Sunday, November 01, 2009
hi there peeps... happy halloween guys... yesterday had a halloween party in church.. how kewl is that... anyways... i wore my vampire knight costume...represented my cell group.. didn't win though... and my cell wasn't really that supportive.. from my pt of view lar... wuahaha.. so anyways work is great.. just that would be busy and stuff... because helping 5 advisers do their follow-up,submissions etc etc...but at least it's not as boring as working for freddie...just sit there and rot.. literally.. was so freaking bored and stuff...at least i get to e-mail clients, call them as well as insurance companies... yeah... looks like i can bring my mass communications skills to use.. wuahaha... totally awesome right??
anyways i was on leave last wednesday to friday... actually wed was on MC... because had medical appt.. dear dear took leave too.. to accompany me to go.. wuahaha... woke up at dono what time.. forgot liao... about 8am plus or something? hee... than after that dear dear smsed me say he would be late... so i took my time la.. surf Net and stuff... and than took bus 200 to NUH... bus ride was super fast.. was about to watch my anime on my pink psp when i saw the bus-stop... luckily managed to get down before the bus drove off to the next bus-stop.. hee... walked down a long flight of stairs, and slopes... slowly of cause, because i was early.. hee... so walked around NUH la, the book-shop. 7-11 and stuff.... as well as call dear dear to ask him where was he and stuff... eventually he arrived, so took lift up to 3rd floor... to the University of Dermatology if i remembered correctly... couldn't remember how to go, and got laughed at by dear.. so mean right? so while waiting,watched television and read magazine.. dear dear watched dragonquest on his blue psp... eventually my turn came... so went into Dr Aw's room.. and asked him how was it la... whether is it better etc etc... he said getting better, might not have to inject so often... so i told him that it was itchy.. so he gave me a lower dosage.. and held dear dear's hand so tight... hee... couldn't bear to open my eyes... hee... after a while, it was over... and they put plaster on the wound after Dr Aw took out the cotton pad, which he used to stop the bleeding.. yehhh...
than after that was deciding where to go for lunch.. so decided on Jurong Point, while we were waiting for the shuttle bus to Dover.. it was cloudy, and weather looked like it was gonna pour any-time... which it did eventually... so after we reached dover.. i topped up my EZ Link card, and then went on the journey to the wild wild west which was boon lay mrt.. hee... upon reaching, we decided where to eat... so we both decided upon food court at JP1.. because dear said he wanted to eat the pineapple rice.. unfortunately e stall was no-where to be found. so i ate something else... which dear said was not worth the money... hee... because it looked like maggi noodles with a few luncheon meat and egg... wuahaha... anyways it was yummy..so what the heck.. hee...
after that shopped around Jurong Point... comics connection etc etc.. dear dear said he was tired, and he want to go back to rest.. because next 3 days very tiring and stuff... yeah... so din shop much la... window-shopping mostly... than after that went to buy bubble tea before taking bus 30 home... dear dear took train ma, so he waited together with me for the bus, before walking to the train station to take train.. hee... watched anime on the way home...super long and tiring..
then on thursday went zoo.. was late, made dear dear and his mom to wait for bout 30 mins... so long right.. hee... than went to have lunch... i hate beef noodles set meal... dry of cause.. hee... than after that went to wait for bus... 138.. super long queue, and waited for super long till i wanted to sleep... hee... bus finally came, and played diner dash on dear's psp.. while he used his PDA... wuakakaka... took pictures before going into zoo.. like at ben and jerry's cow and stuff... walked around zoo.. halfway camera was flat... dono why also.. maybe never charge properly? so didn't take much pictures.. all was in dear dear's camera.. hee... but looked at alot of cute animals.. like polar bear, sea lion etc etc... hee... makes me wanna help them more... wuahaha... had lunch at KFC... air-con was freezing cold.. so quickly had my dinner, and drank the mountain dew outside.. while waiting for the toilet cubicles to be free... hee... than after that sat e horse..which is my "bf".. hee... than walked and saw more animals... cute as well as scary ones.. haa...
than after that watched the splash show... consisting of sea lions.. nice and enjoyable show... haa... than walked off to the bus-stop to take bus back to ang mo kio... feeling super tired and beat... than after that took train lo..said bye to dear, because he's taking different side from me.. took train to Toa Payoh, before taking bus 143 home... reached home about 8pm plus? some-where there... hee... ate dinner, than showered and surfed Net... slept pretty early thou... haa..
than on friday went ice-skating... at kallang... haa... was late again... because dear dear gave me wrong information... hee... anyways, it was raining... and dear fell down before he ran to the bus-stop without a umbrella... and his back was wet... poor dear dear... had a fun time ice-skating.. but feet was pain.. maybe because of the metal stuff? dear dear too... he has blisters also... wuahaha... so lent him plaster so that his feet won't hurt so much.. anyways i had so much fun... but dear dear skate so fast... every-time whenever i hold his waist and he's leading the way.. he skate so fast.. until i kept screaming... wuahaha... but it was fun... haa..... than after that went to arcade to play guitar game... than took pictures.. than went home... took bus w dear dear.. he alighted at suntec.. than i took the bus home... wuahaha... showered, and got ready for the best dressed rehearsal later that night at Jurong West main audi.. was super tired... wuahaha...
it was kinda fun.. but i was too tired to think of my pose... hee... dad fetched me home.. had a super bad headache... so showered and off 2 bed... because today was gonna be my debut... that's it for me... byee!
Monday, September 21, 2009
hi there.. sorry once again for not blogging.. been busy w work and other stuffs..anyways.. my boss just told him me his plans for me.. as in who's taking over and stuff like that just like week.. then he asked me to clean up the "J" drive as well as the intranet... i mean he's leaving 30th of Sept... only a few days left... and we have a lot of fars, if u din realise.. like wth.. so i have to do OT like until what time? i don't have OT pay lo.. so i'm like working over-time for free.. in a way.. sian right?and have been missing cell for a lot of weeks... like about a month? because catherine was in town, so accompanied her around Singapore, had meals with her, and chat about stuff lo...miss her a lot... she was in singapore for two weeks, abit short right...but nevertheless.. did get to know her better and stuff...
anyways, realised that changi airport has indeed changed a lot.. like the shops and stuff.. went there twice this month, because send cat off... saw a shop named princess... got so many tiaras, and other gal clothes... so pretty... wanted to get a tiara for $29.. but no money.. it's so so pretty okie..but i guess have to wait till i get my bonus?sad...
anyways my relationship with my bf is going great... we're much more in love that last year.. and we have mutual understanding, and quarrel less often...we do quarrel sometimes, but i guess lesser... i think we only quarreled like twice for this year? if i counted correctly? my memory is failing me... sorry... but even if we do quarrel, we always manage to reach to a compromise without dragging it for days.. yeap... which i'm thankful for... can't imagine a day without dear dear's call or sms... i'll die of loneliness and pure boredom... hee... but i guess sometimes he's busy with work and stuff.. so can't blame him... or maybe i'm not used to him not sms-ing or calling me? hee... that's just me... guess i'm insecure bah... that might be a bad thing... hee... :(..but who cares right?hee...
anyways.. my cosplaying event is coming up.. on Nov 21st to be exact.. and we're missing 1 important main character...which is very bad... dono whether can find in time? wuahaha.. well, i'm hoping for the best... hee hee~! pray for us k? will blog soon.. see ya!
Monday, September 07, 2009
hey there... sorry for not blogging like forever.. been busy with stuffs.. anyways.. currently looking out for a new job.. cause the current one has very low pay.. and e boss literally sucks...because he's going over to Sing Capital.. but he did not tell me what is gonna happen to me? m i gonna b fired, stay on or what?i mean you din give my closure and whatever non-sense? and you just expect me to continue working for you? what kind of shitty boss are you mann.. seriously... m i still a staff under your company, or an invisible person? m i an ant to you, that you can just squish your shoes on me? walk over me, like nothing is wrong?all e pple around me knows what's going on, but do i do i? no, i don't? and what's e freaking reason? ask my incompetent boss.. whenever i put claims or whatever in his tray.he doesn't see it. just do his own stuff.. for Sing Capital and stuffs...you're disloyal to IPP.. and ought to leave immediately...i can't stand disloyal people.. seriously... either you're 100% for us, or 100% against us.. simple as that.. no questions asked at all.. serious...
but right now, you hardly come into office,no-one knows where you go, and you don't inform your secretary... m i really employed by you? or come into office to slack, and enjoy free air-con?sorry, i rather stay at home.. at least i can get wake up as late as i want..and do my own stuff..without pple monitoring me.. can go for 2 hours lunch.. also nobody will complain me...yeah...why shld i wake up early,and travel all e way down, when i'm not working? i'm just slacking here? no submissions and whatsoever.. but my pay is like what? oh mann.. i rather get a new job.. that is worth travelling down to.. yeah... and higher pay of cause.. uh huh...hope can get my macbook pro faster or something like that... which is my dream of cause... and my ipod touch.. yeah.... yeah... but for now,it has to be on hold until i find a suitable job...yeapp...which for now, i haven't found yet.. so yeah... just working for this current company before i get a suitable job.. yeah...but i'm not really fond of my current company.. partly becuz of e boss, as well as the way he handles things..yeah.. secondly is because of the pay... yeapp..
well, for now i'm saving up for my macbook pro.. saving $200 to 250 a month.. hope to get it by e end of e year.. because e rest of e amt my parents would pay..saving up to $1000 by the end of e year?hopefully.. haa... anyways that's it for me now.. will blog soon.. see you!
Saturday, August 15, 2009
hi there... haven't been bloggin recently.. sorry about that... been busy with work and stuffs... as you all know, i have been going on and on about changing job.. and even though i haven't got e change to look... but seriously nowadays i pretty much slack at office.. surfing Net, chatting on msn and etc...there's no challenges nowadays.. so therefore started looking out for other opportunities lo... anyways.. loads of stuff has happened la.. both good n bad...
my personal trainer will be shifting over to vivo branch.. so it's better for me.. nearer to my office also.. and back home... hee.. both bout 15 mins?hee... so fast right?? but my bf still at suntec.. that's e bad one..haa..hope he doesn't miss me too much... hee...
anyways i'm financially a bit tight this month.. due to personal trainer, as well as owing pple money.. not a good thing i suppose.. but at least i returned her?haa... but i guess have to live within my means lah.. haa... not a lot of fun i suppose.. but at least i'm still able to have 3 meals a day.. haa.. very important.. hee... anyways... that's it for me.. see ya!
Thursday, July 16, 2009
hi there peeps..would be turning 21 in 2 days time.. seriously having mixed feelings..cause i don wanna be older? but also wan to be older? so fickle-minded right? anyways...work's been pretty boring nowadays.. like what i've mentioned in the last few posts... like adviser slacking and stuff... right now my branch only has like 14 pple? used to have about 22?office becoming so darn quiet and stuff...and e other branches are like noisy?which kind of not used to??hee...
then my boss told another adviser from another branch saying he will ask 3 more to leave..which comes down to 11?hmmm, sooner or later, Synergy will only have 10? and close shop?then i will also quit..wuahaha...i mean so boring lar...wah piang...it's like coming office to shake leg?and getting paid? like waste time...rather stay home n slack?also nobody care about me...hee...don need wake up so early somemore...haa..i'm so bad right?and i think that my boss is thinking of shifting to another place? or renting out our space? like to other branches or whatsoever..i do not know anything about that?only the adviser know? like what e heck m i here for?an useless bum? or a dog izzit? damn it...
nowadays my work-load is so darn little? not much submissions, and policies too... it's like coming to work because of e money?right now, i just feel like dragging my feet to work..because it's so boring and mundane...omg...always reach office latest by 9am?somewhere there..cuz no-one would be in so early...sian right?so sleepy right now...later going gym, if i don't do OT lar... which i'm not sure...cause my boss is out till 4.30pm..not sure if he'll be coming into office..i hope not..then i can leave at 6pm... zhun zhun..hee...and go gym...haa...and go home and rest... :D... yeappp...
niwaes... will be having a birthday party on the 2 days from now..at my place... will have to wake up early to decorate e function room.. and tidy up my room...make sure that it looks presentable and stuff...if not very unglam...so have to wake up earlier.. like maybe 10am?haa... not really that early.. but early for me on a weekend... i can normally sleep in till 12pm?haa...and than just laze e day away.. for sundays mostly... but this month is really packed.. cause last sat cosplayed as sayori from vampire knight for Cosfest.. first time... it was pretty fun, but e new boots i wore hurt like hell...like seriously... had photoshoot in e morning... met at 11am at dhoby ghaut mrt...but was waiting for yuuki kuran's wig..so delayed like until 1pm plus?but had a lot of fun taking pictures... e pictures are not up yet...waiting for the photographer to upload...yeah... once i get it, i'll upload on facebook...yeahh... anyway... right now i'm just so into cosplaying... though it's an expensive hobby..but it's fun..hee... i don mind more pple joining me... haa... anyways.. i'm signing off now.. see pretties! :)
Saturday, June 27, 2009
hye there...here i am bloggin again...well, a lot of things have happened...both at work and at home...that is just too overwhelming for me..firstly..let me start off at work bah...more easier to begin with..haa...firstly i'm not really happy with the way my boss is doing stuff...he's hardly in the office, and hardly does any coaching for the new fars...i mean the production is really low for the past few months...and like hardly anyone comes in these few weeks and months...ever since wendy and four other fars left...it's been like ghost town...and very little submissions too...and so bored in office...and still considering whether to change job..because not much challenges, and job prospects?but i know now isn't the right time right?but anyway, let's begin..
on thursday i found my computer on, and like someone touched the computer, cause a program to clean up my C drive is running..and my boss is the only one in...so i guess that he was the one that touched my computer, and deleted stuff from my computer...soon after,he called me into his room..and told me got unauthorized stuff that i installed without his permission, and stuff...said i deserve a pay cut, and e report i did wasn't good..and that i wasn't thinking and stuff...i mean you did not tell me how you want the report to be done, i figured it on my own leh...with the help of irene lah...my colleague...so sent it to my boss before i left for the day...than he said i should be sacked, because he's trying to groom me to be a professional secretary and all those krap, but i'm not learning and stuffs....still like a little girl and stuff...say getting married soon, must grow up and all those krap...pls...i don need all these kind of prep talk..it bores me?seriously...i mean when you were away for like 2 weeks..i was here supporting the branch..and taking all e bull-shit...and you say i deserve a pay cut, and to be sacked?if i was being sacked, doesn't make a difference anyways..synergy will close shop anyway, with the man-power so little...and the boss is a jerk...it's so irritating, seriously...like OMG!....so i cleared up all the unnecessary stuffs in my pc, and yea..did my work...i mean re-do the report that my boss wasn't pleased with...
i wasn't really happy with what my boss said...i mean you're hardly in office nowadays, cause you're either overseas, or having client meetings?and you said i deserve a pay cut, and to be sacked?because i install unauthorized software into the PC, and the report i gave you did not meet your expectations?what kind of reasons are those?i worked my ass off to give you that report okay...didn't even go out to have a 1 hour lunch, but a 30 mins one, because i was rushing the stupid darn report...and you tell me i should be sacked?because i'm not growing up, or learning?BECAUSE YOU'RE ALWAYS NOT IN THE OFFICE?how m i supposed to learn?USE YOUR BRAIN BOSS!you are not in the office, to monitor my work, and what your advisers are doing..whether they're bringing in sales, or come into office to get free air-con...i mean to slack or whatever lah...the production is seriously low, after they left...and my boss isn't doing anything to push up the sales?especially when the CRT is coming up, in a few weeks or months time...so i guess only my boss would be going?he's e only one who hit the CRT...i suppose..so whatever...what a lousy boss you are... boooo.... anyway, if he wants to sack me, by all means...i do not wish to be working under a boss that doesn't have any brains... :)
another problem is with my family...cause my 21st birthday is coming up soon, like on 18th July...and having a party at my house la...in e evening time...at first my parents said my dad would be paying...like half la...than after that they said i'm paying full..like $400...cause they found out i'm paying $300 monthly for my personal trainer..which they think is dumb la...cause waste money, when i can train myself and all those..but it's an investment, into your health, as well as well-being...i wanna keep fit, i do not want to be those of those plus sized ladies walking around...and still eating like there's no tomorrow...i don't want that..it's not my style...seriously...if i can afford to pay e extra cash, to make myself look prettier, and fit for my dear, and to make myself feel good..why not?no harm what...correct?but i guess they won't get it...as long as it's money... :( that was why i cried on my dear's shoulder on friday night..when we were out..i was on leave...hee... cause had bible study on thursday..reached home about 12??hhee...cousin fetched me home...yeap...that day my bf also passed his IPPT..hee..which is good news, meaning he doesn't need to go RT anymore..yahoo! ya la...so i was quite sad, because they did not made true their deal...and stuff...so yeap...will make sure that my younger brother pays for everything on his 21st birthday..hee...i'm just so angry and pissed about it...cause you told me that you were paying half, and now i have to pay full?including my birthday cake???like what kind of krap is that?anyway, that's it for me..see ya peeps soon! :)
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
hi there peeps...right now, i'm considering whether to have a career switch, or maybe a job switch?because the job that i'm working right now, does not give me the fulfilment that i need la..and e pay is lower my expectations. i mean i asked my boss for a pay increment in May in the early June..because i joined Synergy in Jan 2008, so after 1 year, i'm entitled to a pay increment mah...and my ex boss din even mention anything about it..which is v frustrating?i mean i'm working here for a year, and i have done so many important as well as unimportant things for you guys....and you guys just keep quiet?and 'pretend' to be busy in your room...sending out e-mails, attending client meetings, going on holidays and stuff...i mean while you guys are enjoying or clinching a deal outside, i 'm busy working in the office...getting all the krap, and nonsense from company pple as well as fars...and you guys just forget that i've been here for a year, 365 freaking days?are you guys even human?like seriously?
i mean, sometimes those fars can be really unreasonable and frustrating...like from little things from disturbing you when you're busy, or rushing a report or huge things like how to do online sqs, and printing from your home printer...and helping you via the phone, because you're lazy to come down to office to do the quotation...i mean, is it that hard to take a train, and come down to office, where there are pple to help you and stuff?and now that wendy and 4 other fars have left...there's only one branch partner, and two branch managers...and so freddie has come up with a duty rooster..as to who is coming in on which days to sign cases from 9am to 12pm...but it's like got one manager, madeline...everytime she's on duty, she will come like about 10am or something like that..cause the cut-off time for the investment is 10.30am...so after she signs, i have to remove the labels, and scan ma...and take lift up to 30th floor to submit la...so i'll give myself about 30 mins allowance?to make sure that i can make it...and stuff..so if she comes in at 10am, the trade will not be able to be through on that day...which is bad la...and the adviser will blame me, like why the trade din go through and stuff....and it's like got a few incidents, whereby she told freddie, she won't be coming in becoz of blah and blah..and than freddie will tell me something else and stuff...which reflects very badly on her, beause she's a manager mah...and she shouldn't have this attitude?like seriously...it's very bad...and it's like a bo chap character , or something along that line?
i mean if there are no managers from my branch to sign off cases..have to find other managers from other branches..and they might not be willing to sign off all the documents, cause some in-house documents have to be seen by the own manager, for verification purposes and stuff...and it's very pai sei to keep finding managers on the different levels...and some managers hardly come in the morning...which is a very crucial time for investments and insurance...yeah..that' s e trouble when your managers have a bo chap attitude...which i sometimes hate...cause you have to go around looking for managers to sign...yeahh...
i did not feedback to my boss, because i do not want to make her look bad, or whatever...but if it comes to a day whereby i can no longer tahan, than maybe?hee...yeapp..i mean feedback what...nothing wrong what...haa...i'm not an evil girl you noe...hee...
i mean it's not that i have anything against my bosses, or the pple working in my branch...but it's just that, some of their attitudes really suck a lot...and it really gets on my nerves at times? i know now isn't the right time to be changing jobs, or job-hopping..but this job does not gives my fulfillment, or challenges?i mean it's so mundane and boring...and they hardly come into office any-more...so the office is rather empty for months and stuff...which i hate...so quiet and stuff...no cases..sho bored in office...yeap..so i'm still deciding whether or not to quit?hope i can get an answer from God soon...argh... that will be all for now...see ya guys!
