry for dose who don understand...they left yest night..and so as im e most impt person in e branch...they had to tell mi certain stuff before they leave...like chiong submissions, post documents and stuff...and i had BS yest...i was like having a veri bad headache....left at 6.15pm...latest i could leave so dat i hav enuff time 2 have dinner...ate burger king..was super hungry mannn....but dear having meeting, so cannot disturb him..if not kena scolding...yeah...den after that went for bs...was early...so slacked there lo...bs was great actually...den went home lor...it rained for e whole day actually...sian-ness...hate raining days...especially when im out...need to carry umbrella,fold up jeans, den heels wet...everywhere got puddles...hate it...n floor slippery and stuff...ya lo....

thursday was so boring...cause they left already...so like nothing much to do...but because i had to rush off yest, i din scan e documents...so scanned e documents after i took them out of e locker...and den slacked...hee...checked e-mail,msn-ed n stuff...went to raffles city 4 lunch...ate mos burger...missed e burgers dere...but was so hungry..like OMG okie..arh, whatever...hee...den after dat went shopping...cause pam wanted to buy a wedding dinner bag..shopped ard...e bags re exp mann...like $500 over...thousands also got..i tink onli those tai-tais can afford???like seriously...heee....or those who re filthy rich?definitely not mii..wuahaha....den after dat went back lo....went to collect letter from 6th floor...den went back....and continued slacking...woopee~!wuahaha...super sian...nothing much to do also...yeap...left at 6.30pm....chatted w dear on e phone...on e way home i mean...yah...the upper deck was super full okie..like crowded...so went down...den stood there loh...damn sian one...yeah...den after that open letter box...den ate dinner....and den showered....in e midst of downloading shakugan no shana anime...yeh...have downloaded e first 4 episodes...it's pretty kewl actually...something like bleach,but it's a gal called shana...she's pretty actually...nice anime...niwae later got secretaries training from 4pm to 6pm..do facial de...den after dat gg dear's cell...7.30pm @ clarke quay...den sat got school from 2pm to 5pm..cannot go svc...den aft dat gg to watch wall-e w dear..at cathay..dhoby ghaut...then sun gg svc...den gg comex w dear...den mabbe gg to cosplay @ vivo...yeapp...hopefully can go 4 both lo...yeah...niwae....dat's it ferr mii...don't miss mi okie okie?see ya peeps soon..CIAO~!

hYe~!

2008-08-18T16:03:00.003+08:00

hi there...so sleepy now lo....cause yest slept at 1am lyke that...so sleepy lo...din feel like going work today....was so damn sleepy....den got lecture in e car cause of the thing that happened yest...it's private and confidential, shan't reveal too much on that..yeah...really makes mi heart sad..the relationship between mi and mi parents re strained already...they say until like my bf is the bad party...but actually he's the onli bf that i hv, and e best...so like why are they tryin to like make us drift further apart?yeh...but anyway..i don wanna care anymore..so irritating and frustrated...whatever i say, they won't believe...and forever quoting e bible and all dose krap...argh..

watching dark knight today...super kool okay...love his car, outfit and most of all, HIS BIKE!omg...so hyper kool okie...love it 2 e max...but i guess it's gonna cost a fortune to get such a bike...limited edition probably, and won't be allowed in singapore?so sad right??sob...anyway..currently in love w vampire knight..e anime..e lead characters are all so kawaii and suave...they are actually vampires, but they are so gorgeous, and cool...the lead characters are zero, yuuki and kaname...yepp...apparently kaname saved yuuki from a vampire many years ago, and is deemed as the most important person to him la...he's infatuated i guess...and he's e dorm master of the night class...yeppp..he's cute actually...hmm, zero also...he's a prefect of the school, also called guardians of the Cross Academy...yuuki is also a prefect btw...yepp....yep...e storyline is pretty interesting...but i guess their outfits are pretty darn hard 2 cosplay....yepp...but it looks cool, and awesome..looks like a school uniform, but much much cooler...and more stylish?yep...i shall stop raving already...wanted to change to a vampire knight skin, but couldn't find one that is to my liking..so i shall make do w e current one?

deary going 2 batam on saturday, until sunday afternoon..leaving bright and early in e morning...he has 2 wake up at 5am?doubt he can wake up that early...AHEM..hee...but too bad, i'll be sound asleep, and wouldn't wan any disturbances...yeapp..need mi beauty sleep larh...these few days not enuff sleep...sian-ness....yepp..but tmrw don't need wake up early...so nvm...wuahaha...anyway...goin for mi bf's cell later...but dono why hip there kinda pain...dono whether l8er can concentrate anot...sians...haizx....2 more mins before i off werk....okie larh...will see you guys in a bit..don't miss mi okie?see ya..ciao~!

nAtIoNaL dAy~!

2008-08-11T10:37:00.002+08:00

hye there peeps...national day was really a special occasion for me...because it's singapore's birthday...but not only that..i went to mi dear's office to see the fireworks and the parade, tho can't really see...but his office is really pretty, and o so nice mann..went to see doctor on thursday...already told mom that i wanted to see doc...and that they close at 9pm....so mom say wait 4 dad to fetch mi...but by the time he came home already close to 9pm...so i walked over...as i seriously wanted to see a doc..not because i want to waste money or whatever...but because i want to find out what is the reason behind my nose bleeding...lyke seriously...i mean issit wrong?don't think so lor....so i went lo...and e doctor said it was infection...and that last time e flu wasn't cleared up, so might have been e cause...yeap....well, he gav mi medicine already...but it causes mi to b drowsy and stuff...esp like during work and stuff...hate it mann...but now left is e antibiotic...don't think that's drowsy...the other medicine finished already...e bleeding has stopped....but hv 2 complete e antibiotic...yeap...

nationa day was fun...watched the mummy at cine...den went shopping around orchard....and stuff...din buy anything, juz window shopping...or i guess orchard is just boring?yeap...or singapore in general?yeap...drizzled along the way..went to plaza sing to buy clothes 4 paris...got a lifetime access into build-a-bear workshop...together w mi lar...mi mom actually threw it away yest?like WTH?????luckily i saw it..if not i'll be angry....like seriously?yeap...then after that went down to dear's office...but alot of pple...bought dinner at lau pa sat...cause actually wanted to buy burger king at raffles mrt, but closed...so bought beef noodles from lau pa sat...yeap..kinda yummy...e office is really nice...awesome view mann...can see e fireworks....but cannot see e parade...cause too far down already...but who cares bout e parade?the experience was just wonderful seh.....

then after that took pics, but cannot see cuz too dark already...den after dat dear fetched mi home..actually din wanna come up de due to that dreadful sunday....but he came up, and gav him some tidbits, while he helped mi w e GPS on my SE phone...yeap...finally know how 2 use le...but i prefer his thou....im biased?haa...then after he went home...tho i really din wish that he had 2 go...but he still had to?but chatted w him on the phone n stuff...n slept shortly after...den sunday went to church...was so drowsy due 2 e medicine n stuff...den actually was supposed 2 serve, but din cause got internal bleeding, and liang kai wanted mi 2 rest...but served in the end..stage 4 communion...missed mi cue, so went down after communion, a bit pai sei tho...then after that helped 'em and stuff...then had bad gastric pain...like during e Word...couldn't really concentrate...cause it was seriously painful...so sms-ed mi leader and dear 2 tell 'em....got a few ushers around...so told 'em too...went 2 find cell aft service..and told 'em...went 2 eat also...ask angela 2 help mi buy food...felt much better after that....so went 4 cell group...but was so sleepy....kept dozing off??had birthday party after that...sharon, leo and rouxin's....left about 5.15pm...to meet dear @ city hall..he was late as usual...haizx...but nvm...we still had a blast...

the high school musical was so much fun...but e skater who played gabriella in the show wasn't that a good skater...she kept like falling down n stuff???like seriously..not good...but overall, it was pretty not bad...the props and stuff...din buy anithing tho...cause like all kiddy stuff???haizx....wanted to buy e cheerleader doll..but ex...$25...so dear say don't buy..so din buy lo..simple...hee...then went home..he fetched mi till harbourfront...den we were like reminicising e past and stuff....so cute...in e end he left...so sadd.....okie..i gotta go..going 4 lunch now...see ya..BYEEE~!

hEe~!

2008-08-05T15:34:00.006+08:00

hye there peeps....had a blast over the weekend..but it was seriously tiring...yesh...cause rushed down after work on thursday for support...was late..den left at 9.30pm...had a hard time finding the bus stop to go home..but reached home about 11pm..chatted w dear on e bus and stuff....yep...was so tired when i reached home lor...almost knocked out....den slept after chatting w dear online, and downloading some games for mi psp...was so excited on friday for FOP...but e sad thing is no one eating dinner w mi..cause dear had cell on that day...but in e afternoon, he said that cell was cancelled, and that they were all going for FOP on friday....said he's meeting mi for dinner...and den we rushed down..reached late for FOP...but still managed to enjoy praise and worship w parachute band and reuben morgan...it was a blast i must say..tho i was on the brink of falling asleep...like seriously lo...reached home about 12.07am...dear fetched mi to e bus stop..den took cab home...he reached home about1am??somewhere dere...he said he v pissed cause no taxi stopped for him when he waved his hand...den i say cause he's not hot enough..that's why..hee...

den sat also went for FOP..but mom fetched me there...went to see some motorcycle exhibition..near indoor...den ate KFC in da car...thought can go in, but needed the pass...den i thoughjt i din bring, cause cannot find...but after i went into logistics and taking out mi stuff, den found it..so returned 2 logistics...yesh...but e tag i din return after the FOP ended...couldn't b bothered...hee...so took it lo...but they took mi 2007 tag...sianzx...it ended early on sat...about 10.30pm?den waited 4 bro...reached home bout e same time as friday...but i din tap mi ez link cause couldn't find it, cause was playing psp, den supposed to call dad to fetch us up, den dad ask us to come back home ourselves...den we were @ e bus stop already,den not enough time to find, so din tap....sian...den showered and got ready 4 dear...cause he's staying over...

saturday was a very sad day for us, for reasons which are private and confidential..guess i have to bear w e consequences...but anyway i have to take full responsibility of my actions right...not a small kid anymore...but i guess i'm gonna b lonely for the next 2 months?cause got school on saturday afternoon...sianzx...miss service, have to go sunday svc de...means hav to go for make-up cell?dear's?on friday night?hmmm, worth considering...have to tell cell leader....n usher leader...means cannot meet up w dear already...sian...means lesser time together already...den he already so busy...sian...next time mabbe like 1 month don't meet up arh...den i'll be like asking myself, where's mi dear ar...like MIA?hee....

but anyway, really wanna take this opportunity to thank my dear for putting up w mi nonsense 4 e past 1 yr..i might be childish, irritating, naggy, and always call you @ e wrong time...but who cares....you love mi and that is all that matters right....hee...and u take great care of mi alrighty?wuahaha...wish i could marry you okie...but guess i have to wait lo...sian ness...5 years?????wat e hell...wait sho bloody hell...so bored in office...

anyway..wanna wish singapore a happy 43 years old birthday...she's growing old...yeah...but she's a successful country, i must say...hee...though don't really like the way it's being run..but at least we're better den other countries?we have indeed come a long way....yesh...feel proud of her...wuahaha...niwae...shall stop blogging le...off 4 lunch...woopee....see ya....ciao~!!!!!

nEw NuMbEr~!

2008-08-03T19:39:00.002+08:00

dear readers...plse note that my old handphone number is no longer in use, i have terminated that line due to pple pestering and bothering mi...for those who want mi new number please kindly contact mi through msn or leave mi a personal msg on friendster...thank you veri muchz...please update your address book...thank you very much...but please do not call me during my office hours which are 8.30am to 5.30pm, and can be extended till 7pm...or after midnight..thank you veri much...see ya guys~!

hAloO~!

2008-07-29T15:18:00.003+08:00

hi there peeps...kinda free in office so decided to blog...last week was a busy week for mi...was out since wednesday...sian right?went to watch ballet under the stars on sunday...together w deary...went there earlier to chop seat...the seats were actually awesome..cause like directly in front of the stage...like in the centre???hee...had a perfect good view...like can see their pointe work,movements and body gestures....it was great....and e weather too...but as it got nearer to the show, the field was like covered...our space got invaded....but nevermind...i had a great time...

on saturday went for service....was late, cause left house late...was curling hair and all dose krap...then helped w support and stuff....was doing east....i tot stage...hee...managed to fill the zone before worship..wich was great...because i thought couldn't find pple...but managed to fill..helped w e other zones also....yeah...then service ended late..like about 6?cleared up zone and rushed off...supposed to take pic w shannon...but i don't think so...cause they were still having briefing...yeap...supposed to reach redhill @ 7pm...cause pam fetching mi to the hotel...she was late...so bought some food to eat...wanted to buy bubble tea..but not enough cash...haizx....nevermind lar....but niwae took a lot of pictures....wif freddie's camera..it turned out nice though...very nice....should buy more dresses...cause i might b attending a lot of wedding dinner in the near future???but even if it's boring, i have my trusty pink psp w mi...can play games to kill time or watch videos???woopee...wuahaha....niwae...this week is gonna b a busy week for mi also....starting from tomorrow...

then on friday had bbq...cause mi cell had movie outing on saturday after service...but i can't make it, cause got wendy's son's wedding..had to rush off ma...that's why...da bbq was great...reached home bout midnight...so late hoh??haizx...niwae...will blog more..see you guys soon..later~!

hApPy~!

2008-07-21T12:19:00.002+08:00

hye there peeps...had a very tiring but fulfilling weekend...cause even tho dear wasn't around on sat..cause he had RT, i fellowshipped w his cell members, even tho i should be fellowshipping w mi own cell members..but i guess i just din feel like it?hm..and i guess because they'll probably stay until kinda late?at timber..never heard of it actually...it's a pub?hmmm....they went to watch fireworks @ esplanade...it was raining...no hand to take out mi brolly...but managed to, in e end...if not i'll be wet...cause im wearing white..kinda obvious right?e fireworks were amazing..was wishing that deary was here...but i guess not ba...after that walked 2 marina square 2 have dinner...ate indonesian food...kinda yummy...thought of asking deary whether he would mind eating indonesian food one day...hmmm....food for thought i guess?wuahaha...niwae.

sunday went for cell group..was super tired mmkay...kept dozing off....but managed to stay awake...den aft cell group joined cell for lunch at westmall....ate dim sum...quite nice tho...but bag was heavy...prolly due 2 e bible and note book?shucks..arm was so sore when i came home you know....all red already....then after reached home went to IMM...it's as if i was out e whole day...switched on com so dat e game can download...but to no avail....stuck at 98%....haizx...bought a top and a skirt...pretty hott and sexy on mi....hee....yea....well...will blog sooon peeps..ciao~!

bIrThDaY~!

2008-07-19T12:22:00.003+08:00

hi there peeps...yesterday was my 20th birthday...spent the day w mi boyfriend...the whole day i spent it with him...he was late though...for like 15 mins...so sadd...but nevermind,i played mi psp...naruto game...just downloaded finish in da morning...so transferred over lor...den played..kinda nice actually...but i kept losing...until dear showed mi how to play...then i noe...like the special powers and stuff like that...it's a pretty cool game..even tho i don't watch naruto...then after dat went to eat lunch at fish and co...but mi heels were killing mi..cause it's covered and it's kinda high...so i was like walking damn freaking slow..like an old woman...yesh...den after that ate so full at fish and co...i was like bloated..even tho i was still hungry...but scared cannot eat finish e dessert..so din order in da end..i mean no point right..waste money...den dear help mi to put plaster on mi finger...cause painful...and if touch any soya sauce or whatever, veri pain...so ask him to help mi put lo..safer right...yeh....then walked to plaza singapura..but i kept complaining...so we went to first floor and den dear went to buy slippers for mi..if not i'll b complainin all e way...yesh...then went up to watch 10 promises to mi dog movie...it's a very nice show btw...i cried alot of times....then went to eat dinner at yoshinoya..after shopping around...went to Comics Connection..wanted to buy tsubasa chronicles comic..but didn't..cause dear asked mi to watch e manga..see whether i like it anot...it's not bad actually..kinda like it alot...yeah...well..now getting ready to go church...feel so tired...e pool games were great..even tho dear kept winning..like almost all...but i improved since e last time...like yesh..can't blame him..hee...den took 175 home...reached home bout 11.30pm?then showered n went to bed...

yeh..even tho it was just like a normal day..but i was treated like a princess by mi prince charmin..even tho he was late..but humans make mistakes right..who doesn't?he treated mi like royalty...and felt so loved by him..even though his wallet has a v big hole i guess..for spending so much on mee...but aniwae...as long as im happy..he's okay w it..right deary...niwae...gtg for now...will blog soon peeps..bye~!

sAdD~!

2008-07-07T20:27:00.002+08:00

hye..today has been helll..firstly i had a scolding from mi mom for spending too much money...just cause it's mi b'dae month..say what need do manicure,pedicure and nail art...and highlight hair red...and buy pink heels...say i spend $850, and that im a tai tai, spend so much money...just cause i wanna look pretty for mi b'dae...i mean who doesn't??smsed mi bf, and he's so busy...din really comfort mi...he was pretty MIA for the whole day...i cried in the toilet btw...i was sho sad...she even said i can't go to another nail parlour anymore..im like what...just because i did my nails for $108?diao...i mean like can't i just doll up for mi birthday..is it wrong..i don tink so...it's only once a year...i wanna make miself look pretty on mi 20th birthday..also cannot seh...

i mean she might think that my b'dae isn't important, but it's a very special day for mi...it's the day that i was born...just wanna make myself look more presentable also cannot ah....so sian lor...wanna find mi pink heels...still haven't find...dono where can find also...mabbe need go central?hmm..i dono..anyway..that's it 4 mi..ciao~

yO~!

2008-07-03T16:24:00.004+08:00

hi there peeeps..sorry keep blogging these few days...mi mom just called mi and told me that they're gonna order the Sony Ericsson W760i le..my dream phone...yeap...can't wait..will probably get it on tuesday or something?like omg...it's only 5 days away...can't wait..i'll keep counting down...means i can have a new phone before my b'dae le...wuahaha...and sms like madddddddd.....hee...to mi dear..who else...can't wait...

did manicure and pedicure on tuesday...did a great job i must say...w nail art...total $108...have to take proper care already....love mi nails though...then after that went home, and slept...this week took bus to work...veri sian..need wait so long for e bus..den so crowded...no place to sit and read mi book...but i gonna read finish already...yepp...like almost 3/4 done?it's sho interesting mann...then after that let dear read...still haven't found mi pink heels yet...saw a pair of pink heel at vivo..they were like $180?so expensive...haizx...dono where got sell...mabbe robinsons or something....see how...dono...wuahaha...niwae...so bored here...waiting to knock off...and go home and rest....yeppp....niwae..agnes and ann are flying off in the morning at 3am..so early right...yeap..that's it for mi...gtg already...ciao~

hEe~!

2008-07-01T23:21:00.005+08:00

Start here~
#1 Who do you think the person who tagged you is like?
>>shannon..mi laopo...best friend and galfriend...
#2 What do you want the most now?
>>FOOD!!skipped dinner cause late for mani and pedi session..
#3 Who is your Boyfriend/Girlfriend?
>>okay...i have mi boyfriend which is mi dear dear...and i have many girlfriends?haa...like xue, shannon, pamela, alilah,ann,agnes...

#4 Who are the 10 people whom you adored most?
>>God, alilah, agnes, ann, pamela, xue ting, justin, shannon, sandy and li xin..
#5 Are you afraid of death?
>>ermm, nope...when it's my time, then it's my time...
#6 What is your goal for this year?
>>i dono...rise up in usher?
#7 Do you believe in love at first sight?
>>nope..mi current bf isn't love @ first sight..but definitely true love...

#8 Do you believe in eternal love?
>>yesh...like mi and God...

#9 What are you dreading the most this year?
>>inflation????

#10 What do you enjoy the most?
>>making mi dear happy!shopping...

THE THING I LOVE MOST IS GUMMIES!!!

#11 Have you found someone you like ?
>>Yes. Found it long ago. :XX

#12 Do you like your CCA?
>>no cca now?

#13 Do you cherish every friendship of yours?
>>ermm..depending on the level?yeh...like if they don treat u as fwens...MOVE ON~

#14 Who would you probably spend the rest of your life with?
>>MY FUTURE HUBBY who is currently mi dear??haa...<3
#15 What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
>> to marry the one you love...and to know that you guys love each other, and won't regret that decision ever...

#16 Do you find life meaningless?
>>nah...i have mi dear...it's so meaningful...

#17 What do you live for?
>>God...my bf, myself, mi laopo...
#18 What if you did an embarassing thing in front of a big crowd?
>>ermmm...wish there was a hole in e floor to swallow mi up...or wear sunglasses...depends on how embarassing...
#19 Have you ever truly loved?
>>yeshh..by mi dear...

#20 What good qualities do you think this person tagged you has??
>> nice,sweet,chio, pretty,fwenly...Nice sweet, lovable?

hYe~!

2008-06-30T09:11:00.003+08:00

hi there...been a hectic week i must say....seriously....niwae...im getting jealous of dear w his new phone...how i wish i would get my fone fast...but have to wait like 3 weeks?so irritating?keep seeing it on display, but can't have it?like argh...guess i have to wait then...then when i get it,i'll b over e moon..wuahaha...yep..den dear can transfer his themes over to miii...so happi..wuahaha....but dono whether can anot,cause mabbe the phone interface is different?yeap...dono la...

anyway went to the toy and comic convention at suntec yest...it was sho crowded...went down after cell...brought the chronicles of narnia book cuz v bored on the bus...1 hr journey...den pple keep hitting my bag...so frustrating...it's like argh...then they have no situation awareness?like got one guy walk behind mi, and another gal walk infront of mi..when i was holding mi yami yoghurt..like seriously...so blur???saw so mani kool stuff....but veri de ex leh..so many collectibles...like blythe dolls and stuff..all $100 over...don mind spending on 'em...so pretty okay...but mom will surely scold miii...niwae...can go to other shops in singapore and see ma...

today is mi 13th month anniversary w dear...sho fast right...den gonna b mi b'dae soon...18 more days...dono wen i can get mi phone...need wait sho bloody long lo...but nevermind..have to keep waiting...no choice ma....sucks alot okay...so freaking heavy?like seriously..niwae...will blog soon...see u guys soon....

hApPy~

2008-06-24T09:41:00.003+08:00

hye there peeps...been kinda busy..tho not as busy as dear...niwae...alot of unhappy things happened on saturday between mi and mi dear...it's private and confidential...like BIG quarrels...cause dear took cab down to church ma..cause he showered late and stuff...den i keep complaining and stuff...and then he switched off his handphone and stuff...and smsed mi saying he's not going...but in e end, he came to church...and i got a treat..haa...then after that had dinner w his cell..chatted w a few of 'em...yah....chatted w ming yao also...it's been a long time since he chatted w mi...yepp...den after dat went to pioneer mall..to see what's the price of e psp...so expensive okay..den went shopping at jurong point...spent $120 at fox..i bought a top, austin bought 2 tops and dear bought a long sleeved shirt, that looked so good on him~..but got another one nicer, but too long already...the length of the shirt i mean...got 2 free clutch bag...got spend $60 and above, can get one...i got silver n pink...thanks dear...haa...then after dat went to comics connection, bought bubble tea...then took bus home~...had a big quarrel that night...which led to heart breaks and tears...but we managed to kiss and make up..wich im totally thankful for my dear for...haa...

slept pretty late cuz of e quarrel...like bout 2am?woke up at 9am...and got ready 4 cell...den mom drove us to e bus stop...and took 963..it was raining btw...hate raining days...din realise dat dear was on 963 and not 106..den told him it went to bukit batok..luckily i realised it early...if not dear dono go where already...haa...niwae..cell was great...ended kinda early..like bout 12pm?or 12.30..some where there...then after that left together w cell...cindy noticed that i wore fake eyelashes...haa..i wore them on saturday, but too far..cannot see..i guess...haa...

anyway...mi dear dear is getting HTC diamond tomorrow..can't wait to get mi hands on it..but of cause he has to use it first mar...wuahaha...but i have to wait one more month for my new phone...but nevermind..im happy for him...hee...of cause i will have opportunities to use it..cause im his GF ma...haa...then when i get my new phone..we can both show off to e pple around us...hee...and win the MOST STYLO and COOLEST GADGET OWNERS in town..i mean my phone is the latest from SE and his is the latest from HTC as of now...haahaa...and we're the MOST SLIM and HOTTEST couple too...what more could we ask for...like yea...everybody will faint when they see us?shan't go on anymore....haaa....anyway..that's it for mi...shall see you guys soon..ciao~!

hEe~!

2008-06-20T15:46:00.004+08:00

hi there peeps...feeling very bored in office..cause like most of mi advisers are away on KL trip..to do business obviously...and like the office was so dark in the morning, cause no body around?like so eerie lo...anyway..yesterday i was super busy..all bcoz of tommy..so many ipass..which is actually iFast(investment) but done online...both the manager and client has to approve before it can be put into the system...yep...was sho busy in the morning okie...like cannot go toilet, and stuff....dear dear also so busy..then after lunch oso...like argh...so mani okay....then need to collect mail from pigeon hole la, do production and stuff...so irritating okay....yep...left office at about close to 7pm?like hate doing OT lo..reach home late, and so hungry..

on monday went to vivo city after work...watch movie..sponsored by Mr Wee Tiong Howe...he's our chairman..but i've never seen him before btw...wuahaha...weird right...but i've seen Mr Tay, our director...yehhh...he's pretty nice...anyway..e movie was awesome..so darn funny okie...like what da hell...so sad mi manager din get to see dear...she was too far away i suppose...and too dark in e cinema also...took picture w joakim gomez..singapore idol...he's so cute okay...i'm a huge fan of him...like uh huh...heeeeee...then after that took bus home...yeh...can't wait to see mi dear's new hair..a lot of pple say look like japanese...hmmm...well..i don't mind having a "japanese" boyfriend...then i can say annatawa kale des...hee....n watashiwa kawaii neh...woopee...can't wait..today going to glass house to eat...fish and co...haa...yummy...bought fake eyelashes....it's so nice okie...later let mi bf see...see what he tinks about it...hopefully he tinks it's nice ba...haahaa...or mabbe im too vain?niwae...going to off work already..in bout 40 mins??wuahaha...anyway..that's it for mi now..will see you guys later alrighty..ciao~!

hYe hYe...

2008-06-15T15:32:00.002+08:00

hye there peeps...blogging using my dear's lappy...while he's helping mi fix mi robot..that i bought from the world book expo...saw mi chronicles of narnia book, but it was kinda dirty n stuff...so din buy in e end...not really anxious to buy it la..can wait until e price drop or smth rite...aniwae...or can rent from those 2nd hand book shop...which costs much much cheaper...wuahaha...anyway..later goin to have bbq at mi grand mothers' house...hee...dear dear also going..hee...so happi...dear dear so cutie lo....feeling so tired mann....aniwae..HAPPY FATHERS' DAY to a ll the fathers out there....hope u guys had a great fathers' day..wuahaha...

yesterday was great...e drama was so funny lo..what the heck...lucas was acting in it..main character some more....as the CO's son or white horse...so farnee lo...served pastor tan during offering...and the strap came out...mi shoe de...so embarrasing lo...luckily was still able to walk okie..walk up and serve pastor that is...and his interpretor...yehh...so cool right...

then on friday went to the PC show..together w evonne and her fwen...left wallet in office..din realise until at suntec..sian rite...cuz dear dear rushing mi ma...cuz e training suppose to end at 5.45pm..but ended at 6pm..den rushed lo..veri de sian de...den called mi adviser, den he say it's on mi table...den i say nvm..borrow from dear lo...bought minnie mouse laptop skin and audio technic headphones..woopee...then during work..so irritating, cuz the team eagle secretary din come...i oso dono y..sms-ed her, she din reply..i rather her juz quit leh..seriously...her working attitude sucks...den e fone kept ringing and ringing..so frustrating...felt like answering the phone and saying that sabrina din come...ARGH!anyway..mi hand is seriously no strength after playing tennis..shall stop here for now..see ya guys soon..ciao~!*muacks~!*

uGlY sInGaPoReAnS~!

2008-06-12T19:22:00.002+08:00

hi there peeps...im so irritated okay...cause on my floor, the toilet, the female toilet is locked...but sometimes the ladies there don noe how to save trees...cause there's a paper dispenser..wich is like touch sensored...and there was one woman who like took so many???it's NOT a dryer...she took like 4,5 pieces?im like can't u save trees???by saving trees, u won't feel so hot??argh...can't stand 'em...and sometimes some pple just can't wait?cause like when pple are waiting for the lift, some of 'em just barge in, w/o waiting for e pple inside the lift to come out first..as if they're that impatient..which i doubt soo...i mean even if they're that busy??can't they wait like 1 min????like there was once a gurl was like carrying a lot of coffee la...and there were like pple coming out of e lift, then she just chiong in?an american even complained, like cannot wait and stuff...seriously....

and seriously, i don understand y singapore drivers cannot signal...cause my house downstairs, there is sorta like a junction...like they can either turn or go straight..and i have to cross dat junction in order to walk to e bus stop...and i will stop if there's cars, cause sometimes they might go straight ma, if they don't signal...and im like waiting there until they signal or go straight..and seriously they sometimes drive so slow and waste time?argh...can't stand 'em..don have license de...

niwae..dono y mi fone isn't out yet..so frustrating..mi dear's HTC diamond is out already...so irritating rite...will not put a pic, as he will drool and yes...he has been raving bout that fone for e whole of today...and sony ericsson said that mi fone would b out..but when?can't wait ani more already..i'll go nuts..seriously...niwae...will blog soon okie..see ya..hee...ciao...

aRgH~!

2008-06-11T10:56:00.006+08:00

hye there peeps..paris in the house...my fone just spoilt today...like when i woke up, it was on e floor..i dono how e hell it got there...and when i flipped open my fone, it was working fine...but in the morning,the screen was blank?like what a bad morning right..and the time on my fone is according to my office clock...argh..then used the other nokia fone...wich sucks...but guess i have to tahan?till i get my lust phone??it's pretty cool...hope i can get it faster?cuz seriously i so hate nokia phones...don like the layout bah..i supppose...yesterday was a blast...even tho i was late..and had difficulty finding the stoopid building...e details on how to go is sho ermmm little...and i have to go find how to go myself...and i asked her how to go 5th floor..she say just go into a lift and press 5..obviously..and where is e lift?hui mien got second runnner up, xiao hui got first runner up, and kasthuri won...voted for arielle tho..she looks good in dat picture...yehhh....then took pic w 'em...wanted to take pic w hui mien, but took w angela n angeline in e end...yeh...she looks so hott okie...then left at 10.30pm..IT WAS RAINING..so sway righty?then heels wet..argh..den i din eat dinner..cuz was rushing over...and mi fwen say got buffet....was so hungry okie...then walked to e bus stop while chatting w dear on e fone...then i was at e bus stop...143 was there..but so far away...wanted to wave mi hand, but it went off..and e next bus arrives in like 17 mins..argh...wait lor...wat to do...then bought curry puff from old chang kee...dear was so scared that i fall down..cuz im wearing heels and cuz last time i also fell..while walking...at vivo...was a very bad fall...back super pain okie...luckily dear was w mi....but he din have enough time to catch mi...yeh...cuz i tink too sudden or something...super painful...reached home at ard 11.50pm..bought cup noodles on e way back...then while showering, prepared the cup noodles...then after dat ate cup noodles while chatting w dear...then after that went to bed...so tired....

niwae..e sermon shared by pastor zhuang was so touching..and real..cuz i've struggled w shame before..and seriously, that is tough...and when pastor zhuang was sharing it, one person came in to my mind...cuz even tho i've been suffering from shame imposed by my parents...cuz since young i've been abused, and been called stupid, locked in the toilet for hours...and w mi kitten, cuz i was playing with her, and din go sleep...was being locked in there...caned since young, banged head against wall...and stuff...dono if mi dear knows all that...i guess i did tell him, but not in detail...yeppp....niwae...so wanna buy iphone...but i guess have to wait till the telecos provide them....yeh..wich will prolly take a few months?sian...cannot wait le...mi contract ends on 2nd august..so hv to buy before then...and it's not available in singapore yet...according to e papers, it'd b in september..so long...dono if good anot...prefer se tho..hee...anyway...going to IT show on friday...it's at suntec...hopefully can see how much is e sony cam i wanna buy....but i guess is cannot buy de la...yeppp..not enuff money...wuahaha...so hungry right now...

anyway, below are some pictures of my lust phone...Sony Ericsson W760...Go ahead and drool...the colours are pretty nice..it is 3G, cam is 3.2 megapixel, GRPS, walkman, and the functions are pretty good too...yeh...mabbe getting e red colour one...match my psp...yep..sharing money w bf...but he say the owner is me?a bit unfair right?yepp..but he say later if we both co-owners..he'll neglect mii..ahh, whatever lar...who cares....okie...that's it for mi now...will blog soon...CIAO~!*muacks muacks~!*

hYe~!

2008-06-06T14:52:00.002+08:00

hye there peeps...been kinda tired lately..dono y...prolly cuz im gonna fall sick soon..like sleep so late..latest was like 12?den wake up in e morning, feeling sleepy, and like just wanna go home n sleep...but nowadays better le...but need to sleep earlier n earlier..like yest i slept at like 10.30pm?earli rite...tot can pray for 1/2 hour..but i felt like dozing off...den in e end i told myself, i can't le..cannot concentrate...felt so guilty..but i'm having flu,and like cannot sleep late de... and i don wanna like feel so sleepy, and not giving mi best at work rite..that's like v. bad...and i treat mi work v. seriously...whatever my manager/advisers tell mi..i'll do it immediately, unless i'm really busy at that moment...and stuff...

these few days, work has been hell..because need to send out da production,and im like so busy, until forgot, and lazy oso...sent it out on wednesday...or was it tuesday?then got a few mistakes..so managed to rectify them and sent it out...yeh...bs was great...went shopping at central, cuz reached early...den don need wait for dear, cuz he oso got bs..at dhoby..then his hp no batt...like he should bring his charger everyday to work mah...then like he din tell mi what time end??and his hp was like off for the whole time?and i was like?where the hell is he?sms-ed ming yao...oso nvr reply...den wait lo...then when he came home, i gaf him a good scolding...argh...heeheee...den he told mi that he wanted to sms mi but his fone went dead...haahaa...

anyway...normally i will go w mi gals to eat lunch...then got new addition..called jimmy..he's actually from GEMS...the managers are pretty nice towards mi...yeah...so weird..like got one guy following 3 gals?a bodyguardd???i don't mind....i guess cuz nobody in his branch eats..according to him..wich is kinda weird rite?hee...niwae he's a krappy guy...and anti city-harvester too...like all 3 of 'em went to city harvest ONCE..and din go already..they say it's unlike a church..it's like a party?well..it's a happening church..and i've been there for 4 years...love that church alot...but i guess have to implement the caring system..i mean even if they're kinda mean towards mi..like leave mi n jimmy alone...but i guess i hav to thank them..so i got more opportunities to socialise and to mabbe impact and influence his life...in small little ways?hee....even tho i noe mi dear might be a bit upset, and worried...but he trusts mi that i won't betray him..and obviously..i won't....he's e best ting that has ever happened 2 mii??hee...love him so much...hee...he has such a kawaii face...hee...cute little thang i ever saw...wuahaha...

niwae...camp x is tmrw to wed..going 4 e night session..but dono where is e venue...not confirmed yet...for tmrw is riverwalk, pastor zhuang preaching...then tues is haute courteur...tink it's gonna b a blast...it's at orchard...tried to invite fwens..but they not free...sianz...yeh...sadd...niwae..gtg..c ya peeps soon...

2008-06-04T09:48:00.001+08:00

Your Japanese Name Is...

Yoshino Nakayama

What's your Japanese Name?

:)

2008-06-01T23:34:00.003+08:00

hye there peeps...juz showered finish...was out w mi dear for our 1 YR ANNIVERSARY..the date was actually 30th may, but he had cell, so we celebrated today...yeah...fellowshipped w cell after cell grp...was joseph's b'dae...on thursday...yeh...didn't noe...was quite a yummy cake...woke up late today..like bout 9.30am...actually din feel like going, cuz v. tired...but went in da end..din curl..so hate mi straight hair...so flat and BORING?was late..but angela had to buy cake..so went tog w her...a few pple were late too...suryanto preached..was v. good...then ate joseph's cake...den chatted w a few of 'em...wrote b'dae card for joseph, and farewell card for melissa n yu ling..cuz they gg boston tis sat for 5 weeks...yeh..to study..and stuff...

then met dear at jurong east..din noe that choa chu kang got yami yoghurt...like argh....but meeting mi dear...so didn't eat lo...nx wk bah...confirm can eat de...went to popular book store to buy hole puncher..den bought bubble tea...took 51 bus..luckily e bus haven't left yet, so we ran after e bus n stuff...luckily managed to catch it...den went to e disney resturant at anchor point...but got lot of pple on e waiting list...den went ikea to shop...den finally got seat le..so we quickly walked over...yeh...and ordered our food..it was pretty yummy...can watch show oso...pretty cool...then took bus to dhoby...to watch chronicles of narnia e latest show...i'll rate it 10/10...totally love it...esp e lion...bought clothes for paris...but lost her shoe...one side...den cuz rushing for time ma..den so din realise...den by e time e movie ended, and went back, e shops all closing...and then din manage 2 find it...sadd...then walked to e train station...dear din fetch mi home cuz too late le...so took one last pic and then went our separate ways...hee...then when reached harbourfront mrt station, e pple keep on wanting to go in, like so mani pple okay...and like what e heck, they rushing for time arh?cannot wait to go home n sleep ar?or wat..cannot wait for nx train or at least until e passengers come out first?irritating singaproeans..i mean do they noe what is basic courtesy?arghhhh....so pissed off..then i just squeezed my way out..feel like hitting 'em w mi bag...argh...then walked to e bus stop...wanted to take e first bus that came..wich was 30..but there were like so many bangladashes that just RUSHED after e bus..like as if it was a truck or some thing...they were all squeezing to get in?im like wondering?what the heck?this isn't india...and e bus driver had to like stop 'em from boarding e bus?even when they couldn't get in, they just hung on to the handle near e door, and just hung on?like freak mann..even if i did manage to get in?i prolly can't breathe or i'll be dying from soffocation, and holding mi nose...finallly took e 10 bus..wich was a whole lot better...not so mani bangladashes and stuff...and like a woman was complaining bout just now..like seriously...i'll prolly can't breathe,and can't wait to shower to get that stinko smell of mi body...argh...then chatted w e guard for awhile..he dono how to transfer songs over to his mp3 via bluetooth..den ask mi help him when i'm free...see how ba...

then went up..showered and stuff...den went online..and prayed at 12..for 1 hr...was like dozing off...but prayed quite a lot...yeh...like for cell members, miself,bf's family...family members, pastors and stuff...then went to sleep after that...hee...

woke up w a bad sore throat...but drank water, and became better already..yep...then curled hair n stuff...so irritated w sharon..our new adviser from manu...she changed her info to public so mani frigging times?like actually e info there doesn't really matter de?and so i submitted e info 2 public to debbie to let mr tay sign..who is our director...then she wasn't in on friday..but said she'll be coming in on sat to meet wendy to see client...den she asked mi to change info 2 public again...from banking officer to bank officer..like what e heck...what's e diff..onli ing what rite?and i dono if i change le, whether MAS will approve..and mr tay is on leave for tis week...means if wan to resign, hv to wait till next monday...then i sms-ed her..and she sae don need le..heng...if not hv to delay sum more...waste time la rite...niwae...dat's it for mi le...will see u guys soon enuff..don miss mi babes...ciao...*muacks*..<3>

hEe~!

2008-05-30T22:14:00.002+08:00

hi there peeps...been a hectic week for mi..left like almost 6.30pm for these few days..bcoz got alot of work to do...and got new adviser sharon..and like so many tings to complete..den e renewal of Angie's license...argh...some more dear dear waiting for mi since 5pm..felt sooo bad okie...supposed to leave at 6pm de, but dragged till 6.15pm...some more no OT pay..like wah lau..den went to take bus to harbourfront..was on same bus w dear, but too crowded already..so din get to talk to him onli after we alighted...yepp...den took train to clarke quay...actually can take e train..but so crowded...reached clarke quay at 7pm??den went to e japanese shop to buy goodies..cuz everytime we wanted to buy, but no time..den went to food court to eat...ordered fried fish soup bee hoon...yummy..but actually told dear to order another one, but he kept ordering the wrong one...i say if next time he buy wrongly, i'll smack him...

then on thursday left office late oso...like bout 6.30pm...supposed to meet evonne at 6.15pm...cuz got appt of mani n pedi at 7pm at paragon...den agnes n pam were waiting of mi...den sharon came in at 6pm..and i was like about to leave...she needed like 46 letter heads...where got so mani...den cuz normally need to charge de ma...den i sms-ed wendy asking her how to charge her...den she say dun need...im like what the hell...so biased???niwae...then went to do mani n pedi...the colour rocks...like totally mi colour...yeh...then i wore covered shoes, den evonne cannot find slippers..so nevermind..they helped mi to bubble wrap..den left mi mp3 player at home...so like very sian on the bus???and like there was a group of japanese gurls on the bus talking to an aussie dude..he was looking for a japanese gurl..u noe like to have sex??like omg..he even wanted to take a pic of her, but she put her hand in front of her...even asked for her number..i won't give mann..that guy freaks mi out?and they hardly noe him????hmmm..

today was BORING!niwae...i was bored to tears...left office early..went vivo to shop..bought two pairs of open-toed shoes...one black and one white...and one minnie mouse bag...yeh..and one red belt...niwae..i'll b serving on stage for offering...yeh...wondering who is da pastor??mabbe pastor zhuang?or pastor aries?dono...niwae..im going off to bed...wonder if i can sleep..cuz i feel sad...cuz mi bf's cell members complain to him that i'm over-friendly on msn..like always saying hi to 'em n stuff...and he actually agrees w 'em?i feel so sad already...prolly sleep on it for a night..and see how in e morning?niwae...shall see u guys during svc...do watch out for mi okie?ciao...

hEe~!

2008-05-27T15:01:00.004+08:00

hye there peeps...im so bored at work now...nothing to do...feel like sleeping oso...so frigging tired...and like i feel so cold...cuz e air-con wasn't working since thursday???and it rained this morning..like e floor was wet, when i headed out for lunch?n e field was like soaked in water?practically could go swimming?but i wouldn't do that cuz it's dirty water?and seriously water and grass don't go well together w mi?im not a cow??woopee..

niwae...im so glad that i can finally get mi psp..after like so long...mi n bf gonna share money to buy..like 50-50...yeap...prolly we can share play together or smth?but i dono what is da market price?or like wich package is worth buying???cuz tis kinda ting, he's a pro at that...but im e one good at finding a good price...hee...im a shopaholic...that time we bought e game at $86, instead of $89..saved $3..wuahaha...saw another mouse at $75, but no pink...and e stoppid guy dono when e stock coming in..go check la bodoh...in e end bought at $85...cheaper by $4 oso...im good right???heee....

niwae...mi 1 yr anni is coming up le..in like 3 days time??so excited...gonna celebrate on sunday...dono what mi dahling has planned....hope can sit cable car...hee..n spend loads of time together..woopee...like mushy mushy?hee...snuggly feeling...niwae..can't wait for mi b'dae..it's in july...like 2 more mths?but bout 1 mth..cuz may is gonna end in like 4 more days?can't wait...looking forward to playing mi psp....finally i can hav it..in my hands..how awesome is that??in red colour too...mi bf gonna get it for mii...he paying half...like bout $180?hee...can't wait...he'll prolly gimme a surprise???wuakaka...next time can show off...woopee...no more boring long bus trips and train...and at dinner, i can game too...don need to call, sms, chat w cousins n do nothing but read books, play tamagotchi and stare into thin space...that seriously is OVER!until i get mi psp, that is??and i can play till i go mad??hee...

niwae..that's it for mi for now..will blog real soon alrighty?see ya~!bye~!

cElEbRiTy LoOk aLikeS~!

2008-05-27T11:49:00.000+08:00

hEe~!

2008-05-25T00:08:00.002+08:00

hi there...yest had a veri fun time w mi gurls...we kept laughing...like until mi stomach was super pain..went to raffles..ate pasta fresca...yeh..there was one outlet near mi house...but never really tried...so dono if nice anot..but turns out, it's really nice...esp e tiramisu..sorry, but due to time constraint, we din really take pics?yeh..evonne forgot to brin her cam...cherrie looked so pretty that night...love her wig and her fake eyelashes??like OMG...gonna buy soon..saw at e face shop, but not enuff monie..and e staff was like a bit attitude??hahaa...niwae...

e dinner was awesome...we talked bout work stuff...and like cuz agnes suddenly said armpit hair...she was like suan-ed e whole night?i was like...we're so mean...but niwae..harmless fun righty?haahaa...niwae e gathering was fun, and got to know them a bit better...most of us wore mini skirts..onli ann n mei yien din....wasted...niwae...mi dad is chasing mi to go sleep...but who cares...e night is young...

niwae...i will blog again soon..veri sleepy le..and mi left eye is swollen..dono y seh...pray for mi kkz...and justin..for his proposal...hopefully he can finish by thursday..wuahaha...see u peeps soon alrighty..ciao~!*MUACKS~!

qUiZ fRoM lAoPo'S bLoG~!

2008-05-24T22:26:00.004+08:00

#1 if your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
Ans:i would think im not good enough as the other party..

#2 if you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Ans: that i can marry my dear and b together w him..

#3 what will your dream wedding be like?
Ans: hmm, mabbe in paris?or mabbe hilton hotel?anywhere is fine, as long as i marry mi dear...

#4 are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Ans:not really..cuz i noe exactly what i what...even though it might take veri long or veri short..but who cares...as i trust in God n have confidence in myself..who cares how long i wait?

#5 what's your ideal lover like?
Ans:i already found mi ideal lover?hee...obviously someone who is a christian, loving God wholeheartedly...doesn't mind helping pple in need, going the extra mile, and of cuz pampering mi?hee...thanks dear...
#6 which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Ans:actually both i guess..but if i have to choose one, would be loved by some1..

#7 how long do you intend to wait for someone u really love?
Ans: i guess mabbe 3 yrs?or for as long as i get him?but i've already gotten him?

#8 if the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Ans: i do not secretly like anyone..unless u're taking about yunho..but he's out of mi reach...im totally commited to mi dear/hubby..he's mi true love!HEE...

#9 is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Ans: i guess so...not enuff monie?

#10 is being tagged fun?
ANs:yeh...i love to noe that some1 out there is interested in my life, and wan to find out more..love doing quizzes...

#11 how do you see yourself in ten years time?
Ans: ten years?i'll be 29 by then..mabbe married, having twins...being a financial adviser in IPP...and an usher section leader?
#12 who are currently the most important people to you?
Ans: laogong-justin, laopo-shannon/pei shan, parents, cell members, W452, God

#13 what kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
Ans: she's mi laopo?pretty, frenly,funny, sweet...
#14 would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
Ans:married and poor..if i can b w e one i love, i don mind...

#15 what's the first thing you do every morning?
Ans: call dear!!to wake him up!

#16 would you give all in a relationship?
Ans: i guess so, cuz i would b rewarded by mi other half in e long run...

#17 if you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Ans:that has never happened to mi?but i will choose the one who's a christian...and who respects mi for who i am...

#18 what type of friends do you like?
Ans: frenly, sociable, nice, fun to b with...chatty...

#19 what type of friends do you dislike?
Ans: back stabbing, unfrenly, bitchy, hyprocrite..

#20 how many people you think they fall in love with you now?
Ans:lemme see...mabbe more than 50?
tagged by : shannon

hEe~!

2008-05-23T10:39:00.002+08:00

hi there...hey there peeps...since there's only mi and intern here..im super bored?and no submissions to do?finished cisco already..and now slacking....spilled water on da carpet..accidentally..cuz was dragging da cooler along..and it toppled over..sian...den now blogging lo...so bored...den dear oso busy..so cannot chat w mi...sad right?and im like sleepy...

yest had pastor zhuang's zone event..called "im a campus revivalist"mom kept asking mi not to go, cuz since already at home, den don't go out already..no logic rite?i was late..reached there at 8.15pm, the ting was supposed to start at 8pm..but e praise and worship haven't start yet...den saw cindy outside, so she gaf mi e sticker, and went in lo...the ting ended at 10.20pm...20 minutes late...i was supposed to leave at 10pm...then mom called like umpteem times...but i rejected...haven't end yet, how to leave..u tell mi?not giving pastor e respect lo...cuz their church always ends on time, or she leave earlier oso can de...but for mi,i dun..our custom ba..she called like a total of 20 times?like 1 call per min?diao rite...she so free hoh?and nag and nag and nag...she called it a stupid ting?so dumb?reached home ard 11pm plus...den showered...went online...den slept at 12pm plus?hee...

woke up at 7am..den dad say not fetching mi...luckily managed to rush, and left e house at 7.55am..actually supposed to leave at 7am de..but finding e stoppid white tank top...cannot find..so fed up...dono where mom put..mabbe she throw away or dono put where...in e end, gaf up and wore someting else...reached office at 8.45am...saw e intern...so tired okie...later gg out w mi colleagues..all gurls...8 of us..goin to eat dinner..den go KTV...dono if got enuff time leh...listening to FIR now...MP3...lunching at 1pm...w evonne n cherrie..goin maxwell...finally can eat porridge and drink bubble tea..woopee...so long already...

next friday is my first year anniversary w dear...FINALLY...dono what is he gonna plan..but he got cell..so mabbe celebrate on sunday...but i got cell in e morn..i oso dono..at least got whole day...30th may is oso the day i get my pay...$1200...so happi...some more got GSS coming up...can buy more clothes, dresses, shoes, bags, earings, necklaces, bracelets..and other stuff...den dear oso can buy his clothes oso...n his shoes...mabbe upgrade his style?hee...make him more hip...and more cool?in mi sense?and more HOTT...and mabbe paint his nails black?just a thought...and use eyeliner...like pete from fall out boy..

wanna buy the tings tings album...they rock..it's actually a duet...a guy and a gurl..e gurl is e vocalist..e guy plays drums i tink...or mabbe ani instrument(s) dat's needed?yeh...niwae..dat's it for mi...will see u guys soon...ciao...

<3 dEaR~!

2008-05-19T23:23:00.002+08:00

hi there peeps...friday stayed in office until 7pm?cuz dear went fuji tower, wich is like opp mi office..to do his pass..so juz wait for him..den go out after that...and finished up e work..n stuff?yeh..and like slack around..cuz like nobody was in..like super shiok..but beri noisy..cuz of e branch kairos...yeh...left ard 7pm plus...yeap...not e first time i've done it..hee...i tink 2nd or 3rd time?cuz like a lot of stuff to finish n stuff...yeh....went to icon to eat...ya..den walked to mrt station...din noe there was a build-a-bear workshop there...yeh..mabbe can go there buy stuff for paris..she's gonna b 2 mths le...paris is mi bear from build-a-bear..she was born on 30th march...yeh...our 10th mth anniversary...need to change her clothes soon le...wuahaha...like more hip..

niwae...i served pastor kong on sat...during offering...cuz actually pastor kong had a few announcements..den i tot he was going to go down and another pastor go up lo...but he gaf offering..i was shocked..i was like so nervous okie..OMG!hee...but it's one in a life time..so damn happy la...i tink he smiled at mi or smth...hahaa....niwae i lost mi tama!so saddd...hai..tink some one stole it?but bought a new one already..wuahaha...

on sundae went for cell at rouxin's house..ended bout 1pm plus..den after dat went fellowshipping w cell...reached home bout 3pm....charlene fetched us to da mrt station...den went for dinner at 6..was e first to reach there...it was great ba...a bit bloated tho...kiera had fever..poor gurl...was like sleeping most of da time?reached home at 9.30pm...

den yest was vesak day...went walking at e southern bridges...bout 2 hours laaaa...so long rite?but it was well accomplished...i walked e whole trip...sho happy...completed it...niwae...gtg already...wanna sleep okie...bye peeps~!

hEe~!

2008-05-15T10:15:00.006+08:00

hye there peeps..guess u guys might have 'missed' mi coz i haven't been blogging for bout a week le?anyway..was down w fever since monday, and last week was just hectic...yeapp...like tel mi bout it rite...yest went to office, but was still sick..puked like a total of 9 times?like God..i tot my stomach was like hollow inside...everything that i ate came out from mi mouth, not mi arse...once i even vomitted on the lift lobby...and on my clothes..there's still a stink there u noe..like eeek!so disgusting...of fish smell...wash already..but still have.tink must go home wash le..sian...or use the fuji xerox de lo...dear dear gimme de..wuahaha... niwae..im currently feelin alright le...yeh..juz hungry..guess im still in the 'growing up' stage?like ahem...i'll be 20 soon..sian...hit the big 2 le..sian...mabbe like dear, i'll start complaining that im an OLD woman..haizx..at least im still young @ heart...hee...niwae...mi manager is still on medical leave..wonder what happened 2 her...hee...right now mi stomach has been growling since yest night..even tho i've ate both breakfast and dinner?like OMG?haizx...sian...guess mi stomach is a universe that can't be filled no matter wat?havin headache now...but at least stomach is alright le?wuahaha...wanna sleep..miss mi bed...like seriously...haizx...guess i dun mind being bedridden?i mean in a good way...like 24 hours sleep on the bed, being treated like a queencess(queen+princess)..hee...e weather sucks mann..yest was like raining cats n dogs, and today it's blazing hot..like OMG...felt like melting even wen i go out...felt like jumpin into a swimming pool...or eat ice-cream..anything COLD!but had headache, n haven't fully recovered yet...so din wanna take e risk?miss yami yoghurt..yummy...and ice-cream..hee...

m so bored in the office...not much work to do oso..im like slacking around?blogging, msn-ing and stuff...alot of pple said i've lost weight?like rlly meh?dun tink so leh...mabbe bah..due to the vomitting,sleeping, medicine-taking and chatting on da fone?i dono how dat can make mi lose weight?unless sleeping has an losing weight effect that i din noe bout?heehee...i only knew that it makes pple taller that's all?wuahaha...

niwae...so glad that mi n mi dear finally one yr already...as of 30th MAY 2008!how awesome is that..knew him since March 2007, more than a yr le...bout 1 yr n 2 mths...he's one guy u don wanna mess with...he's like a TIGER, but a cat inside...yeaps...tho he does makes mi angry,sad, disappointed at times..but we hav mani happy memories...like sentosa?couple talk?hee...that's PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTAL...wuahaha...

so wanna curl mi hair so badly...tink it'll cost quite a bomb?like mabbe bout $100 or smth?dono where go perm oso..doubt mom will allow?i guess i'll look even more mature?hee...*cheeze*...love e new me...MATURED and PRETTY me...dun vomit u guys out there..tho i noe u GALS are definitely oh so jealous of me..for catching such a BIG fish like mi dear...and what a HANDSOME one too righty?and skinny too..like a lamp post?wuahaha...haahaa...aniwae what can i say..we're both slim?hee...slim couple award..wuahaha....MR AND MRS SLIM AWARD GOES TO.....*drum roll*...JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE AND PARIS HILTON!...hahaa...

niwae just felt happy that i'm able to have tis opportunity to rise up..like serving as a stage usher..yeap..hopefully can get this kinda opportunities as much as possible?yeap...kinda happy..now making b'dae cards...guess cuz im a creative person?woopee...niwae...what's e harm?just need to sacrifice time, that's all ritey?haahaa...

okie..that's it for mi peeps..dun miss mi alrighty..tho i betcha u most definitely will..will catch u guys next time...see ya..*muacks*..

7 Mistakes to avoid

2008-05-06T22:10:00.005+08:00

Adopting a professional attitude at work will earn you the respect of your boss and your peers

When you step into your office, you are supposed to leave everything else behind and put on a professional face.

Here are seven things that you need to avoid at the work-place. These will not only help you make a good impression, but will assist you in advancing your career.

1. Extended breaks
One of the most annoying things for other employees of for managers and supervisors is employees taking extending breaks.

So what if you have a smoking habit and you need to take a break to indulge in it?what about those who do not smoke?they will not appreciate it if you take long breaks to smoke.

Also avoid taking extended lunch breaks. More often than not, people use their lunch hour to do personal work;but if you cannot finish a task within this hour, do it on your own time. Never extend your breaks.

2. Tardiness
Being late for work once in a while may be excused. But what is not tolerated is coming in late every day and leaving early. This is unfair to those people who come on time and leave on time. Do not misuse work hours unless you have a genuine reason for doing so and one tha tcan be excused.

3. Loud behaviour
People around you are trying to work. They do not need disturbances like loud talking or completely irrelevant discussions.

You are not only affecting their ability to work, you're not showing them respect.

4. Being untidy
You need to keep your work station clean and also the other areas such as the cafeteria and conference rooms.

Would you like it if someone left used tissue or scraps of food on the table in the cafeteria you usually sit at?Extend the same courtesy to other people and clean up after yourself.

5.Personal issues
Every has family and commitments, but when you come to work, you need to leave those behind.
There are going to be times when an emergency arise,s but those can be dealt with. If you have children or friends who need to contact you at work, try to keep this to a minimum.

Don't keep taking personal calls at work-it will look like you are not paying attention to your job.

6. Speaking your mind
You have heard the saying "think before you speak". You will have to bear the consequences ofthe things you say. So think before you speak at all times.

7. Do not be emotional
Do not express anger too vividly. This is true for the younger employees who may not have an ego issue. Do Not let your emotions affect your career moves.

Article by Tony Jacowski, a quality analyst for The MBA Journal, Article Source: & office behaviours to avoid for career advancement

Article extracted from Classified C20, May 5th 2008.

2008-05-05T10:10:00.001+08:00

SENTOSA~!

2008-05-02T00:06:00.002+08:00

hye there peeps...as yest was a public holiday..mi n mi dear went to sentosa..it was pretty crowded, w pple holding cameras, camera fones, vid cameras or wudever...and loads of blagadashes...seriously..can't understand...and they dun understand english?or smth?but i guess it was a well day spent...went to sentosa luge..twice...it was fun...and e skyride...pretty hot tho...den went to dolphin lagoon..luckily managed to catch e show....cuz we were buying drinks at coffee bean ...den saw e pamphlet..den hurried down..so crowded...so cute...haha...den went underwater world...touched a marine animals...string rays...i was touching one, when suddenly e fin went up, den shocked mi, so i immediately pulled up mi hand...yeh...den went siloso beach...but got so mani china pple...break e atmosphere...haizx...

niwae...today is back to work..so tiring...sianss....shld b sleeping now..guess yest was too exciting..therefore i couldn't sleep?wuahaha...well..that's all for now...see ya~!

hYe~!

2008-04-28T09:35:00.003+08:00

hi peeps..sry 4 not blogging...been pretty busy..yeap..w work n stuff..yea...and im like kinda sick..cough n flu..sian...haiz...got a bit of sore eyes oso...double sian..like wat da heck...dono if can go sentosa on thursay anot, to celebrate anniversary..w dear...11th mths...i guess im recovering?sorta..haha...but just dat got flu...n blocked nose?hee...haha...niwae...just wanna tell u guys that im offically a permanent staff in mi company..got confirmed todae...$100 pay increment..means mi gross salary is $1500?haahaa...i guess mi manager likes mi alot?and tina quit oso...haahaa...like i din noe...well, at least wendy told mi...dat's good enuff...haahaa..tina doesn't do much work either..always slacking ard n stuff?

so glad dat tmrw is mi 11th mth anniversary...heehee...yeh..going to sentosa...hope we hav a fun day..haha...juz scared that i'll b sick..diao...but i tink im better already bah...hee...niwae...pls pray for mi okie?

happy 11th mth anniversary deary...love u loads...hope u love ur present...can't wait for mi 1 yr anniversary..wuahaha....so hot e weather..it's crazy...niwae..gotta go already..see u soon...ciao~!

hYe~!

2008-04-09T23:02:00.002+08:00

hi there peeps...it's so scary how suddenly pple can live w/o rice...juz coz e prices re rising...like what the heck...den how come pple still eat at fast food and restaurant, who doesn't always provide menus with rice or noodles at least?like what the heck...and wassup w mariah?juz coz her song "touch my body" is #1, and she's a DIVA?so?muz she demand so many RIDICULOUS requests?like u hav to use a $100,000 ANTIQUE table for her autograph?and her dog has a PRIVATE JET?and a private gym?and bringing so mani pairs of shoes for a HOLIDAY?who is she?and she onli has 2 feet rite?not like a 100?muz she change shoes everywhere she goes?betcha she wears heels in her house, in her garden, toilet, kitchen, swimming..even running...heck...she even went to a hotel at 2am?dono 4 vat..then she demanded that she won't stay at the hotel until there's a red carpet wif candlelights, while she was being driven around in her limo till it was ready..she tink she who?prime minister of USA?or what?e messiah?OMG!juz coz she has BIG boobs doesn't make a difference...seriously...

niwae im seriously gonna jump into bed...coz seriously mi menses is killing me...n gonna sleep till morning...hope dat i can wake up...all freddie's fault...but at least i finished like most of his work...left e chart..dono how to do only...give him the thumb drive in e morn...hope he's pleased w e results..all thanks to dear...hee...gonna sleep...byee~!LOVE YOU DEAR~!

hYe..

2008-04-07T23:23:00.002+08:00

hi there...work is fine, learning more new tings along da way and stuff...and like im pretty senior over there?i mean compared to the new PA for wendy after tina left on monday..and he like din come for 2 days?like what the?and less den a week?omg...dono what is going on in his head..and he's middle aged too..like wth...haha...niwae...i don care...not mi problem anyway...

so hungry..sian...hee...dono what da heck happened to mi house fone..mabbe shld get a new one?but dono wich 1 shld get leh...haizx..no monie already..sian sian...anyway...mi probation is until 28th April...left 21 more days..haahaa...niwae..wish mi e best of luck alrighty?see yoo soon...

hEeHeE~!

2008-04-01T21:26:00.002+08:00

hye there peeps..sorry for not blogging...anyway HAPPY APRIL FOOLS' DAY...how many of you guys out there got pranked?for mi, i din get pranked @ alll..juz an ordinary day...niwae..tina and murphy left yest...din noe that wendy n freddie ordered curry...den i go order xiao wan mian..n din cancel mi order...so din get to share e curry w 'em lar..sad hoh...hee...niwae...had a late lunch on monday..like 1.30pm?luckily managed to scan e submissions while waiting 4 'em...

gotten mi pay already...gonna spend it wisely..not gonna buy on impulse anymore...hope to have $2000 in mi bank e nx time i get mi salary on e 30th April...yea...shall be motivated towards this goal..heehee...what pst tan preached on sat..really makes sense..but i guess mi parents won't understand e way i do?haizx...need to plan 4 mi future already..yea..no matter what...like for wedding, car, house and stuff?hee...went to dear's cell grp last sun...pretty fun lar..took pics w his cell members n stuff..they so krappy okie?unlike mine...sigh..niwae..e situation hasn't improved much...and i guess...that's e way it's gonna b?no matter how hard i try or make da effort..dono what's gonna happen...even sms-ed mi leader when is e nx bs class on sunday night and no reply...haizx..really wanna rise up in usher..wich means lesser fellowship time..if they can't understand, then what can i sae?BYE BYE!haha...

niwae..i got a bear from e build-a-bear workshop..her name is paris...born on 30th March 2008..wich is oso our anniversary date...yeah..hee..can't wait for her 1st b'dae...haha...haahaa..gonna b fun..gonna get her a nice outfit for that special day..yeap...hee...i hope she looks nice...niwae...will blog soon okie...see ya soon...ciao...

dIsNeY oN iCe~!

2008-03-13T09:39:00.002+08:00

hye there peeps..really sorry for not blogging..din hv e time to blog due to e time constraint..and was watching bleach...onli episode 85..so sad..still got dono how mani more to go..sian...like 70 more?argh!!!!!!!!but it's getting more interesting w each episode..until like can't stop halfway while and don't watch already...e fighting is awesome, and e characters r simply AMAZING..especially ICHIGO!so kawaii..hee...and rukia?yeah...they're awesome i tell yoo..loving it as each episode goes by...yeh..hee...

niwae this job is pretty great i guess...e pple re really nice too..helpful and stuff...and e surroundings are pretty cool, tho not like dear's office so nice view..haizx...but got direct bus home...30 mins?but if got traffic jam, den dat's da best lar..these few days keep raining..shoes n clothes wet..luckily office got umbrella...den mi two umbrellas ar...SPOILT la...what da hell...and got no extra ma..on da way home..den e wire supporting e umbrella hoh..keep coming down..and i have to keep on pushing it up, so irritating...until like i rather walk in da rain w/o one..argh...borrowed mom's umbrella for today..if it rains...but it is sunny, so im doubting it....but u never noe, it might rain the next hour or so?haizx...sian...hope it doesn't rain on sunday...coz mabbe going botantical gardens or sentosa..hee...dono how to go botantical gardens..argh...damn it...

niwae..went shopping e other day at far east..spent like $70?bought a bag, an eering, and minnie mouse cosmetic and hp pouch..hee...gonna go back to the disney shop and see whether got minnie mouse bag..hee hee...niwae...im like so into MINNIE!!!!!!!she's so kawaii and she's married..like mii..wuahaha...yeh..totally in love w dat babe...wuahaha...niwae...wanna watch step up 2 da streets..mann..dat's awesome okie...mi left eye keep twitching..argh..dono what's wrong...darn it...so frustrating...niwae..dat's it for mi ferr now..will blog soon..see ya peeps soon be4 u noe it!hee~!

yOz

2008-03-03T14:59:00.002+08:00

hye there peeps...sorry for not blogging for bout 1 week...been bzy mugging for e stoopid advertising exam dat finished on saturday...hai...guess it's over..party time...went to far east on saturday...shopped ard...saw two guitar bags that were kinda hip, and cool...one was $28, e other was $50...hai...tot of buying e $50..but guess hv to wait till i get mi nx pay..hee...but rite now mi bank acc has 4 digits..hee...instead of e usual 3 digits..it's private n confidential..wuahaha...joking lar...niwae...lemme introduce u anime fans out there a webby...it's called www.lynriestoys.com..it sells anime stuff at affordable prices...u can msn lyn @anime_toys07@hotmail.com...yeh...meet up either at woodlands or bugis...yeap...im a regular customer,bought 3 items frm her so far..and im pretty impressed, i must say...hee...misa's keychain. death note hp strap and L plush...dear bought e L plush toy 4 mi as mi 9th anni present...din even noe bout it..so cheeky rite...it's so kawaii okie...haha...gonna buy e guitar bag i guess...wen i get mi pay..huahaha...yeap..haha...niwae back to work..ciao!

hi~!

2008-02-26T23:28:00.002+08:00

hi there...wassup..sorry for not blogging...been bz w work and stuff...so bzy n stuff...too tired to blog...now studying for exam...on sat morn...10am to 1pm...hopefully can pass...yep...watched L:change the world on sun..pretty awesome..haha...love L so much..totally crazy bout him..like seriously...omg...yea...mi job is pretty fun sometimes...fellowshipping w colleagues and stuff...uh huh..yeap...sometimes a bit bz oso..rush to 30th floor and stuff..sometimes do wrongly or whatever...hee...

they're pretty fun pple..my branch's financial advisers or FAR...pretty cool pple..wud prolly buy insurance or invest one day..when im financially stable i guess..*shrugs*...todae was hell..whole morn all e managers on 10th floor nt in..like sian...need managers to sign for iFast(investment) and MYS & MYS Plus(insurance)so like went 6th floor and asked 'em to sign..uh huh....saw tim a few times...yeap...his own manager oso not in...got meeting according 2 him..lyke sian...den finally madeline was in during e afternoon, so at least nt dat bad?but got two of her submissions, so i juz left it in e tray?yeap..hee...then like sorta slacking along e way...ya lo...left office bout 5.50pm..den decided to meet dear..so took 10 to suntec...reached bout 6.30pm?dono...then went 2 da anime shop...saw e L plush..so ex...$25.90...saw online yahoo auction onli $13.90,but it closed le...e closing date was yest..sho sad...nvm la...at least i saved e monie..can use for other useful stuff...like PSP or smth..wuahaha...hee...or wedding dinner?*daydreaming*...niwae..mi exam is on sat morn and i haven't even studied half?like omg...niwae..no panic...at least i started...yea...gtg already..so sleepy...see u soon peeps...

:)

2008-02-06T23:15:00.001+08:00

hye dere...blogging since im free...working for e past 2 weeks, been hectic..scolding from manager n stuff..hee...cuz new...den like a lot of tings to do...but at least i learn things fast...kinda tired n stuff...yeh..work n church..mann..so hectic...sometimes not enuff sleep oso..sian...niwae...hope i can get mi contract soon..almost one month overdue le..haizx...need mi salary soon...so i can buy stuff..wuahaha...mom oso don allow mi to buy stuff..like clothes?bags?say i got enuff le,dun need buy..den she oso bought a new GUESS bag?like $100?like wat da hell..e bag dat i wan..wich is paris hilton de...onli $24...n e hoodie dat i saw at black haven..tog w rayne n e other guard..haizx...y liddat?like mi own monie oso she wanna control..it's so argh!nvm...movin on to good tings..finally got a job..dat has a good working environment n pleasant pple?tho i juz joined, but they really taught mi mani new tings n stuff...yeap...im gg 2 bed now...will blog soon...

:)

2008-01-31T12:56:00.000+08:00

hye peeps..wassup...sorry 4 not blogging...been bzy la..working for these past few days..n too tired 2 blog...argh..working life sucks!but niwae i can get cash...hee...like bout $1400?mayb lesser den dat?hee...yep..woohoo...been pretty hectic these few days..rushing submissions and stuff...yeap..luckily managed to finish..cuz last 2 days onli one manager was in..i mean monday and tuesday..coz the other 2 went 4 retreat..was back yest..yeap..dats y had to rush..and they had meeting oso...at 6th floor..went down thrice?hee...two to ask wendy to sign submission, e other one was to pass her e fax dat she asked mi to?hee...niwae..it was fun...seriously...wuahaha...takin lifts up n down?hai...but a bit tiring?haizx..e environment is nt bad too btw...e pple re darn nice oso..haha...and so near mi house oso..wuahaha...mi dream job i suppose?but sometimes e office is pretty cold?like seriously mann...hee...den sometimes hot, hai...weird rite?e managers re pretty nice too..woo...decorating office w cny decorations...so bored in office..no documents oso...hai...niwae...

yest i watched e mist..at plaza sing...had not enough time to eat...so ate aft dat lor..den dear so moody,spoil e mood n atmosphere oso...coz yest is our 8th month anniversary..ya lor..den a bit moody n sian..haizx..wuahaha..btw..don watch e mist..totally waste of monie..shan't spoil e show, but if u're not a devout christian, don watch it..it totally turned mi off as a christian..like half of e movie was non-stop preaching?hai..luckily im strong in mi faith, or else?like what they did in e movie was so NOT in da bible?like ermm, killing one of their pple, and blaming him juz coz all his other fwens hung 'emself in e back room, and sacrified him 2 e "monster" in da mist...n seriously, when i was watching it, i so badly wanted 2 walk out n juz go shopping..wasted mi monie?like seriously..but e ending SUCKED..like i am legend?but e camera man did a great job..not so shaky and yea,it did build suspense n stuff liddat?i guess it was good in a way?whatever..diao...den went to eat mcd..super yummy..but e curly fries?sucked...a bit too bland?yea..hee...niwae..back to work..c u peeps soon...byee~!

:)

2008-01-28T22:51:00.000+08:00

hye there...sorry 4 not blogging...been pretty bzy?on friday went to adam's 18th b'dae..justin's cell member..from S33..it was fun...but was late lar..went central to collect mi heels..hee...den met sp, xue ting and samuel at outram mrt stn...kool...reached dere ard 8pm...den dear needed to draw monie from POSB...den e queue so long..so chatted w kenneth bout his job and stuff...den had cell group lar...short one...tog w ming yao's and marlyn's cell...yeah..a bit big lar, da cell..but fun lar...den aft dat had dinner...kinda fun lar...den sang happy birthday...den went off...took cab home...bout $20..den showered and slept..hee...

den on sat went 4 cell..hee...aft dat went home, and ate dinner..den played mahjong...kinda fun tho..tho im still a newbie?hee...won a game?den used com n stuff...yeah...slept pretty late..haha..went to church on sunday...e svc was great..even tho i had menses..sucks a lot...had dat irritating feeling..haizx....and feeling tired and everyting else...hai...but i had a great day tho..ate ice-cream too..hee...and stuff...started work on monday at IPP..yea..hee..kinda fun..hee...working in e financial sector and stuff..yea..hee...e pple dere re really nice?yeaps..second day of work..kinda hectic, and loads of stuff to do..lyke filing and stuff...but overall, it ain't half bad..juz hv to walk ard a lot?yeap..but good ex?hee...niwae..kinda slack ard here...e environment is pretty good i suppose..2 more hrs 2 go..hee...niwae...gonna go and do mi stuff already..see u peeps soon okie?ciao~!

hEeLs...

2008-01-24T00:16:00.000+08:00

hye there...i have a fetish for heels now..so in love w 'em?last time i don even tink twice bout wearing heels?now?i love heels, even tho they're painful..argh...influenced by sandy?justin's cell member...she's like e heels queen?hee...but i guess i feel mature wearing heels?hee...yeh...guess dear loves e new me?haha...mi too..obsessed w heels?wuahaha...keep quarrelin w dear these past few days...dono y oso...guess coz im stressed and he makes mi angry oso?tired oso bah...but im glad we settled our differences?hee...but i guess it onli made mi love him more?hee...no matter whatever i say..sorry okie dear...his cell leader wanna see us, to try and settle e probs btw us?hee...niwae...juz feel happi w him...tho he's always late, and rude, and scold mi, shout at me...and stuff..but WHO CARES?i don't aniwae..juz that not too often okie?hee...went shopping @ central yest...and saw e purrfect set of heels..here they are...
super nice colour combi...kinda high tho..but e material is like cushiony, soft, and nice?and these re two of mi fav colours?and it's limited edit?woohoo...actually i asked 4 38, but dun hv, so tried 39..too loose...so i tried e size on another colour..black clr...juz nice..so she put padding infront and behind...yea..like mi mondo white heels..tat one killer..super pain!argh!dono y oso..hee...niwae...dear is buyin that 4 me..but i wil pay him back aft i get mi first pay..heee..THANKS DEAR!*MUACKS*..hee...LOVE YOU!see u dear on fri..ciao~!don miss mi peeps..will blog soon..NOT!

sHoEs FrEnZy~!

2008-01-17T22:42:00.000+08:00

hye there peeps...sorry ferr not blogging...been running around singapore for e past 1 month and e new yr too..like kallang, china town, novena, tuas, raffles place, tanjong pagar, boon keng n eunos?like mann...becoming a pro at taking buses,trains and looking @ street directory...but somtimes it's so out of e way or smth?like on tuesday, took cab to e place...wasted 4 bucks?mann..it was like opp side of where i was?hate cabs...den went for e hair appt at toni n guy...had a family outbreak on monday nite..coz mom sms-ed dear, and asked him to tell mi not to go and all dose?like mann...and said i shouldn't do curls, and cannot use chemicals?like means i can't do curls at all?and dad sms-ed me...sadd lah...like hai..so sadd..cry...went in da end..sat until mi butt pain...like from 2.30pm to 5.15pm?yeah...den it was raining, received dear's sms dat he leaving his office early...reached dere ard 5.45pm?sumwhere dere?hee...went to Times and read cleo..hee..den went down to meet dear..shopped ard...tried on shoes and stuff..im mad bout shoes?need 'em so much?so little heels..one white, black, blue n red?two sneakers, and one flats?6 shoes onli..wan a pink heel..and maybe black heels?yeh...saw e purrfect pair of pink heels at dorothy perkins..it was like super nice?$53...but it was nice...same like sandy's one..but pink?super HOTT!..even dear said it was nice...saw a few kool stuff...yeh...hee...den went home...hee...

on wednesday..had interview in da afternoon...adam khoo...it seems pretty promising..and e location is good oso...den met dear 4 lunch aft dat...yeh..at lau pa sat...super hot lar...i don mind adam khoo..but need work weekends...like one weekend...but it's like 2 days off..one weekday and weekend?like super kool?den went home aft dat..and watched bleach?hee...im crazy bout that?hee...went to Great World City?shopped ard...tried on heels at ZARA and dorothy perkins...ZARA heels re like sooper pain..but they re oso kinda nice..and e price too..like below $100...yep..at least dorothy perkins not dat bad ba...feel e urge to go get dat pair...like it's e purrfect one?hai...but no monie..sian...haizx...scared l8er no stock?praying hard..hee....den went home aft dat...took shuttle bus to Tang plaza, den took 143 home..hee...den chatted w dear and went 2 bed..at like 3am?hee...

today slacked in da morning..watched bleach?den went gym @ 3pm?yea...came up at 5pm?hee...den showered and watched telly?yeh...den watched some more bleach on laptop..hee...den today went to shaw towers..woke up late...but reached dere like 9.30am?like 30 mins be4 mi interview...den went to suntec to jalan jalan...coz waiting to have lunch w dear..hee...so cutie...reached dere @ 11.50pm?den waited 4 dear...den had lunch w dear...hee...laksa..so yummy...den went to bed...

had cell yest...was pretty good..talked about self esteem..suffering from that a lot..hee...but i guess im better den in dose sec skul days?hee...yeh...yeh...glad..hee...happi...den mom kept calling and calling..she called like 7 times aft cell?like wth?mann..left at 10.30pm, and most of 'em tot it was early?mann...wat a child ritey?reached home at 11pm plus...

had quarrels w dear on thursdae...over silly stuff...cuz he fell asleep aft showering..den his hp nvr answer..tot wat happened...den aft dat angry mah..den he tried to explain, but i wouldn't listen..coz sian...den aft dat patched up lor...den secondly over nonsense stuff...den patched up...den yest oso fight..but patched up...hai..sian rite?sometimes really wonder what is dear tinking when he said e two forbidden words?seriously...okie..dat's it 4 me...c u guys soon alrighty?

hApPy NeW yR~!

2008-01-02T17:55:00.001+08:00

hye there peeps...MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR~!hope u guys had a great celebrations and painted da town red..well..i guess im a lucky gal i suppose...spent it w mi dear...that is e world 2 mi..if i ever lost him, i rather kill miself...coz he means e world to him...he means too much to me already...but sorry dat i made him angry on dec 31st...cause i was supposed to leave bout 10pm plus..but left at 11pm...leonard gaf mi n kenneth a lift...yeh..hee...happy dat i spent e last day of 2007 w mi cell..it was great...fellowshipped and mingled w e new members and e old members too..hee..missed 'em so much..couldn't fellowship w 'em last time due to ushering and stuff...yeah...din stay for e countdown tog w 'em coz was gonna count down w dear...hee...yeh...glad dat he din go home..if not i'll seriously cry?yeah...

it was great...din get 2 see e fireworks..coz too far away..sad...all i can say is 2007 was great..din expect dat i would get attached, and change cell group...even tho im still new in e cell group..love 'em alot..even tho im like super bzy?and stuff...new to tis dating game too...never thought i could find true love in 2007...yep...tho we might quarrel..but wich couple doesn't quarrel mann???like yarh?niwae...got a shot at radio..but blew it..so what?at least i learnt stuff bout radio dat i nvr knew?hee...yep...i could go on and on...but i guess God has really blessed my life and given mi someone dat i can depend, cling on and be loved by...and if the Devil should ever snatch him away..i would seriously giv him 2 tight slaps on his fugly face...so BACK OFF DEVIL!i love you dear!!!!!

hYe...

2007-12-27T23:23:00.000+08:00

hi there peeps..sorry for not blogging..been pretty bzy buskin in the festive season and stuff...and busy servin in usher and all dose krapp?hee...and like spending time w dear?hee...niwae...it's fun...goin for job interviews..and no calls?haizx....y?i really need a job rite now?like seriously?argh...so mani tings to buy and so lil time..hee...wuahaha..dear is so farnee..hee~!stoopid mp3 spoil...argh!!!!!!!!!what da hell????why?i dropped it, and it hung...wat a bad timin rite?hai...

christmas was great...spent it mostly w dear's cell members..finally got to meet 'em?they're pretty fun pple?hee...n pretty nice?pretty oso..yep...but im oso pretty what..hee...niwae...really sad dat i din get to c mi cell members due to mi ushering and stuff?yep...hai..really makes mi sad lar...spent most of e time either w ushers or dear's cell..hee...

:)

2007-12-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

hye there...been pretty bzy these past days..was sick since monday...recovered yest...yeh..like got headache, and feeling tired...but managed to hav enuff sleep...juz slacking @ home?hee...now attending a radio course...at mediacorp?andrew road...can get to see celebrities...yeap....like on thursdae saw shan wee in e studio....w rosalind...but they din see us..so sad...hopefully can get to get their autograph like in e course of e 5 days...can get to go into e studio on tuesdae.a tour..hee...got other radio stations like 95fm, 93.3fm..awesome..hee...pretty kool...saw pretty cool disc jockies..like shan wee, rosalind and stuff...yest saw utt...as in friday...got his autograph..awesome..learnt pretty cool stuff like hee...niwae..shall learn more stuff on monday, tuesday,wednesday...niwae..hope 2 c u guys soon...ciao guys~!

sElLiN sTuFf`!

2007-12-10T23:23:00.000+08:00

as the new year is approaching, and chinese new year too..it's not good to keep old stuff and bring them into the new year rite..so right now i wanna clear my old stuff, and stuff dat i hardly use..postage and delivery will only be provided in Singapore only and prices are negotiable as long as it is realistic...here goes...for now i only have books that i wanna sell...

1. Chinese Cinderella-Adeline Yen mah
(e secret story of an unwanted daughter)
2. How to get better grades and have more fun-by Steve Douglass...
3. The dance-christopher pike
4. Mostly harmless-douglas adams...
5. Love struck-Melanie la'brooy
6. The Little Prince-Antonine de Saint Exupery
7. The Ultimate Halloween- Marvin Kaye
8. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban-J.K. Rowling
9. The Jane Austen Book Club-Karen Joy Fowler
10. The Cuckoo's egg- Cliff Stoll
11.Cat street number 2 and 3 (they're comics btw)

anything can juz holler mi either on msn or call mi on mi cell..thank you..ciao~!

hYe~!

2007-12-06T13:32:00.000+08:00

yo...hye peeps...sorry for not blogging...been too free lately, but din hv time to update...been reading comics and stuff...was sick on sunday..prolly due to e food dat i ate on sat night..e seafood and all dose krap...hai...halfway durin svc went back home..slept until 7pm..den dear came over to acc me...yeap...den yest went out w cousins..went to IMM for lunch, den came home and continued watched final destination 1...pretty kool lar..but e way dose peeps died, pretty unrealistic?haha...den aft dat played badminton...charlene n bryan is pretty good...it was raining e whole day...hate rainy days, tho it's pretty good to sleep in...yea...played bowling...like mi score was 75?not dat good..dad kept instructing mi on how to throw e ball and blar...irritating....ate dinner w 'em too..den returned e comics and borrowed e nx 4...haha...in love w bleach...hai...tho it's a bit bloody and violent..and more suitable 4 guys..but heck..who cares rite...haha...watchin e anime online at crunchyroll..e graphics re pretty good and nice...

niwae..been slacking at home these past few days..went for job interview on tuesday...hope i get e job..it's at paragon?tho a bit far, but it's in town?hahaha.....den went to recruit express at taka...walked to tower B, den tower A..reached home ard 4.30pm..den went swimming at 6.30pm..so tired...den used com and went 2 bed..can't wait for christmas...and chinese new year..hee......niwae..back to watching mi bleach..see u peeps soon..bye!

pIcS!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-28T22:56:00.001+08:00

funny but candid shot..nice,like it alot..
kewl pic huh..a bit stylo...
group 3 section 2...consisting of belinda, arielle, me, sherman, yong ching and samuel at e bottom...
take 2...same group members...but now w chris in pink..hee...

arielle, mi and samuel...team a members...hee...

hYe~!

2007-11-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

hi there peeps...been pretty bzy...like doing project, slacking at home, watching telly, going out...yep..on sat celebrated lil bro's b'dae...went for prayer meeting on friday...from 7pm to 9pm...cuz actually it's supposed to b overnight prayer meeting at 10.30pm to 5am..but they brought it forward, i guess coz of e students mah..and got parental objection mar...so i left at 9pm..ard dere bah...cus pst zhuang was still continuing..niwae i miss e old church....yepp..was late ferr dinner..reached ard 6.30pm?okie...den aft dat went off...onli cindy n pb were dere..yeh...prayer meeting was good...left at 9pm..reached home ard 10pm plus??some where dere..den showered and chatted w dear..yep..

on sat woke up at 10.30am, and saw pop 20..still deciding which timing of movie to watch..fred claus and e venue..cos it was mi bro's b'dae..and he makes all e decisions 4 e day..hee...yep..so we finally saw e 3.45pm show...left at 2pm...e queue was super long?like seriously?niwae..e seating was pretty bad...4th row from e front, corner seat and stuff sum-ore?but it was pretty heart-warming and touching lar..e effects were juz awesome?like seriously...aft dat went to white dog cafe..e food dere was good ba...juz that we changed place once, and changed seat w bro, cuz e sun was shining?and directly on mi face?bad 4 mi skin? like yea...then went to san book shop, but onli got e first book of e death note...so din rent lo..besides ivan lent mi e books like yest...love e packaging..hee...yep...left expo at 2pm?dear reached earlier den mi?like ard 2.30pm?sumwhere dere...reached there ard 3pm i tink...den bought mac and went home...played PS3 and stuff...slept earli coz was darn tired...tried to spend time w mi usher peeps...took pics, and fellowshipped w 'em...yep...will miss 'em alot when im servin at jurong west...

gonna b goin for an interview at SPH news centre tmrw...it's at 1000 toa payoh north...near braddell mrt...yeh..hav to wake up like 8.30am liddat?sumwhere dere...taking bus dere...mom fetching mi to mdis bus-stop...e interview is at 10.30am...den aft dat gonna b darn tired?at night gg to dear's house...yeh...coz parents and bro not at home...so go his house lor...hopefully i can get e job @ SPH...it's flexi hours...weekdays 12pm to 6pm, sat 9am to 1pm...can onli start on e 15th dec..yep..really wan tis job alot...cos it's sorta related to mii course?and stuff liddat?hee...niwae...will blog soon alrighty?see u peeps soon...

hYe~!

2007-11-20T16:48:00.000+08:00

hye there..sorry for not blogging..been kinda bzy..and din check mi blog..coz lazy or whatever...yep..din tink anyone will tag or wudever...niwae..can't wait for christmas..yep...hee...and spending time w dear and fam...tis wk im fully packed from sat onwards until dec 16th...i mean e weekends?b'daes aft b'daes aft b'daes den gathering...hai...nov 24th-bro's 14th birthday, dec 1st-mom's b'dae, dec 8th-wine hut gathering, dec 16th-dear's sis husband's sis's wedding...hai..so mani stuff..den dec 24th-fam dinner w dear...hee..love mi new blog skin...yep..even tho it's a bit complicated to navigate and stuff..yep...been sick since thursdae..but im better already...juz got cough, flu and sore throat...hee...hope can recover by nx wk?hee...pray lo...now i got PS3..pretty awesome..i prefer PSP?hee..wuahaha...yep...can't wait ferr mi dear to be free...wuahaha...niwae..dat's it 4 mi..ciao~!

yOz...

2007-11-05T18:37:00.000+08:00

hi there...wassup peeps..sorry ferr not blogging...met mi dear yest..went to his house...sat kinda hectic???like aft cell, den took one of mi cell's member car..we followed hui mien's car...but lost her along e way..dropped kenneth off @ yio chu kang mrt...den aft dat went to angela's house...a few of them were already dere...so juz waited lo..and went to find her cat..he ran out, so tryin to catch him back, but to no avail...yeh...aft dat went to see angela and angeline's room..both kinda ncie...and spacey?unlike mine?their bed oso bigger den mine...some-more can sing karaoke...so old lo...left e place at 8.30pm plus...aft cuttin e cake..left w cindy, nicole and bee ling...cos they gg to another cell leader's b'dae party @ serangoon..dey dropped mi off at amk...so took to dhoby ghaut, den changed to north east line, and den took bus from e terminal...but no batt...so switched it off..chatted w dear until dhoby ghaut...he left his hp at home..was tryin to contact him e whole day...his bro said he took it along w him...so i guess mayb it was on silent mode and stuff?

den aft dat showered, chatted w dear and went to bed...woke up at 8.30am...den went to church...svc was great la...cos of e arise and build weekend, and pastor kong was really farnee on dat day...all e halloween stuff?like spooking us?yea..den aft dat took leonard's car to esplanade...cos he, sharon, and a few of their friends were watching chitty chitty bang bang...and since i was meetin dear at suntec..he gaf mi a lift...in e end waited 4 dear ferr lyke 30 mins?or sum-where dere?hung out at HMV, watching transformers...aft dat went to withdraw monie, and ate kfc...den went to mini toons to buy e photo frame...and den went to his house...hung out until 9pm plus..cos mom fetching mi from bukit batok mrt stn?waited 4 mi in da end..cos was packin stuff..and changin plastic bag...yeap...reached home ard 10pm?sumwhere dere?den did a bit of e project, accompanied dear to finish his stuff..den went 2 bed...

woke up several times..like 2 times?one at 6.30am, go toilet, den at 8am cos of dear's sms?and den at 9am..did project..den went to holland village to eat lunch..called dear...den went to do project...called dear aft work...he was pretty tired and kept cutting off..so irritating...den he told mi dat need to go ikea to get e vochur on thursdae...so i said okie lor...den said he won't be staying over..cos a lot of stuff to bring..so sadd...really wanna spend more time w dear..but he's so busy...and i can't do anything?i feel like a bad gf, helpless and can't stop missing him..heart aching even more each day...guess crying is mi onli release?will be better w him around...but most of the time, im alone...and God...onli He can comfort mi...and provide a way out...hope it comes soon...and get mi dear back..don wanna see him so stressed, no time to eat, sleep and breathe...feel so sad 4 him...reallli lookin forward 2 e day dat he stays over...hee...niwae...see u guys soon..bye!

hYe~!

2007-10-29T11:31:00.000+08:00

hye there peeps...sorry ferr not updating...been kinda bzy w projects and stuff...tmrw is mi 5th month anniversary w dear..was supposed to go vivocity and eat ben and jerrys..but something happened yest...i was walking down e stairs in mi church..aft e usher meeting...den jumped down cos i tot no more steps..but missed one..and i was like in pain...and samuel asked mi whether i was okay..i couldn't answer him..cos it was too pain already...din called dear and told him lor....managed to reach back home in one piece...but a bit painful..was like hobbling...din a mistake by runnin aft e bus..hai...den aft dat went to shower, and ask mom to take a look..she helped mi to bandage it..so at least won't b dat pain...aft dat slept for a while..and den did project...but it was so painful..stomach oso pain...den dear oso nvr answer mi calls and sms-es...dono wat happened 2 him...so sms-ed him askin him to call when he sees tis sms...he told mi dat he left his fone @ home...forgot 2 bring down...den told him dat would b seein a doc today if still painful...but not dat painful le la...can walk la, but still need to hobble a bit...yep...so din c doc..cos mom sae won't prescribe ani medicine..onli mabbe refer to hospital for an x-ray?as usual?so staying @ home till mi leg recovers?wat a boring week...hai...missin mi dear so badly..niwae..dat's it 4 mi...will write soon..bye!

tRiBuTe To My HuBbY~

2007-10-22T19:41:00.000+08:00

hi there peeps...wassup...feelin so bored coped up @ home doing mi project..onli go out 4 lunch and grocery shopping...other than that, nothin much..and chattin w mi dear...e chosen one...feel so grateful that he's my bf and that im exclusively his...would feel so sad if he cheated on mi..but i noe in mi heart dat he most obviously won't and wouldn't dare..me too..he's such a gem to mi...missin him like crazy for e past few weeks..cos even tho we did meet, i love him more everyday, and i guess nobody would understand..onli he would...feel so safe and loved in his arms..strong and muscular arms...those readers who re still single would prolly envy mi..envy all u wan..becos tis man is mine..and he's set to b hubby..hee...can c it happenin in mi dreams..wuahaha...don laugh at mi?im serious...

feel so grateful to God for sending mi dear to mi...even tho im only 19, and might not be at e right age for a bf?but who cares?i tot 2007 was juz gonna b a normal year, w nothing special..but i guess 2007 really rocked 4 mi..and i guess i'll hv sum1 to share mi new year w mi..feel so warm in mi heart...cos he's everything to mi and i live 4 him..and God too..both of 'em re equally special and mean so much 2 mi...if onli dear was w mi everyday..i would hold him in my arms n never let go..NEVER!hee...

feel sho puzzled over e usher ting...like i mean carrie told mi that if mi cell is shifting over to e jurong west svc...we'll onli hv 1 svc duty and dat's all..i was so shocked..like wat m i supposed 2 do..and mi mom was like tinkin i wanna create trouble?wondering wat to tell carrie when she calls...hai..feel so stressed and still got project 2 complete and blar...hai...left mi charger at dear's house yest..by e time i realised, i was already on e train home..hai..and mi mp3 player no batt..suay...i wanna cry in mi dear's arms...don wanna cry alone..feel so lonely...tears flowin down mi cheeks...*sob*

niwae...back to mi project..sian project...bout lupus..like hai..something close 2 mi heart..yea..i wanna get married 2 mi dear so badly...missing him till mi heart aches...and feel so sad, and heart pain..hai..niwae...see u peeps soon~!

hA~!

2007-10-19T19:55:00.000+08:00

hye there...had grad meeting on wed...at dhoby ghaut..so sian...now startin on it already..but not in e mood..juz wanna slack and hv fun..hee...den yest met dear...at somerset...i was a few mins earlier..hee...miss him so much...wanna hug him day and night...he fetched mi home to ask mi dad whether i could stay over @ his house tmrw..cuz sunday got his nephew full month at khatib..and very far 4 mi..hv to wake up like pretty earli?like seriously..ard 8am plus?luckily dad said yes..so he brought some of e stuff over..like e comics dat i owed him, mi change of clothes, e present and stuff...hee...so excited..can't wait..gonna hv so much fun..can sleep late and watch telly..woopee!that's e greatest feeling ever!bein w mi hubby!haahaa...niwae...back to mi project..sian-ness...will c u soon?bye!

wOaH..

2007-10-15T17:51:00.000+08:00

sorry for nt blogging...finished mi exams last wk and has been slacking ever since..like seriously?hee...watching heroes, msn-ing, sleepin and waking up late, shop and buy stuff?wuahaha....and last bt nt least can spend more time w deariest deary dear...he's sho cute...went out w him on thursdae..watched resident evil at marina square...it was kinda comfy, but e speakers was just beside us, and it wasn't couple seat..but nevertheless..it was ncie lar..but scary?yea...and can cuddle dear..hee...so comfy...i was cold too...den aft at went HMV..and sat at e fountain at suntec...cuz nothing to do?haha...den went 2 take bus...

on fridae went to vivo...bought a dress, a pair of shoes and pink nail polish..mom was like naggin?like help dear to save monie all dose krap?like obviously i got help him save monie wot?aiyo leh...den went home, showered and watched heroes..season 2...yea...kinda kool lar...den watched are we there yet on axn @ 9pm..and ghost whisperer on ch 5 @ 1opm...den chatted w dear...hee...until pretty late?cos sat dun need wake up dat earli..like be4 10am cos of his music lesson?yeap...

den on sat got cell group..it was pretty good lar...learnt a new song...den rushed to svc aft dat..reached e hall like ard 5.10pm?smth liddat..saw chee keong and his fwen, so sat w 'em...den aft svc walked to foyer 2 via e back door...saw a few of dear's cell members, but din c dear...hee...went to find toilet...super packed...den aft dat waited 4 dear at foyer 2,taxi stand..yeap...he din c mi, so i chased aft him...like diao...hee...reached home ard 10pm?bought cleo at cheers, and green tea at 7-11...den showered, ate dinner and den slept?hee...in e same room, but on diff bed lar..aidoh...woke up earlier den dear, and waited 4 him to wake up..he woke up at 10am...so brushed teeth and den left house at noon..left mi pouch @ home, w mi mp3 player, medication, concealer and lip-gloss..hai...dear oso left his watch @ mi house..sho forgetful?hee...had a fun day..even tho snow city was pretty cold...din get gloves...keep goin out to de-frost?hee...den went to IMM, bought mi headfones..same as dear's de...$49...but better i suppose?din ask dear..wuahaha...dear cooked noodles and nuggets 4 mi..so yummy..watched taxi tog w his bro...den went home..reached home at ard 11pm plus?den slept at 2am...hee...niwae...dat's it 4 mii..shall continue watchin mi heroes season 2?ciao~!

hAi`!

2007-10-05T10:57:00.000+08:00

hi dere peeps...decided to blog cos was feelin bored and nothing much to do?niwae...had mi journalism paper on wed..it was pretty alright..went into e class late..cos was revising w rina n shalini..sanam was pretty weird?she moved away when i sat dowN?tuesdae went to dear's house...so long nvr go already...din manage to study mcuh, cos i already studied before hand...jus had to revise and get e facts into mi head...made dear pissed dat day...guess it was mi fault..but i promised dear that i'll change..and i'll make sure dat i'll do that...won't let him down...cos i don wanna break...i wanna b his best..one and only..and i wanna marry him...dat's right...he's e onli guy dat im truely serious bout...and i won't let him go juz becos of mi stupid mistakes...i will definitely regret it...and he loves mi soo much rite?yeh...he oso wanna marry mi mah...guess i hav to mature on mi own..and take responsibility of mi own actions rite?that's wat dear always say...

nx is usher lo...mom wans mi to quit..but i don wanna..cos it's mi calling and i don wanna regret dat decision, juz cos mi mom wans mi to..i hv to mature and make mi own decisions..im 19, not 12 years old...im goanna b an adult soon...goanna start a family already..cannot everything hav to ask from mom or watever correcto?hai..im so in a dilemma..do i please God or please man?so frustrating...argh...i wanna make mi own stand...im not a kid anymore...i have to mature and b like dear...b independent..yea...if not i'll still b a kid in his eyes...niwae...i gotta go already..see u peeps soon~!

news about e stars..

2007-10-02T15:27:00.000+08:00

hye there...was shopping at great world city..and went to mani shops dat sold magazines..so i juz browsed through..wat i read amazed mi man...im totally disconnected from e outside world..firstly...nicole richie is 4 months pregnant w joel maddan's baby rite?but he's back tog w hilary duff, they dated 4 2 years be4 they broke up..and i was pretty sad, cos i loved both of 'em...they're good singers and actors...yea...well, at least im happy 4 now...even tho nicole might b fuming..but i guess rich gurls don always get what they wan...and she's a bimbo..i hope joel makes e right decision...guess nicole haf to take care of e baby herself or abort it?hmm...

secondly paris hilton has a new squeeze..woo...it's none other den alex vaggo..he's from swedish..woo...he's a tourist, and paris bought him around sight seeing and stuff..yeh..they do look good tog?yea...niwae paris always hv good taste...

if you're a heroes fan..u'll b amazed, shocked, freaked out that actress hayden panettiere, who is Claire Bennet in the show, as the undestructable cheerleader...she's together with none other than Milo..e guy who acted as peter who can absorb ani of the heroes's powers once in contact w 'em..hmmm..well..hayden is 18 and milo is 30..but who's complaining?they look great tog..they hv great chemistry on-screen too..i guess they will hv too off-screen...they look so HOTT tog mann...niwae..i'll keep u guys posted on ani more celebs stars?see ya!

2007-10-01T18:21:00.000+08:00

hye there peeps...tis wk was exam week...pretty sian...studying like mad la..then on thursdae gt bad headache and stuff...then was sick until sunday...at least managed to study for JS..and ya..i guess i dono y these past month i keep falling sick and stuff...missed 3 weeks of service...hai..dono y mi body is so weak..hope i don flare and end up in e hospital 4 a week or smth liddat?hee...feelin so damn hungry now...niwae...supposed to go 4 e bbq on fridae...but mom wanted mi to stay home and rest,as i still had headaches and stuff...and need to mug 4 exams oso..basically i was stuck at home..onli go out 4 lunching and buy groceries and ingredients 4 dinner..if mom was cookin la...then on sat went to westmall...bought dear's anniversaries presents....and he loved it..hee...came over yest...so long nvr see him already...hee...

hope dat i can do better tis term...yeap..so hav to study harder and smarter..hee..really need God's strength n wisdom..hee..hopefully i can get well b4 sundae...and go to church...yeap...niwae...im back 2 mugging..wish mi luck guys...and im seriously loving mi new blogskins...dear was so ncie to mi...asked mi how i was and stuff..even bought vitamin C tablets 4 mi...he's a gem 2 mi man...if onli i was his wife..hee...niwae..see u peeps sooon alrighty..and i'll b graduating w mi dip cert tis sat at ritz carlton..hope i look HOTT enuff..will prolly cam-whore w mi classmates, parents and of cos...MI DEAR!he's such a hottie...*winks*..

hEe

2007-09-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

hi dere peeps...sorry 4 not blogging...been pretty bz...got laods of projects to complete and stuff...was glad dat managed to finish 'em on time...last day of school was on 20th sep..was pretty sad..cuz made so mani fwens over e months?some good and some bad...like yeh...but mostly good?met dear on tuedae to wtch hairspray..it was pretty good...seriously..love e songs and stuff..zac looked so hot in dat movie..but his hair seriousy can't make it la..too much wax?dear felt sick on dat day...asked him to go home rest, but he din wan..cuz he wan meet mi..so sian..met him again on thursdae...cuz won tickets to daughtry showcase at st james...yep...cuz actually dear had to meet aik leong mah...to buy clothes i mean...but i told him about it...den he was like a bit hesitant..cuz i told him dat mi mom trusts nobody else except him...if i go w gals, she don't trust 'em...so he went lo..mi dear leh..so good hoh..or shld i sae more den good..great?hee...

on wednesday i was so stupid...sms-ed carol and told her i was gg st james...and kenneth called..i was like wondering wot?actually he was his gf..damnit...and she smsed mi f*** off..so i sms-ed back f off urself...den kenneth called mi...askin mi wen will i stop...den i replied onli if she stops..den aft dat i sms-ed him y not he ask his gf, adn how would he feel if a guy scolds his gf?and he said he has no interest in carryin on tis conversation..den on thursdae she smsed mi dat if she sees mi in MDIS..she'll slap mi..like c'mon..im no longer in unicampus and im graduating soon...and if i see her, i'll slap her..and dat she'll make mi regret it...like watever..sayin make sure she doesn't see mi at st james..put mi on e wanted list...and dat don mess w her bf cuz we'll mess w urs..and shake ur duck tail and quack to ur bf..i din reply...and she said i dono wat he's capable of..wen i showed mi mom dat sms..she was so worried...and all dose krap...wan make police report..walk home muz look over mi shoulder and all dose nonsense...dear fetched mii home...on fridae stayed at home...

sat had fever..stayed home and slept...and sun too..but recovered on sundae la...had headache..saw doc in e morn...din go church...super hungry lah..aiyo...dono y..but can't eat so mcuh..scared vomit and all dose...so wanna get curls...hai...but no monie?sian...wat e hell..niwae..pray for mi exams okie?first paper on 3rd oct...2nd paper on 8th and last paper on 10th oct..den aft dat PARTY!!!!!!!!!!dat sanam forgot 2 brin mi black nail polish..said will return mi during e exams..like as if?it's her responsibility?cause it's mine, not hers..and she likes to use pple's lappy when they bring 2 skul..like it's theirs...at least respect dat la..don use so long la...like on dat day of e presentation..i brought mine to skul..cause they need 2 use...den she ask mi whether can use..so i sae can la...cuz they not yet come..den JL told mi dey met already..actually is yati sms de lah...den aft dat became kinda slow u noe..like seriously..but okae already..yep...hate pple like dat...den she use mi hp a couple of times..cuz hers is using card...so ya lo..den on thursdae she oso use..i wanted 2 sae no..but she juz took..sian... nvm..watching constantine..so cool okie...niwae...goanna end soon...sian..but shia look HOTT in dat movie..so damn fine...but transformers he looked HOTTER..hee..will c u peeps soon alrighty?ciao!

;)

2007-09-17T19:46:00.000+08:00

hi there...on thursdae, we were supposed to hv mornin class...cuz clara sent us e e-mail dat it was from 10am to 12..so i tot need to go..so i woke up at 8am...and left e house ard 9.10am..somewhere ard there...reached dere ard 10.05am liddat...saw wilfred and sanam waiting outside..sitting on e floor...and dere were pple using our class-room..so i was tinkin wait until e lecturer come den see how...but he din come..and e class jenner 3 was kinda noisy..e door was open btw..hee...in e end wilfred went down to e office to enquire...apparently, clara din inform e lecturer @ all?like wth..i woke up so early 4 NOTHING?mi beauty sleep?i tink i slept ard 1am?and my fwens weren't coming?lucky 4 'em..i oso din wanna go..but i go cuz of attendance and meeting dear 4 lunch mah...so ya lor...den in e end had to wait 4 him..AGAIN...haiz~!everytime wait 4 him...sian le...if got pple acc mi..at least okay..if not..i'll b like a wandering sheep 4 1 hr?hee....if onli he would sae thanks..hai...nvm...i guess he appreciates it bah...den went to his sis' house...left house ard 5.45pm?luckily took e bus at 5.58pm?but got jam..reached JE ard 6.30pm?i tink?den at jam at e mrt stn..reached khatib mrt at 7.10pm?i tink so...dear waited 4 mi..wuahaha...

on fridae we had our presentation..rina asked us to b dere at 1.15pm...so i guess, shld leave e hse early...but since gg clementi..so i took e train at 12.45pm..reached e class room at 1.07pm..guess wot..they reached at 2PM...i waited 4 53 mins?like...and i brought mi lappy oso..SUPER HEAVY!yeh..and hav 2 buy file 4 'em oso...since gt pple in e classroom, so i left mi bag in e classroom, and brought paris along..i was like tired...so since waiting 4 'em, i used paris lo..paris is e name of mi lappy btw...hee...but l8er sanam came...and asked whether she could use..so i let her lor...since mi members wasn't here yet...and i was wondering y she din meet her grp members...cuz JL told mi on msn dat they met le..but it was yati who typed..using JL's account..hee...we presented 2nd last..cuz like alot of pple mah..den shalini and rina scared..i was alright actually..i dun mind...guess im pretty confident?hee~niwae..e 'cher liked most of our slides..done by rina n shalini..hee...so farnee..they did e compiling..i juz sent 'em my work..they edited most of it i suppose..wuahaha...thats wat they told mi la..even tho i wrote wat i wanted 2 sae on e cards, but i din use it...mayb glanced at it one time or smth liddat?i dono lar...i guess im more confident...den sms-ed bern to ask him how was it...he said was okay ba...guess i've improved ALOT since dip?hee...den aft dat went home...yah...den like mi com kinda slow...and audition game got error?hee...dono y...

sat stayed home until 3pm?cuz got nothing on except e zone event...reached there ard 4.07pm..i tink..miss e JE building..like seriously...wuahaha...love it mann...yeh, e toilets rocks...hee...niwae..the contestants re pretty good, that's all i can sae lah..like seriously...nt bad..gt standard...but my cell member won...their name was anonymous...yeh...and we won best fan club too..dat's like rocking mann...$300 ben and jerry's vochur...YUMMY!hee...can eat until shiok..like seriously...aft dat went to eat ban mian..waited like 1 hour or something liddat..like sho sucky okie?reached home 11.30pm..kena scolded by mom and like she's bannin mi from a lot of stuff..i mean not banning, but restricting..like usher, i hv to report at 9.30am..whether 4 recruitment or whatever...im like what e hell la..

lyke seriously...hee...niwae...n sundae reported at 9.30am, it was raining...walked in e rain oso..diao...service was gr8..pst derek laid hands on mi..and i fell...he really knew wat i was tinking mann...cause i really felt like giving up at dat point in time..cuz mi mom said i can't go out so late and all dose krap...but i guess i won't give up on God...not after ALL dat He has done for mi..den aft svc went 2 clean up..saw boon siang...and he chatted w mi lar...hee...went off at 2pm...cuz tot i'll b late...went off w ryan..saw rayvin's bro in e train...den ryan saw dat his shirt got pen marks...so he said he's gg home to change and den meet his fwen..cuz she needs to buy webcam..reached harbourfront at 2.37pm...yeh..sumwhere dere...den went toilet to freshen up..and ate macdonalds..den met dear..he reached at 3.10pm..like 20 mins be4 his estimated time..hee...wuahaha...bought my tamagotchi(TMGC)..his name is troy..yeh...

normal sleeping time is ard 8pm...wake up time ard 9am i tink..i woke up at ard 9.15am and he was already up..so i guess ard 9am or smth lidddat?hee...went 2 skul..SO BORING...shalini seem pretty confused..cuz hari asked her to go drink coffee @ starbucks...so she was like hesitating..cuz her bf doesn't like him..so they went..tog w bern and rina i guess..n sanam was like calling bern..freak or smth..but he din answer..so she asked him to call him..cuz he listens 2 mi la..and she tot i likes him..im like wot?i hv a bf alr...I DO NOT LIKE HIM..he's a great guy and a fwen 2 hang out w tho...yeh..pretty hilarious..niwae...intented to tk bus..cuz i saw e bus mah..den wanted 2 run 4 it, but it left already..so i guess i took train..reached home ard 5.30pm?sumwhere dere?saw joakim at e bus-stop...i mean e sg idol contestant..like dat's so hott!if onli i din run aft e bus, i cld hv gotten his autograph already..sian-ness~..den used com until nw..

parents re so frustrating...like seriously..so controlling?even wat time u sleep they oso wanna noe..like diaO~haizx...cuz i got mi results...got 1B and 2DS, and they were like hav to get As and Bs to get into SMA..but they were saying at least pass and all dose SHIT...i seriously need a new headfones and ETS(emily e strange) wallet..hai..niwae..i will definitely see u HOTT guys and CHIO gals in a bit..dats mi promise to u FANS out dere..see u peeps soon alright...CIAO!

AAAAARRRRRGGGGHHHHH!

2007-09-12T20:55:00.000+08:00

warning...tis post is not for e faint-hearted...todae is juz a sucky day!yest night had a BIG quarrel w dear..and we almost broke up?but i don wanna...cuz i wanna spend my whole life w him...he's a gift from Heaven...and it's so fragile..so mani problems and so little time...he means e world to mi...even if i hv to die 4 him, i will...been thro' so much juz to b his gf..and i won't giv it up so easily...cuz im e luckiest gal alive to b his gf...and i hope he feels e same way bout mi...cuz if he doesn't, i will cry for days mann...

next is skul lor...got project ma..so left e skul at 6.5opm...took 175..cuz lazy to walk to mrt station...walk so far some-ore..den need walk to bus-stop to take bus...den laptop so heavy sum-ore...not onli dat...i missed 1 bus-stop...walk until so far..cuz near e high-way..sorta...den need to walk back...plus e laptop..it was ard 7pm plus..somewhere dere...by e time reach home 8pm i tink...ate dinner...showered and den used com...checked e-mail...stanley sent mi an e-mail got 2 do w usher recruitment...den like i asked mi mom...den she sae cannot...muz go at 9.30am..cuz ray fetch mi..and need eat breakfast...last time i oso go at 8.30am..she nvr complain mah...den now she complain..muz eat lunch..cannot go meeting, recycling and al dose krap..den how to rise up like seriously?oh mann..God..why re u doin tis 2 mi?lyke y?i dun ustand..at all?argh..devil..get behind mi..like yeh...niwae..i feel so helpless..like seriously?yeh....God help mi..plse...cuz i wanna b a team leader...badly...but i need to take care of mi health...im stuck in a rut...both pple pullin mi from both sides and i can't seem to move forward...argh...niwae...need advice from pple man...okie..c u peeps soon alrighty?ciao~!

2007-09-11T09:38:00.001+08:00

Your Biblical Name Is...

Asenette Kefira

You will live to see the end of times.

What's Your Biblical Name?

sIcK~!

2007-09-10T09:51:00.000+08:00

hye..sorry 4 not blogging...was chiongin project..so no time blog...so even most of mi time was spent on e com, but still din hv time 2 blog?hee...onli met dear on thursdae..he was bzy..den on sundae supposed to come over, but was sick...but parents nt ard, so he said he'll come..but back pain...so ya lor...so sad...his back prob is so straining on him...yea...old injury...poor dear...i had slight fever...diarrhoea and stuff...still feeling sleepy...hai..weird la..mi body...i tink im goanna lose weight..again..hee...niwae...gtg already...do mi ASPM project..hee...

rAnDoM~

2007-09-04T10:58:00.000+08:00

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